Why can't it be like this forever? | By : Catspeaker Category: +G through L > The Loud House Views: 5338 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A/N: Hey readers! I know it's been awhile since I updated this story. I feel guilty about it, but most of you know I got caught up writing a much more popular mainstream Loud House story. But that's okay, I never planned on abandoning this, but it really was some of the comments and messages I received from a few of you hardcore fans that I realized I needed to put some more out for this little story.
I honestly love the rule 63 Loud House setting. I'm sad we didn't get anymore episodes of it, but maybe it's a good thing since it allows us to make up all our own head cannon for it! I do know I would watch an entire series of the adventures of Linka with her 10 brothers and find it probably just as much fun and heart warming as the original Loud House.
Anyway I wanted to mention a little bit about WHY I'm writing this though, what the goals were here. Lori/Loki is probably my favorite of the Loud Siblings, and often I feel like the fan community has done poor Lori wrong.
She's so often portrayed as the villain, or a rapist in the traditional Loudcest stories, and a horrible mother on top of it all, that this was my sort of “anti” story to all that. I'm using the vehicle of the rule 63 Universe, but I wanted to portray a Loki/Linka(Lori/Lincoln) story where our eldest blonde sibling is portrayed in a better light. Yes technically speaking, we're talking about incest and a age difference relationship (it's probably not unnoticed I aged Linka up a year to 12 instead of a 11 for this, don't worry about how that works!) but I wanted something sweeter...if still sexy for all those taboo reasons still!
Hopefully I'm succeeding! Enjoy!
Linka slowly climbed the stairs of Loud House home. It was getting later on Sunday evening, in another hour or two she'd probably head to bed. Not that Linka really had a bedtime anymore, her parents trusted her to go to sleep at a reasonable hour on her own…which she did most of the time. It's just sometimes she stayed up far later than she should reading fanfic and doujins, often times the more racy and torrid of them. Anything that shipped her favorite characters together, and then made her cry in frustration when she ran out of chapters to read and saw the story hadn't been updated for 6 months... but most of the time she made sure she got enough sleep for school the next day.
But right now, she was worried about her big brother Loki. It had been a rough weekend for him, a very rough weekend. Truthfully, it hadn’t been the most fun for her either. She was a little sad over the events that had happened and the ending of her first real relationship, but she knew things were far harder on Loki considering the circumstances.
Those circumstances being, the relocation of the Santiago family to Illinois and Great Lakes City. For Linka it had meant her first boyfriend Ronnie and her deciding to just be friends again. With both of them only being 12 they held no illusions about trying to maintain some kind of romantic relationship over such a distance for who knew how long. Linka still had feelings for Ronnie, Ronnie had turned out to be kind of a fun boyfriend. He was secretly just as big a weeb as she was, even if he pretended not to be and preferred Shonen anime to Shojo, but it was something they bonded over and spent so much time together talking about and sharing.
He had given Linka her first real kiss, multiple of them, and they had even gone out on a couple of dates. But at the end of the day, Linka understood they were both still ‘kids’. Kids on the verge of being real teenagers, but kids all the same. They didn’t need to be in a rush to get anything serious. She still had warm feelings about Ronnie, and maybe one day in the future; when they were both older and more independent, they could give it a real try, but for now her brief foray into a regular appropriate relationship for her age had ended.
But for Loki it was much worse. He hadn’t been prepared at all. Linka knew it was partially Bebe’s fault. In this way, at this time, Linka could actually afford some anger towards her adoptive big sister. Bebe had known her Mother was planning on moving them to live with her family. She had been prepared for it, the weekend ‘visit’ the Santiagos were going on wasn’t just a visit. It was a try out to see if Bebe and Ronnie enjoyed themselves and felt like they fit in. Ronnie had really been the only one unaware of the plan and that the visit was just a formality.
And of course, Bebe hadn’t told Loki ahead of time. She had been too scared. Not scared of Loki, but scared of him dumping her, when in reality she was also doing this for the sake of their relationship. It was no secret her big brother was eyeing Fairway University as his college of choice, and Fairway was just outside of Great Lakes City. Bebe even had an Aunt who was a professor there. The family also ran a neighborhood grocery out of the apartment building they lived in.
Linka could appreciate the logic and even the thoughtfulness behind it. She was preparing the way for her man.
