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Eye of the Beholder
by KoiFishSushi and Jaden56
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South Park & Characters are property of Matt Stone & Trey Parker
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Chapter Seven
Two... three hours later, Leo restlessly got up from the couch and made two mugs of hot cocoa. He wanted to apologize for himself, his stupidity. He’d caused this rift between him and Kenny, it was his fault. After warming the cocoa up until it was nearly burning hot, he began the short trek up the stairs, careful not to spill the drinks. Quietly he pushed the door open and flicked on a dim light near the bed. The mugs were set down on the same table the lamp was on, within reach, as he sat on the bed near Kenny's restlessly sleeping form. He didn't say anything though, he was quiet, legs folded beneath him on the blankets. The only thing he did was pull the covers over Kenny's body to warm him up if he was cold... he seemed so cold.
A silent 'sorry' was whispered, his single green eye overshadowed with sadness.
Kenny was having a nightmare.
It was the day they'd gotten those goddamn weapons, thinking they were the most badass ninja fighters. Immortal. Indestructible. Until that fucking shuriken - Kenny's – shuriken imbedded itself in Butter's gorgeous green eye, so wide and innocent under that stupid foil helmet. In the nightmare it was just the two of them, Butters screaming and bleeding, and Kenny just... watching. Always fucking watching.
He took Butters - Leo, he was Leo now - into his arms and gently licked the ragged flow of blood down Leo's left cheek, the tip of his tongue catching the razor edge of the star and slicing it open, mingling their blood. Their lips touched, Leo whimpering, but not screaming in agony anymore, although his flesh throbbed around that unforgiving intrusion.
"I love you," Kenny murmured, looking up into the intact eye, so very very green, and seeing a reflection of love and trust in there. Leo leaned down to return the kiss, blinded by pain, and Kenny leaned up. "Die for me," he hissed against Leo's lips, kissing him so hard their lips bled as he reached up and ripped the ninja star out of his eye, taking the orb and the attached muscles and tendons with it as Leo screamed, and Kenny laughed.
Kenny woke up screaming.
Leo nearly spilt cocoa all over the bed at that scream, his heart almost bursting from his chest. He just stared at Kenny, blinking a few times as he shakily sat his mug on the little table again. After making sure he could still, in fact, hear after that scream... He scooted over and slipped a hand through the other's hair.
"Y-You okay?" he asked, his brows arched upwards in concern and his eye glossed over. He just watched the younger male, that troubled boy... He couldn't help but feel so sorry for Kenny. "I-I brought cocoa... It helps me when I have nightmares..."
Even though it was Kenny who'd thrown the ninja star when they were nine Leo didn't blame him... Leo blamed everyone else for being douche bags and not helping him, but he didn't hold Kenny responsible... it had been an accident. "Mm... D-Do you need anything?" It was strange how he wasn't that brooding, scarred, one-eyed bastard when around Kenny. Leo was quiet and stuttering, like Butters once was...
Kenny curled in on himself and gave a moan like a death toll.
Oh god... he was ripping apart. Something was stabbing and wrenching his heart open and it hurt, it hurt more than any other previous deaths had. "God, B-Butters..." he sobbed dryly, his fingers digging so hard into his chest as if trying to rip the traitorous organ out so it'd just stop fucking hurting.
"Kill me," Kenny groaned. He didn't care. He didn't care if he'd end up in eternal Hell. Nothing Satan's minions could inflict on him would be half as bad as this... this heartache rending him into bloody chunks.
Leo’s brows arched up. That... was not what he expected to hear. He just stared for a moment and then leaned down, pushing his lips against Kenny's own, shaking like a leaf while he kissed him, whether the other’s fit lasted a few seconds or not even that long.
"I can't do that," he said calmly, kissing Kenny’s cheeks, kissing his tears if any would reach the surface. He just kissed him, hands tangled tightly in those blonde locks. "I can't hurt you like that... I just want you safe."
It was true. Leo just sighed softly, determined to snap Kenny out of his fit...
Those gentle hands eased the pain to a bearable level, coaxing Kenny's pain downward as a tender voice and lips added to the mixture, exorcising his demons from where they'd been gnawing him with searing razor teeth inside his chest. Kenny sobbed tearlessly and moaned, devastated almost more by Leo's unquestioning forgiveness even though Kenny had to have nearly destroyed him with his inhumane words before. Kenny struggled to breathe, his lungs heaving, as his bony fingers caught at Leo's wrists and held on tight, shaking badly.
