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Why can't it be like this forever?	By : Catspeaker Category: +G through L > The Loud House Views: 5338 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Cat's Corner: Hey everyone! I know it's been awhile since the last update, but between writing “Shadow of his heart” and some crazy stuff going on at home, I fell behind. So this chapter is extra long compared to the previous ones. I might go with making this the new standard so it matches with “Shadows of his Heart”. Granted, this story is smaller than Shadows and not meant to take nearly the same amount of twists and turns. There will probably be a few, but this is a smaller story.

How did Loki even find himself in this position again? How the heck did he find himself sharing a bed with his little sister once more?

Well, that was obvious.

He had been crying his eyes out in the bathroom like a total wimp. Crying his eyes out over the loss of his dear sweet beloved Bebe Baby Girl. Not that she was permanently gone, but it wasn't exactly like he could reach her any time he wanted. Like how he'd known her for the last three years. How they would see one another practically every single day.

No, he had been crying because he didn't know how he was going to cope with what was arguably the love of his life now being out of it.

The absence of Bebe Santiago was keenly felt, a void in his heart.

But then, Loki had loved Bebe for years. Since the day they first really met their Freshman year of Highschool.

When she was the only girl that had told him he was handsome in his awkward phase (Okay that was a lie, his Mom had too, but that's what Moms were supposed to do. Linka had said it as well, and while she seemed to mean it more, she was just so young and pure of heart and was his little sister it also didn't count...sort of.).

Probably the most genuinely friendly and sweet person he knew outside of Loni.

Now that he thought about it, Loni and Bebe had a lot in common when it came to their personalities. The sweetness, excitability, concern for others and complete inability to pay attention to their surroundings at any given time.

Did he just want a girl Loni?

Whoa now, that was some freudian stuff he didn't want to consider at all.

No, No, Bebe and Loni had their differences, even if they seemed to share similar intellectual capacities. Even if the two were some of the sweetest people in the world, far more attractive than they realized, and were both as scatter-brained as they came, they did have differences.

And so many people got impatient with Bebe and Loni, it drove Loki nuts. He hated people who couldn't understand both of them just processed information differently and were a little clumsy.

Loki never got impatient with Loni or with Bebe.

Even if he knew he was smarter than Bebe.

Okay, maybe that wasn't exactly the right way to put it(or at least he didn't like stating it that way). He wasn't smarter than her, he was just able to focus far more than she could.

Bebe just had a bad habit of getting distracted by things, getting lost in her own head or by outside stimuli and then losing the ability to bring it back all together again. It was why she did poorly in school without his help, she had ADHD something bad, and text anxiety as well.

But it wasn't like there was just air in her head. Much like Loni, she had thoughts and opinions on things, and Loki could talk to her for hours. In the right climate and right place she could take all that extra energy and flourish. She was remarkably organized for being so scatter-brained about everything else in her life. She always had her clothes, chores, items in the house and personal belongings perfectly together. She had a multitude of talents given the sheer number of different jobs she'd worked over the years. She was a certified lifeguard with first aid training for pete sake! She was also great at cooking because she could be so organized with ingredients and knew how to add her own personal touches.

He knew she was going to be helping out running her family's store, and he knew it was the type of work she was really suited for. She was good at reading people and anticipating their wants and needs.

Like how she could take all that energy and ability to read people and focus it on being his girlfriend. The most devoted, sweetest and caring girlfriend in the world. How she made him feel special, loved, and cared for. And if Loki was honest with himself..

He really liked that feeling.

He liked having someone else take care of him for a change. Not that he didn't take care of her too! He did, he helped her with all of her schoolwork, took her back and forth to work, brought her something to eat at work (She had a bad habit of forgetting her lunches when she left her house), helped do her laundry (Bebe was terrible at this oddly enough, while Loki was actually in charge of Laundry for the Loud home) and fawned over her just as much as she fawned over him.

But Bebe, she loved cooking for the two of them, she had come over and taken care of him when he was sick (against his wishes since he didn't want to get her sick too), and would go out of her way to perform grand romantic gestures. She would dress up so nice on their formal dates, she learned how to dance and had so much fun teaching him, and sometimes she just stayed over and helped him deal with what ever chaos his nine other brothers or Linka brought accidentally (or purposefully) into the house.

His favorite thing though, was laying his head back in her lap, and feeling her run her fingers through his hair. Something about it was so relaxing, and as much as Loki was good at handling the stress and responsibility of his position as the eldest brother, these quiet moments with her were what he treasured.