In a lot of ways, it was an incredibly sweet, loving, and surprisingly for Bebe, smart action. When Loki entered Fairway next year, his loving devoted girlfriend would already be familiar with the city, have extended family willing to help both of them, and already be settled in to help him adjust with the new environment.
Linka just wished she had discussed all of it with Loki ahead of time. The girl had been so nervous about telling Loki, she had waited until she was already there to call him and let him know. For as much as Bebe was devoted to Loki, it was kind of a big life changing decision she should of discussed and prepared him for.
But her brother’s reaction had of course not been the most rational.
Loki Loud was typically logical and rational most of the time. There was a reason he was always left in charge, even going beyond being the eldest. He was responsible, he was level headed. He could be trusted with sound judgment and not acting on emotion…
Except for when it came to Bebe.
When it came to Bebe, Loki was nothing but emotion. A giant ball of un-tethered rampant emotion that orbited Bebe like she was the sun in his universe.
In so many ways it was one of those things that made Linka have her crush on him and led to the secret nighttime action she had taken with him a month ago. Her big brother was a true romantic. He did all those things a girly girl like Bebe and Linka appreciated.
He took her out; to dinner, to the movies, to carnivals and fairs. He won her things at games. He bought her flowers and candy, sometimes for absolutely no reason except because he loved her. He never forgot important dates and he did all the little things like texting her, calling her, or even showing up to surprise her at work with her favorite food and snacks.
He was a devoted and thoughtful boyfriend, and Bebe just sucked up all that affection like a sponge, and happily returned it.
Ronnie and Linka liked to tease their older siblings about how gross they were, but a secret part of Linka had wished for the same kind of treatment. He treated Bebe as nothing less than a Princess, just like he did her. Of course, in Linka's case, he treated her like a Prince doting and spoiling his little princess sister. Bebe got to be the Princess from the other Kingdom her brother was destined for.
So of course, Loki finding out he would be separated from Bebe for an entire year; only being able to visit her occasionally, not get to see her everyday at school and on the weekends like he was used to, had devastated him.
So much so he had dragged Linka along with him to try and talk her out of it (He had of course used the excuse of Ronnie being her boyfriend, which Linka denied complete with flushing cheeks). And Bebe, being Bebe, couldn't stand seeing her Prince Charming so upset and was ready to give in to the face of a crying Loki.
Yes, crying.
Her big brother never cried over anything (that was a lie, he got misty eyed during certain movies and sometimes affectionate moments with the family but always claimed he wasn’t), but when it came to Bebe, he would actually cry.
Bebe and Loki couldn’t deny the other anything when it came to crying. Bebe would cry and Loki would do anything to make her stop. Loki would cry and Bebe would do anything to make him stop. It was, sweet in it’s own funny, bizarre way. The two were absolutely devoted to making each other happy. If one would start to cry, the other would start to cry in sympathy, and they would become blubbering messes trying to fix each other at the same time. In these moments both could be patently ridiculous with their actions.
So much so, Bebe was ready to throw away what had been an actual thought out and smart move for her and Loki’s relationship in the long term, just to make him happy in the short. But, her brother had actually saw past his own temporary emotional hurt, and realized the wisdom in her actions.
He was able to see how difficult of a decision this had to be for her, considering how much she loved him, and that she would be moving for her last year of High School.
It had been hard, but he had agreed to the move.
Ronnie and Linka had to pry both of their sobbing, incoherent, absolute mess of a elder sibling apart from one another when it was time to go, but eventually they said their goodbyes.
But Bebe had then pulled Linka aside to share something with her. Something Linka had decided to take to heart completely and absolutely.
The older girl had pulled her close, knelt down so they were eye level, stared directly into Linka’s very soul and said, “Take care of him for me. Your big brother, take care of Loki. He’s going to need you more than ever. Take care of him for me little sis.”
And then she hugged Linka tightly before letting her go.
Linka had internalized that command.
Take care of Loki.
She was now the one in charge of her big brother’s emotional well being, and she would see to it that she did everything in her power to make things better for him again.
To see him return to his old self. Her confident, snarky, responsible, sometimes silly big brother.
She was going to take care of him, no matter what it took.
Her big brother had temporarily lost his girlfriend, and so Linka told herself…maybe what he needed was a surrogate girlfriend.