"W-Why?" he croaked, his face pale and taut under Leo's lips as his blue eyes fluttered open, exposing his anguish and the hollows of his fractured soul.
Leo's free hand slid down Kenny's neck, along his shoulder, out to grasp his other hand. The one that was held by Kenny stayed still. "Because," he said simply, smiling against his lips, such a sweet curl of those pinkened tiers of flesh. Honestly, he just didn't want Kenny hurt, he wanted him safe.
"Do you think I could keep you alive? Do you think I can help you? I want to... so badly..."
Leo sighed gently and sat up, letting Kenny remain attached to his wrist, his other hand moving to grab one of the mugs of cocoa. "Here. Sit up and get under the covers with me and drink some cocoa..."
The mug was knocked from Leo's hand and shattered in a mess of ceramic and still-steaming hot chocolate onto the floor. Before Leo's mouth could open - not in anger at the action, never in fucking anger - Kenny was in his lap kissing him hard. The thinner blonde dug his fingers into Leo's hair and gripped the sides of his head hard, as if he were trying to smash a melon. Kenny groaned to himself as he thrust his tongue into Leo's mouth and ground their pelvises together with bruising force.
Shock was a good way to put Leo’s reaction toward Kenny’s violent outburst. He could clean the cocoa later, that... was no problem. Kenny just shocked the hell out of him. Leo’s eye had gone wide in response to the sudden and impassioned kiss. Both hands faltered briefly before they tangled into those golden locks, hips rising up against Kenny's.
His actions were as rough, if not rougher than Kenny's - well kept nails digging into his scalp slowly, not really meaning to, and not exactly drawing blood. Just tightening to tug him further into the kiss, tongue writhing its affection against Kenny's own. Seeming as if it shouldn’t be at all possible, Leo was hard, aroused, between them, nudging up against the other's groin.
"Ahhnn..." He trembled as he pulled from the kiss just enough to breathe.
Kenny's hips were hard points of bone against Leo's fleshier body, but they still undulated with passion and abject desire. When Leo pulled back from their heady kiss Kenny's eyes opened, such a deep blue that a person could drown in them.
"I want you," he said against those kiss-swollen lips, his face solemn but those eyes almost swirling with a tide of emotions that Kenny had thought had been left behind in Hell. "I want to be inside..."
After he finally got those few seconds of air, Leo took several heavy breaths, panting against Kenny's lips with sweet cocoa breath. "I-Inside..." He blushed darkly and slid his left hand out to fidget for something in the drawer of the table nearby, the table that held a near-boiling mug of cocoa still upon it. The second mug he'd had with him, and was currently a shattered mess on the floor. A bottle of lubricant was tugged out of the drawer and Leo shifted, blushing even darker.
"U-Use a lot... I don't want too much pain... But I can take it." Well, he wasn't a virgin, but it had been a long time, though he did use certain toys on himself during private time, so he knew he could handle Kenny.
"I want you too." This was said without Leo stuttering or stumbling over his words, just groaning out against Kenny's lips. His green eye glazed with desire, staring steadily across into those beautiful blues. "D-Don't stretch me... just do it..."
Kenny's breath hitched against Leo's mouth at those words, and he groaned as he ground himself hard against the other blonde's belly before pulling away so he wouldn't come already. He kissed Leo's neck and down his shoulder to his chest, working his way down Leo's body with his lips and hands. He snagged the lubricant while his lips lingered on Leo's rounded hip.
"Open," Kenny growled, his voice husky with desire as he nudged Leo's legs impatiently with an elbow as he uncapped the lubricant. The lube smelled faintly like strawberry, but he was hungry for other things.
Kenny was like some desperate, sexual beast that Leo couldn't deny. He spread his thighs, slumping further into the mound of pillows on his bed, legs bent up lazily on either side of Kenny. Yes, the lube also tasted like strawberry - not just smelled like. To see this side of Kenny was strange, erotic, and Leo quickly pulled off his pajama pants since he figured it'd be easier with whatever Kenny's lips had wanted to do.