So naturally, her now being so far away, with him being unable to see her on demand, he hadn't been doing very well.

Which had led him to being with the one person who could make him feel better without Bebe.

The only other person who helped him deal with his day to day life in such a manner, the only ally who could help him deal with the antics of the others, his sister Linka.

Really, when he thought about it, Linka was the only girl in his mind who could compare with Bebe.

Compare felt it should be the wrong word, but in his head it wasn't. He was literally comparing them on levels as women, as a partners. As....girls a guy would want in their life.

Linka was reliable, she was resourceful, she was smart, so smart, he thought she might even be smarter than him. Which was saying something since he considered himself the smartest of his siblings (yes, Levi was a literal child prodigy but the little dude had nearly blown up the house far to many times), but he noticed Linka's grades were actually better than his. Not by much, but enough to be a difference that he couldn't just write it off as her work being easier or her having better study habits.

He had started to realize when he wanted to figure something out, come up with a plan or solution to an issue, talking it out with Linka always turned out to be the best thing. She helped him see avenues and considerations that wouldn't occur to him on his own.

She was kind, thoughtful, sweet, and funny too. He could talk to her for hours as well, despite the differences in their age. She was also adorable and growing into a beautiful young woman.

And Linka....well, she took care of him too.

That was the ironic part of all of this.

Oh he knew he took care of her as well. He drove her to the comic shop so she could buy her Manga, and took her and her friend Claudia to their anime conventions. He'd always scared off anyone who dared try and bully her at school (Though Lynn had taken up that job for him in the last couple years, and had done great at it), but as she'd gotten older she'd been there for all of her brothers in her own little ways.

Linka honestly seemed the happiest when she was taking care of someone else. When she was making them feel better about themselves, or helping them overcome problems in their lives.

She had her little moments where she wanted something just for herself, but her better nature always came out, it was selfless, and Loki had started making sure Linka got her own special time, and her own things now and then.

It had been the result of a special brother meeting, called to order by Loki, seconded by Loni. The boys had discussed and broken down their Linka protocols. It was known they all treasured her, and they all loved her personal attention, from the way she sang Lyrics written by Luke, read to Lexx, helped Leif take care of his animals, changed Leon's diapers, and so on and so on. It was important they all gave her 'Linka' time so she could recharge her batteries.

Loki was all to aware of the things Linka did for him and with him. From the help with babysitting, to once covering a shift for him at work so he could go to a dance, sitting and playing videogames with him, cheering him on at his golf matches, and putting up with Ronnie's antics to keep the peace between him and Bebe.

She had been the most thoughtful and supportive of all his siblings.

So, what made this different from any other time? They were brother and sister, they had a history of taking care of one another, of loving each other and being there for each other.

This was just the same, wasn't it? He had been sad, devastated really, and Linka was taking care of him. He knew, he already knew, if he ended up sleeping in his own bed, he'd just end up pulling out his phone and texting Bebe all night and crying and making her feel guilty about the decision she made. He'd toss and turn and get no sleep at all, and blubber half through the night, until Loni came over in his own ditzy affectionate way and pat his back and said 'there there' over and over again.

But with Linka, he'd only be able to focus on her. He'd only be able to focus on his adorable little sister, with her long silver hair, her bright blue eyes, the softness and warmth of her form, and how much he loved her, and how much she loved him.

There would be no sadness, only a warm affectionate embrace from his other favorite girl in the world (Sorry Mom, you get to be my favorite woman in the world, Bebe and Linka are girls).

So he needed to get over himself. He needed to get over the weird feelings he had in regards to what happened a month ago. He still had no idea what that was. He really couldn't figure it out, how, how...Linka got like that with him. How she ended up on top of him, rubbing herself against him until they came together. How hot it had made him feel, how intense that orgasm had been, and how...satisfied he felt afterwards. He had fallen asleep so quickly when it was done, with that wonderful sensation of the beautiful girl on top of him, cuddling him and going to sleep as well. As if it was the most perfect shared experience in the world with his little sister.

And it still bothered him so much he didn't feel gross or ashamed of it. He felt ashamed that he didn't feel ashamed, if that made sense. Like a part of him was happy that apparently he'd made his little sister feel so good. That was the most messed up part of it all.

Loki was drawn out of his thoughts as he watched Linka scooting over on her bed and making room for him.