Maybe what she needed to do, was to do those little things that Bebe did to see him smile again.
Maybe she even needed to do more than that. Maybe she needed to…
Suck his dick.
No, no, no, don’t get ahead of yourself Linka. Don’t think that! Loki would never…he would never.
How would you even ask that Linka? Would you ask him, or maybe just do it? No, No, you've been reading to many dojuins lately, stop thinking like that!
Linka’s cheeks were heating up as she reached the top of the stairs and she recalled the night she had been intimate with Loki. How hard and hot he felt, how overwhelmingly good it felt feeling his thick, firm length pressed up against her most sensitive area.
How many times had she touched herself to that memory in the last month? She’d lost count. It was her favorite thing to recall. She had wished she’d done more. Experienced more with him. She knew what she had done was dangerous, it was a miracle he didn’t wake up at all during the experience. But there was a naughty part of the girl, that when she thought about it, when she concentrated on what she really wish she had done, it made her knees weak and her core begin to slicken up all over again.
She really wanted to taste him.
She wanted to know what her big Brother tasted like.
She wanted to see that big beautiful cock for herself. The one that Bebe had talked about to her. The one that she had felt between her legs, that had made her shiver while she imagined what it would be like sinking inside of her...
What would it feel like? What would it smell like? What would he look like while she was on her knees in front of him, and he was between her lips?
What kind of faces of pleasure would her big brother make for her, if she was sucking him off.
Would she feel that sense of power that Bebe mentioned? That thrill knowing she was doing a good job and making him feel wonderful if he started to moan, if his eyes closed and he threw his head back?
She needed to stop.
It was a dangerous little fantasy, but as she told herself…as small as the possibility might be. As much as she didn’t think it was very likely, if Loki needed more than just emotional support. If he needed more than just the emotional fulfillment of a girlfriend, if he needed the physical relief too.
She would provide it.
She would provide it with a smile and adoration for her big brother.
She told herself it would just be to help him in his separation grief with Bebe. Not because she so desperately wanted to know what it was like to be his girlfriend for herself.
Not because SHE wanted to be the Princess he focused his attention on for a change.
No, no, the foreign Princess had gone back to her kingdom, so it was up to the resident one to take care of the Prince!
Of course, she had to find the Prince first.
Stepping down the hall she began to narrow down all the places she thought Loki could be right now. She’d already checked the garage where the boys weight set was and only found Lynn finishing a late-night work out. She had looked in the basement but her Father and Lief were down there together. Dad was showing Lief how the furnace worked, Lief took right after him with how handy he was. She had even checked the attic earlier but had only found Lars hanging upside down from the rafters saying he was practicing for when he joined the legion of the night.
She hadn’t found him in any of the boys’ rooms either. Luke and Lane were in their room hanging out together and talking about stage performance. Levi and Leon were already asleep. Lexx was in his room reading one of his Prince Valiant books; that had made her smile. Ever since she helped him get a better handle on reading, Lexx enjoyed so many books. His favorites of course were always about Knights, Princes and Kings.
That left Loki and Loni’s room, and when she had checked there, she’d only found Loni arguing with a youtube reviewer. Linka couldn’t be sure if he was only disagreeing with what the reviewer was saying and voicing it, or if Loni actually believed he was somehow arguing with the person on the other side of the screen. You never could tell with him sometimes.
Which left the bathroom.
Of all the places he could be, that would be one of the weirder ones. But then, despite having to share a bathroom with all of her brothers, they didn’t spend a lot of time in it individually. Outside of course when they were stinking it up. But her brothers were so often in and out, their showers so short, brushing their teeth so quickly, she wondered if they were ever truly clean.
Hell, she knew half the time they didn’t even bother washing their hands when they were finished!
So, would he be in the bathroom? She could tell no one was in there at the moment. Or rather, if they were, it was with the lights off.
She decided to investigate.
Creeping up slowly and carefully to the bathroom door, she eased up and put her ear against it.
She heard…sniffling?
Sniffling and Sobbing.
Yup, Loki was definitely in there.
Crying in the bathroom with the lights off. Oh, her dear big brother. She rolled her eyes a little. He was being over-dramatic, but of course he wanted to hide it from everyone.