Kenny's head dipped between Leo's legs once the other boy was exposed to him, and swallowed him whole, not disturbed in the slightest at how easily deep-throating came to him, or by the fact that he was actually starting to enjoy sucking cock. Or at least Leo's cock, anyway.
"Mnh," Kenny moaned around his mouthful, his teeth dragging against the soft skin encasing Leo's hard shaft. He fumbled with the bottle and spilled a ton onto his hand, some of it dripping through his fingers and staining the bed sheets, but he didn't care. Fuck Leo's cleanliness - the other blonde could be seriously dirty when he wanted.
As soon as Kenny went down on him like that with such delicious, devious ease, Leo trembled, bucking eagerly into the mouth, into the heated suction. Kenny was shockingly good at oral sex. Sweet moans of pleasure poured themselves from bruising, pink lips. Thank god it was Friday. No school - just Saturday and Sunday to look forward to - and healing, since he was sure his ass would be sore after this.
Kenny slicked up the outer ring of Leo's asshole, not pushing inside, not stretching him, and slathered the rest onto his throbbing cock, thrusting a little into his own hand. He gave a hard suck on Leo's dick and pulled back, sliding up the other’s body and leaning between his legs as he aligned himself with Leo's slippery entrance. He caught the back of Leo's neck and forced his head forward into a hard kiss, although there was no resistance and Leo's tongue was pushing and sliding against his own hotly. Kenny broke the kiss and opened his eyes, waiting until Leo's one was opened and meeting his own.
Arms quickly slid around Kenny's neck, meeting him in that kiss without hesitation, Leo’s tongue strumming along as if he knew the exact pattern they were going in. The fingers that'd been so close to his entrance had made him clench so tightly, though he relaxed, grinding gently against the hard flesh that waited for his approval.
"Ready?" Kenny asked, his voice low and smoky, not too far gone to just start pushing inside Leo without warning, although it was tempting. He didn't want to hurt him - fuck him brainless, yes - but the less discomfort on either end the better.
A deep breath was taken, and Leo nodded, squeaking out a 'yes' against Kenny's neck as he buried his face there, gently nudging his hips forward to bear down onto the hard flesh that awaited. Lips spread apart in a silent gasping cry. The raw penetration hurt, but he could handle it, bracing himself as hands tangled in Kenny's hair. And this was just the beginning.
Kenny pumped his hips forward shallowly, and bit lightly against the curve of Leo's neck. He was so tight it almost hurt, and Kenny quickly wrapped his hand around the base of his cock for support so he didn't break the fucking thing pushing inside Leo’s tight ass.
The initial insert made Leo gasp, digging hands into the other's shoulders, grasping on for dear life. It hurt worse than the small toys he'd played with, or the last time he'd had sex a good number of years before, and even then his partner had been his age, and smaller at the time.
"K-Kenny..."
"Fuuuck," Kenny groaned, shuttering his eyes closed as he focused intently on the indescribable feeling of Leo opening to him, sucking him into that clenching silken heat. His fingers threaded into the soft strands of buttery yellow hair at the base of Leo's skull, holding him there against his neck as he slowly began to fuck him, sinking deeper with each inward thrust. “Fuck, Leo…”
The boy cried out, face buried into Kenny’s neck, suckling on the flesh without noticing that he'd definitely leave a welt there. A nice, fine hickey on the neck of his fuck buddy, or boyfriend... or whatever. No one would even start to guess that it was Leo that'd done that to him, then again... no one really saw Kenny without his coat, so Leo figured he was safe either way.
"Ahn..." He was tight, yes, and clenching almost vice-like against the other's intrusion. "Mnhh... I-It feels good..."
"Don't... lie," Kenny grunted, the barest trace of humor in his voice. Leo felt like a furnace - a furnace that Kenny was willingly sticking his dick into and stoking the flames. Interesting way to die, certainly, but he didn't want to test that method for real. "Nnh, hot," he breathed, sucking hard against Leo's own neck and leaving a matching mark. His hands filled themselves with the round globes of Leo's ass and squeezed, stretching him and pulling him further down onto himself.
Leo chuckled in the most breathless, gasping of ways, biting down gently on Kenny's neck with the feeling of his ass being pulled apart just enough to accommodate all of Kenny. Leo slammed down in his lap, gasping sharply. "M-Might as well just get th-that part over with..." The stretching was awful, but at least now he was getting used to the pain, the pressure, and he could feel Kenny rubbing along that sweet bundle of nerves, though not yet with enough stimulation to get him off.
His modest five inches lay erected between their bodies, breath panting out against the welt of flesh. Maybe Leo would just tell people that Kenny gave him the hickey - no one would believe him, at all. He'd probably get laughed at or something. It might be amusing.
"I-It's feeling good now..."
Kenny’s bitten nails tore strips down Leo's ass when the other blonde suddenly impaled himself on Kenny’s cock, groaning deeply as he shuddered and jackknifed his hips even harder. He knew Leo could take the pain - not that Kenny was trying to hurt him intentionally - but they were both overeager teenaged boys and Kenny hadn't any experience beforehand with gay sex. Fuck, he wouldn't have even set foot into a theater playing Brokeback Mountain before, much less think he’d try and reenact it. But he was fine being with Leo, and that thought troubled him less and less. Especially when fucking him felt so fucking amazing.
Leo gasped when those nails gouged him, his body lurching forward and pushing Kenny onto the bed, tackling him against the covers. He rocked his hips down against the younger male's body, enjoying the feeling of having someone inside his body. Someone - not a toy - after so long. Blushing, the blonde cracked open his right eye, looking down at Kenny. Even when Leo was receiving he seemed to want to take the dominating position. At least he felt like he was in charge like this.
"F-Fuuck..." The boy whimpered, pressing lips against Kenny's in an invitation.
Kenny fell into that momentum without losing connection with Leo for an instant, and pried open Leo's mouth and sucked his tongue in like a leech. His hips snapped up to meet Leo's descent, jarring both bodies clear to their marrow, and his hands moved from Leo's ass to his waist to hold him steady and thrust him down even harder. God... they weren't going to be able to move tomorrow, and Kenny was grateful for the weekend on Leo's account because even though Kenny's absences were hardly noticed, he was sure one of his classmates would point out both their empty desks, especially after they'd sent him off to a psycho killer to deliver his homework.
"K-Kenny..." Leo groaned out eagerly, rocking against him in near desperation, body rolling to meet with each of Kenny's thrusts. There was plenty of lubricant, which made the fucking that much smoother. Everything just flowed like magic. "D-Don't pull out... j-just come... in me..." Leo had watched gay porn, he knew alot of times guys pulled out. Leo did not want that, he wanted to feel Kenny inside the whole time.
"N-Not going to l-last long..." he sighed out the words, trying to calm his body to no avail. Within moments he was bucking like a fucking mad man, grinding himself against Kenny's cock, making it push against that tight bundle of nerves inside. As he came against the other's stomach, it wasn't alot of mess, just enough to stick between their bodies and make them slick as he panted, moaning out his... Kenny's name. Oh, Leo made all the right noises at the right times, as his body clenched against the other's length, nearly pinching him off he could have sworn.
Kenny was brutal as he fucked Leo like mad in those intense last seconds. His fingers were like talons and teeth almost like fangs as he tore into Leo's body, raking his sides and puncturing his bottom lip while his hips slammed up with enough strength to almost dislocate Leo's pelvis. His orgasm as Leo clamped down around him was going to fucking kill him, and Kenny embraced that death completely.
"God... Fucking christ!" Kenny blasphemed heavily, his hands like clamps as he forced Leo to remain seated to the hilt as he pumped his ejaculate into him, almost snarling at the intense rush.
It'd seem that the intense orgasm didn't, in fact, kill Kenny, and as he came Leo cried out again, blood dripping from his lip onto the other's own lips... but it tasted so good. He shuddered and buried his nose alongside Kenny's own nose.
"F-Fuck..." he sputtered the word out, panting against Kenny's lips, the sweet taste of cocoa still upon his lips. "C-Christ... fuck..." He couldn't think of anything more intelligible to say, just stupid cursing as he tried to catch up to himself, body trembling around Kenny's length.
Kenny could feel the vicious bruises blooming from underneath his hands, adding to the bleeding and scabbed-over marks from their earlier bouts until Leo's body looked eerily similar to Kenny's after he'd been dragged behind a car. But on a lesser scale, of course.