Linka slowly opened the door and flicked on the lights. The spacious bathroom, with it’s checkerboard floor, porcelain sink at the end, and toilet set next to the large bathtub was illuminated before her. But no Loki.
The sniffling had stopped the moment the light came on. She looked over at the bathtub with it’s yellow and green shower curtain suspiciously. Walking up to it she pulled the curtain aside, and there he was.
Her big brother was sitting in the bathtub, with his clothes on, his knees up against his chest and his arms wrapped around them. In his right hand of course was his ever-present phone, which was open to a selfie of himself and Bebe their arms around each other. He looked surprised and confused at Linka’s appearance, his eyes puffy as he responded.
“Linka! You uh, you literally caught me just as I was about to take a late-night shower before bed!”
Linka of course fixed him with a look that said she didn’t believe him for a moment, but then her big blue eyes took a kind look to them.
“Loki, what are you doing in here, why are you crying in the bathtub?”
Loki got defensive of course, sniffed once and puffed out his chest in reply, “I wasn’t crying, whose crying? I just, wanted to make sure the bathtub was clean before I used it. Really.”
Linka gave a soft sight, and then taking her big brother by surprise, she stepped one leg over the rim of the tub, and then just fully got into it herself. Loki looked up unsure of what he was supposed to do, until he saw his white haired little sister begin to move towards him.
Instinctively he moved his legs apart, and she slipped right in between them, facing him and sliding her soft feminine form right up against his athletic torso. Linka wrapped both her arms around him, leaned up and placed a soft kiss on his cheek. She gazed at him as he continued to look back down in surprise, when she spoke again.
“It’s okay Loki. I know you’re upset and you miss her, but it’s going to be okay. It’s only for a year.”
Loki was still trying to play it tough, he had his pride. She knew he didn't want to show weakness in front of her, especially her. He was the eldest, he was supposed to always be strong.
But already he'd casually slipped an arm over her shoulder, his larger hand on her back as he looked up, blowing air out between his lips like there was nothing going on, “Come on Linka, I know that. I'm gonna be okay. It's only one whole year without my girlfriend. I just won't be able to go to homecoming with her, she won't be cheering me on at my Golf matches anymore, I don't know if I'll see her on my Birthday, or if I'll see her on her own, or if she'll be able to go to Prom with me, or, or, or...”
And then her big brother's lower lip was quivering, his eyes were watering again, and his grip on her tightened. He looked up at the ceiling, taking in a sudden deep breath, as he began to talk while forcing himself not to cry... the result was his voice coming out in a strange high squeak as he held it back from cracking under the strain.. “I'm okay.. I'm okay. I'll be okay..”
Linka sighed, and wrapped both of her arms around his neck tightly, “It's okay Loki. You can make it through this, and you have me to take care of you...”
And then suddenly both of her big brother's arms were wrapped around her tightly, as he pulled her up into an almost bone crushing hug and began to wail, “I'm not okay! I'm not okay! I want my Bebe Baby Girl!”
Linka...couldn't help but find this just a little amusing. Yes, she felt bad for her brother, she really did, but at the same time, with how tough and stoic he acted all the time, seeing him so emotional like this was occasionally refreshing.
She patted his back gently and rubbed it while shushing him sweetly, “There there big brother. It's going to be okay. Loki. I'm here, I'll take care of you, I promise.”
But Loki was still beside himself as he began to cry even more, “B-b-b-but, I'm the one whose supposed to take care of you! I-I-I'm your big brother, and look at me! I'm a total mess Linka!” He sniffled before bawling some more, “H-h-how can I be your big brother if I'm like this?!” He went back to bawling and sniffling again, apparently even more upset because now he was doubting his role as the eldest sibling too.
Linka smiled to herself again, even as she inwardly rolled her eyes. Now he was worrying about not being a good enough brother for her. But then she knew he would be absolutely mortified if any of the boys in the family found him like this. The only one who would understand and try to comfort him would be sweet and loving Loni...Loni would be sweet and emotional and hug his big brother and tell him it was okay, and do all those things that just made Loni the sweetest person in the whole Loud home..
But that would probably only make Loki feel even worse having Loni doting on him and taking care of him like he was a sick child too! No, Loki didn't want anyone seeing him like this. This was one of the rare moments Linka was the only one who was allowed to see his own perceived weakness.
Linka had an idea flash across her mind. One that she thought would honestly help, but one that also maybe would let her...well it would let her get more of that boyfriend experience with her big brother that she was craving so much. It would let her maybe...maybe get even closer to him again, and hopefully show she WAS here for him, and would be here for him since Bebe was gone.
She continued to gently run her fingers over his back soothingly as she looked up at him and spoke in that soft, tender, tone.. “Would you, maybe like to sleep in my room tonight?”
That question seemed to break through the emotional firestorm that Loki was feeling at the moment and managed to calm him down enough that his sobbing had stopped. Now he was just gently sniffling, he looked back down at Linka with a slightly curious expression, “W-w-what?”
Linka continued, still touching him, still caressing him so sweetly and lovingly, “I was just thinking...if you were worried about the others seeing you. If you wanted to make sure you were okay before facing them...You could sleep with me tonight, and hug me.”
She looked up at him again with those big beautiful eyes of hers. Those eyes that Loki could never say no to, never deny anytime they asked anything of him.
His little sister went on, “I know I'm not Bebe but...”
And then Loki felt his heart flutter. Those words coming from his little sister's mouth suddenly over rode any and all despair he had. He heard Linka comparing herself to Bebe, and doing so in a manner that clearly indicated she felt lesser than the other girl. That she was afraid she was lesser in her big brother's eyes.
And that just set off the protective, loving instincts Loki had. The need to tell his little sister she didn't need to compare herself to Bebe in his eyes, she was just as good, if not better in some ways to him, better than Bebe herself.
Linka was caught off guard when she felt Loki grab her up and pull her against him in a tigher hug. His hand slid up into her beautiful silvery hair fingers going over her scalp, his other hand sliding around her back sweetly, protectively as his voice, still recovering from his tears came out full of concern, “Linka! You don't have to be Bebe! You're Linka! You're my amazing, beautiful, sweet and loving little sister! You're my Snow Princess!”
He didn't know why a part of him had felt the need to say all of that. Why that powerful urge came over him, but he knew Linka's own heart was so precious to him, and the last thing he wanted was her trying to compare herself to his girlfriend in his eyes.
Linka felt butterflies in her tummy and her cheeks get warm. For some reason her brother's reaction while completely unexpected, was everything she could of wanted and more. She had been thinking of herself as a surrogate, as a 'not as good as Bebe but maybe good enough for now' item. It had only been for a few hours, but already she was seeing that was completely the wrong approach to take with her big brother.
No, he didn't want a surrogate. He wouldn't want a replacement Bebe. Nobody could replace Bebe or be his Bebe Baby Girl but her.
But that didn't mean he didn't want someone feminine, someone just as loving and sweet in his life now. He couldn't have his Bebe, but maybe, he would want his Snow Princess. Maybe she could be everything to him, in her own way.
While held so close to him, she reached over and kissed his cheek, still feeling so warm and happy at his reaction. Her voice was soft and gentle as she whispered back, “Then maybe you should still sleep with me, and I'll take care of you like a good little sister is supposed to. Let me take care of you for a change Loki.”
Loki swallowed as he heard that, even as he felt strange yet pleasant emotions wash over him in return. A feeling of comfort and warmth coming from the girl he was holding, the girl on the cusp of womanhood.
Linka went on, “You do so much for me, for all of us Loki. You do it all the time and sometimes I feel like we don't always appreciate it. So let me take care of you right now.”
She gave him one of her patented bright Linka smiles. The kind that could melt the ice in the middle of a Michigan Winter. It made his own heart melt just seeing it, and knowing it was directed for him. At him.
He gave a long drawn out sigh after that, and actually opened up and spoke the truth to her.
“I don't want the guys to see me like this Linka. I literally get they know I'm upset, but I can't let them see me like this. I'm supposed to set the example for the rest of you.” His own blue looking back to the elfin freckled face fixing him with nothing but love and acceptance.
He favored her with a soft smile as he brought a hand up and wiped at his eye. “You're the only one I'd ever let see me like this...and even then, it's still sooo embarrassing for me Linka.”
Linka felt so special then. Her big brother was dropping his guard, he was letting her in. Her, and her alone.