"Nnh, fuck, you're heavy," Kenny gasped for breath after he’d finished and slumped tiredly against the mattress with the other boy on top. His arms went around Leo and held him there despite his playful complaints, nuzzling his sweaty neck and pressing kiss-swollen lips to the bites and bruises on that pale peach skin.
Slowly, Leo rolled them onto their sides, trembling as he simply enjoyed Kenny's affection, his heart racing like mad.
"Mmm... K-Kenny..." Leo couldn't help but tremble even more, legs attempting to wrap around Kenny's body, eye hooded heavily. "I would say... that Monday at school people are going to wonder what happened to me... But no one really cares, so I won't have to make up some excuse." He snickered a little, scooting just a little so he could press a crimson kiss against Kenny's lips. He didn't think telling everyone that he and Kenny had fucked was a good idea at all. Well, in all honesty, Leo would gladly sport that news and be so very happy over it, but he was going to be quiet for Kenny's sake.
"I'd fuck you over Mr. Mackey's desk," Kenny droned idly, his version of pillow talk, while running light fingers along Leo's spine and smearing the trails of blood against his skin. "I would over Mrs. Garrison's for giving us that fucking essay, but he'd get off on it."
On second thought... if it hadn't been for that fucking essay he wouldn't even be here right now, safe and fed and sated in the arms of his... boyfriend? What the fuck, why not. "Mm..." Kenny snuggled into Leo's body, resting comfortably now even though they were both going to hurt like a bitch in the morning.
Leo's flesh was pale and red-painted, blood drying slowly as it was spread about by those smooth fingertips. The words that reached him made him blush.
"I gotta go into class Monday and thank Mrs. Garrison..." he laughed, just remaining there, seated upon Kenny's length still, that muck drying up slowly inside of him. He'd have a mess to deal with later, but it was of no concern now. "Speaking of. Will you help me with the essay tomorrow? I can help you, too. We'll help each other."
A lazy nod was given in return, so it was decided. Leo snickered and nuzzled his nose against the other’s neck, his bottom lip still pulsing and dripping from his cut, but he managed to lick up any blood before it got on his sheets.
"Hey..." Kenny said, suddenly soft and serious as his blue eyes flickered to that damned scar over Leo's eye and to his bleeding lip. He leaned forward and licked his wounded lip carefully. "I’m… sorry. You know, for... earlier."
Kenny rarely apologized for anything. He hadn't even apologized to Butters after that fucking ninja star incident, and now the teen was half-blinded for life. And who knew how much of that incident had led to Leo’s shunning and craziness? Maybe it was Kenny's fault that Leo had killed his own parents and was so alone now. He felt sick at the thought, but he didn't pull away from Leo, selfish bastard that he was. Even though he'd contributed to the ruin of Butters, he couldn't bring himself to let go right now and leave Leo to the rest of his life.
"I... I'll stay," Kenny said, almost impossible to hear over the intense pulse of his heartbeat. "Here. California. Where-the-fuck-ever. I won't leave if you still want to deal with this... with me."
Leo's eye cracked open at the other's 'hey'. It caught his attention, clearly. A few blinks were given as he listened, head tilting slightly to the side. Honestly, Leo didn't hold anything against Kenny, and even if he had, he was more than happy to forgive and forget. The apology was given a kiss before he grew red, quite red in the face.
Kenny would stay? He couldn't help but swallow hard, and then nod, smiling crookedly.
"Thanks... I was hopin' you would." He couldn't hear nor feel Kenny's heart racing, his own was doing much the same, almost pounding out of his chest. Who would have thought he'd have found comfort in Kenny of all people?
"Who knows... maybe if you've got someone around who... actually cares for you... you won't die as much." Leo had to account most of Kenny's deaths to the lack of care, compassion, and attention that the poor thing needed. Soft kisses left bloody trails along the other's face, and he just smiled. "I hate to say this but we should shower. Again. We're bloody messy." Cheeks pinked for who knows what reason. Perhaps it was that terminology 'bloody messy' that made him blush. It reminded him of his first 'boyfriend'. Another social reject whom he'd found solace within, but it didn't last long since that certain boy's family moved back home and took him with them.
Kenny groaned, but inwardly he was glad Leo didn't make as big a deal out of Kenny staying than he thought he would. Some sort of outburst would have put stress on Kenny and given him cause to reconsider. But it was all good. Everything was just fucking peachy now.
-TBC
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