She leaned back to look at him once more, this time she brought her soft hands up and slipped them over his cheeks. She noted the rough stubble she felt there. It felt coarse, rough, and masculine. Her brother, while only 17, was almost a full man. Her young heart quivered as her fingertips trailed over his skin.
She favored him with her continuous beatific smile, “Then come stay with me tonight silly. Nobody thinks twice when you sleep with me, they know you do it because I have bad dreams. Come cuddle with me tonight Loki. It'll be okay.”
It was really unfair how cute Linka was. She had always been the most adorable and cutest being in his life. Leon came pretty close, but Leon was a baby, and he cheated by being cute with those powers a baby had. But Linka had been adorable from the time she was a baby, up until as she was now, his little sister on the verge of becoming a beautiful woman.
He liked cuddling with her too. Last month, that night still stayed solid in his mind. Everything that had happened. The comfortable sensation of her form against his own, being reminded of how much she loved him, and how much he loved her. The connection they held together. Back when she had been the baby, before Lars and the others came along. When it seemed as if Linka would be the last Loud of this generation.
Loki of course loved all his little brothers. Even if they were all knucklheads he needed to keep in line with the occasional boot to the rear. But Linka would always be special.
He wanted to cuddle with her again. Even if a part of him was a little... afraid after what had happened last month.
He still hadn't forgotten about it. Or how good it felt. How absolutely, forbiddenly hot and satisfying it had felt. His little sister had given him one of the best orgasms of his life, and it had been by dry humping him. God forbid if he ever felt what her naked flesh would feel like against his own.
Not that he wanted to find out! (At least he lied to himself, as a small, tiny, forbidden part of him very much wanted to do so.) Even now he looked at her, and he still saw she was mostly a child, but those features of womanhood were becoming more and more clear everyday. Her hips, her present chest, the babyfat on her vanishing more and more, or redistributing itself to places that made the young girl appear far more womanly.
It was that shape of her, that body that had brought him to such forbidden bliss. He was ashamed to admit he had found himself jerking off to the memories of her more than a couple of times during the last month.
He wondered if cuddling with her would be safe, and he wondered if she even remembered what they had done. Maybe it had all been some sort of weird sleep walking type thing.
It was the only way Loki could try and reasonably justify what had taken place. The idea his little sister was attracted to him, and he was just as attracted to her was horrifying in many ways. But he knew he loved her so, so very much.
All this mental wrestling only took him a few moments before he gave an inward sigh and made his decision.
He was lonely and sad, and nobody could cheer him up and make him feel better like Linka could. Linka was the only person he could be sad with and expect understanding. (Well Loni too, but he didn't want Loni's attention right now) Nobody would hold his currently tender heart and nurse it back to health like her.
Loki leaned his head forward, resting it against Linka's own, making the pre-teen flush as she heard him whisper his response... “Fine...let's go to your room.”
Linka nodded, giggled softly and stood up, while pulling on his hands at the same time, “Okay, but first we need to get out of this bathtub silly. Unless you plan on washing my back for me Oni-Chan..”
Loki blinked a few times hearing that response, his eyes wide. He knew that was some kinda trope in her Anime and Manga, siblings bathing together and washing each other's backs as some weird expression of love..
Linka knew exactly what she was doing when she said that. A part of her even indulged in the idea of it. It would be fun to take a japanese style bath with him, just like the scenes in her favorite Manga, the two of them scrubbing each other down, before playfully washing each other off. Relaxing in a nice tub of hot water together afterwards.
She knew Loki had been forced to see enough Manga and Anime thanks to her and Lars he understood exactly what she meant too.
Linka looked absolutely devilish with the way she grinned after her suggestion. He knew she was teasing him, but he still reacted, “Linka!” His cheeks briefly red.
She stepped out of the bath and continued to laugh, “What? Mom and Dad tell me you used to give me baths sometimes!”
Loki rolled his eyes as he stepped out with her, she continued to hold his hand, “Uh, that was when you were literally a baby. You used to take baths with Lynn as well. You going to ask him to come take a bath with you too?”
Linka continued to smile as she led him to the bathroom door, looking back at him, in thought, putting a finger to her lips coquettishly “I don't know, I have so many brothers to choose from!”
Loki groaned again, his cheeks even hotter as he fixed her with an attempt at a stern gaze, which quickly failed in the face of her cuteness, “Linka! Come on now!”
Linka only continued to laugh softly and giggle, before she was turning back towards him and throwing her arms around his waist. She gave him another tight hug, kicking one leg up as she did, really playing up her cute nature, “Aww, are you jealous Loki? Don't worry Oni-Chan you'll always be my number one choice!”
Loki put his hands up to his face absolutely mortified again, bright red as Linka continued to tease him. He had almost completely forgotten why he was in the bathroom in the first place, “Oh my god Linka! I literally want to crawl under a rock right now!”
But then Linka smiled softly at him as she pulled back, her voice changed tone. She was much more tender again as she spoke up, “You're not crying anymore, are you Loki?”
Loki stopped for a moment and looked down at her. Amazement passed him. Absolute amazement. He wasn't crying anymore. He didn't even feel the need to cry.
Linka had banished away his pain. She had come along and did what perfect little sisters were supposed to do for their big brothers. She had made him feel better.
He was still melancholic, but his little sister had taken away his heartache for the moment. He felt so grateful to her.
Giving a soft sigh, he nodded his head in return, “You're right. I'm not, and I think it's all because of you... So I guess...” he frowned as he gave in with a soft groan, “I guess it's okay if you call me Oni-chan, but only once in awhile and only you!”
Linka smiled sweetly as she nodded, “Sounds like a good compromise to me.”
With that the two of them made their way out of the bathroom and down the hall together, past all their other brothers' rooms right into Linka's little room.
Loki closed the door behind him as they entered, and Linka stepped behind him right afterwards, reaching around him and making sure it was locked.
That, made Loki feel a little puzzled. But then again, he knew his little sister did enjoy her privacy when she was allowed it now and then. Maybe it was just a force of habit on her part, to automatically lock the door when she got in.
And yet, he also knew that was a complete lie, because Linka had the horrible habit of forgetting to lock her door, which had caused a number of instances over the years of them barging in on her when she was almost naked or in the middle of something weird. But the way she had looked up at him, as she reached her arm around to lock the door, once they were alone together... Something about the way her eyes briefly went half lidded, sent a shiver down his spine.
As for Linka herself, she knew the last thing she wanted was ANYONE coming in and ruining this moment. She had Loki in her room again, alone. She had her big brother right where she wanted him, which meant she didn't want any of her other brothers coming along and making either of them feel weird.
No, Linka didn't exactly know what her plan was, but she'd at least gotten him far enough along to this point. Where he was going to sleep with her again. Where she'd go from here though, well, maybe, she would....would she wait for him to fall asleep again? Oh no, what was she supposed to do?!
Linka turned away from Loki as she wracked her brain trying to figure out what she should do. She couldn't just, just ask if he wanted her to suck his cock right? That, that would be very uncute wouldn't it? And Linka liked being cute. She knew it was something she could do, so she tried her best. Would it be uncute to ask if he would feel better if he just put his big beautiful cock between her lips? Of course it would be! Linka get ahold of yourself! You're getting to excited!
She forced herself to calm down as she went to her dresser, and opened it up to fetch her night clothes, all while Loki watched her silently. Typically they wouldn't have any tension or issues or unease or uncertainty being alone together like this, but there was some slight tension in the air right now between them. Linka knew why she was tense, but she just hoped Loki didn't feel it.
Well, Linka didn't need to try and....and....seduce him tonight. Her heart beat fast when she thought about that, thought about her trying to be some sensual goddess of lust seducing her big brother...and as appealing as that sounded, she knew that....that just wasn't her. She wasn't a succubus, or a sex demon. Much as she wished she could have their powers right now.
But she could try and encourage him to want to spend more time like this with her, and maybe, maybe then he'd want to do it more, and maybe they could sort of, seduce one another?
She looked back towards Loki and swallowed softly, “Um, big bro, could you, turn around? I'm going to change now.”
Loki who should of realized that's what she was about to do, suddenly felt his cheeks burn hot as he caught on. “Oh, oh! Uh, right! Yeah! I'll uh...” Loki turned his back to her and stared at the door. As he frowned realizing they hadn't stopped to let him get a pair of shorts to sleep in.
“Wait, Linka...I don't have my Pajamas..maybe I should go and get them..”
Linka was ready for this though, and she knew she didn't want to let her big brother go now. No, he was going to stay in here with her until morning dammit! “Loki, you always sleep in your underwear anyway, you don't need to get anything else.”
Linka had countered as she pulled her shirt off, followed by her skirt. The pre-teen was now clad in her red panties and bra. She reached back and unclasped the bra, pulling it off from her smooth, freckle stained shoulders, stopping for a moment as her hands came up to her small chest.
Idly she held her own breasts in her hand, they had been hurting a little more lately, and getting a little tender. They were getting bigger, she understood that's what it meant. It was kind of annoying.
Loki had turned his head ever so slightly as if to fire back to her, “It's not underwear Linka! Boxer shorts are not whitey-tighties!” His brief glance had let him see her out of the corner of his eye, what she was doing and what she was up to. He didn't see much, just the shape of her form and her skin. It had made him feel a little more excited, despite himself.
Linka hadn't noticed, instead turning towards her brother, completely topless, clad only in her panties as she smirked, “Underwear is underwear Loki, you're splitting hairs over nothing. You always yell at me because I like to read my Manga in my underwear. You don't say, 'Linka stop reading them in your bra and panties', you say 'Linka! Stop reading your Manga in your underwear!'”
Linka laughed softly, then and Loki found his head turn ever so slightly as if he needed to defend himself once more, his little sister was having waaay to much fun at his expense right now. “Linka! Com--” And then he caught a very brief glimps of her soft round breasts, the way they hung on her pretty pale torso... and the way freckles were dappled across them, just like her shoulders, those large pink nipples..and all Loki could do was wonder if this was really a good idea after all.
Linka for her part realized she indeed may have done that on purpose, and she really hoped Loki had caught a look at what she was showing off, but didn't want to push her luck. She stopped and turned back around as she found one of her nightgowns and began to slip it over her shoulders and onto her body, “No peeking Oni-chan!”
She continued these antics relentlessly.
He didn't know when his little sister had turned into this teasing master, but he was getting close to his limit on it...even if a weird part of him kinda liked it, and he was afraid of turning around because his cock was starting to get hard, which he really didn't want it to do right now! Just what the heck was going on right now?!
Linka finished with fitting her nightgown over her body, and then she made yet another bold decision.
While her brother's back was turned, she did the most risque thing she could think of doing. Reaching up under her nightgown, she slipped her thumbs into the waistband of her panties, and dragged them down her legs... the tufts of white hair covering her pubic mound becoming visible before her nightgown dropped over it.
When the panties reached her ankle, she stepped and kicked them away, under her dresser so Loki wouldn't see them. Her cheeks felt hot, it made her feel so warm and yet so sexy too. She felt pretty, and she knew it was because of who she was with. Now there would only be a thin layer of cotton between her body, and her Oni-chans. It gave her a secret thrill already.
She didn't know how things would proceed from here, but she knew what she intended to do. It was now her plan to ease her big brother into this. To ease him into the idea, that it was okay if she was his girlfriend now. It was okay if he wanted to touch her. In fact, that would be the plan tonight, touching. She wanted him to touch her, she wanted to be touched by him. He would know it was okay to touch her or be with her. His little sister would be happy to see to his needs.
Each and everyone of them.
Now that she was changed, she hopped up onto her bed and gently pat it.. “It's okay Loki, I'm ready now. How about you turn off the light and we go to bed..”
Loki turned and fixed his gaze on his little sister once more. There she was, the beautiful and sweet girl he had helped raise up into the even more beautiful woman she was slowly becoming. He swore it looked as if her nightgown was hugging her curves even more than they had a month ago.
He also swore her eyes looked more enticing, more inviting than they had before either. She was smiling at him almost serenely, with that adorable little chipped tooth of hers so prominent.
Her voice came, playful as she got up on the bed and started to scoot under the covers to make room for him, “Now come on...take off the light, take off your pants, and get into bed with me..”
Bebe was now the furthest thing in the world from Loki's mind.
A/N: More Spice and naughtyness next chapter! But hopefully just as much sweetness. I'll try to get the next chapter out in less time than it took this one, but I'll still probably be doing at least two “The Shadow of his Heart” chapters for every one of this. This story is much smaller than TSOH is, so I don't like to lose the momentum I got going.
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