She then stared up at him with a questioning gaze while he was lost in thought. She fixed him with a playful smile, large eyes shining so brightly as she spoke, “Loki, what are you doing? Are you going to come to bed or what?” She gave the softest playful laugh as she smiled and tilted her head at him.

His heart wanted to burst out of his chest.

The way she asked him to come to bed, it felt more like a girlfriend...or a wife, asking her husband to come join her. The way she favored him with that smile, god he would do anything for that smile. Linka's smile had to be protected at all costs.

He nodded his head and breathed out, “Yeah sorry Linka, I was just thinking.” he flicked off the light, bathing the room in darkness. In many ways he was thankful for the darkness. The two of them were now just shapes in it, he could barely make out her features. He didn't have to lose himself in those eyes he adored so much. That smile which would melt him, make him want to do anything to keep seeing it.

He turned away all the same as he pulled his shorts down, bashful even if he knew she couldn't really see him. Standing in his white and blue pinstriped boxer shorts, he turned back and headed towards the bed.

Linka's voice reached him just as he was getting in, “Thinking about what Loki?”

Loki slipped under the blanket with her, and he suddenly felt the comforting, wonderful, warm sensation of his little sister's body scooting over to meet him. She didn't seem to hesitate as she wrapped her arms up around his torso, and laid her head against his chest.

Loki felt himself blushing as he leaned back to get comfortable, all while Linka clung to him so sweetly and tenderly, the titillating sensation came when he felt her bare legs peeking out from under her nightgown slide up against his own.

He spoke with a nervous tremble, “I was just thinking...how pretty you're getting, that's all. You're really growing up.”

He swore he could feel Linka smile wide in the dark. Even if he couldn't see it, he was absolutely positive he could feel it. Maybe it was due to the interesting way she continued to shift and move against him until they had ended up in their current position.

Loki was now on his back, propped up ever so slightly against Linka's headboard, while Linka had fully climbed on top of him, straddling his legs. She was pressed against his strong masculine chest, the flat of her hands over his pecs, while he knew she was peering up at him from below. She'd wrapped one of his legs, between her own while laying against him. The position was oddly...intimate, different from the way he used to cuddle with her, but he didn't want to bring attention to it and make things awkward.

Granted, Linka was already responding, he could hear the excitement in her voice, “Really?! You think so? I wasn't too sure, I was afraid I still look like a little girl.”

Loki's cheeks flushed as he looked away, even if he couldn't make out all her features in the dark, he still felt like he couldn't bring himself to look back at that intense gaze right now, “You're always going to be a little girl to me Linka. You're my baby sister.”

He heard her huff, and now he also knew she was giving a disappointed pout. He could just picture her cheeks puffed up at him for saying that, eyes squinting. It made him smirk, even as she was playfully beating on his chest now, “Loki! I don't want you to look at me like a little girl! I'm going to be 13 in six months! A teenager just like you!”

Loki rolled his eyes as he smiled, “Yeah shortie, and I'll literally be 18 a couple months after that, what's your point?”

He heard Linka continue to huff, but then felt her slender fingers slide up over his cheeks, she was taking hold of him and forcing his gaze back to her. His eyes were beginning to adjust to the dark, and he could make out her own now, bathed in the light of the moon. The pretty reflection caught in those deep blue.

“Loki! The point is, I want you to see me as more than just a little girl! I want you to take me seriously! I'm getting older I want you to see me as a woman or or a fellow teen!” Linka responded, a slight whine in her voice.

Loki raised his eyebrow in the dark, looking back to her as if confused, “I do take you seriously Linka. You're literally the only sibling I can take seriously, because you're the next most responsible after me.”

That seemed to have an effect on the girl laying against him, she seemed to pause, and drew her hands away from his cheeks, placing them on his chest.

He couldn't see it, but Linka was now blushing. It was her turn to look away, as she responded softly, “I just want you to know you can rely on me. That I'm here for you, and I'll always be here for you.”

Loki brought his hand up, and slipped his fingers into Linka's hair, gently tracing them down her scalp, through the long strands that went down her back. Linka reacted like a cat, pushing her head into his hand, nuzzling it in a way that was far to similar to Bebe, in a manner that was...more like a lover's reaction than a little sisters.

Yet, he didn't stop, he continued to gently caress, even as his hand came back up closer to her cheeks, and she turned her gaze, pressed her lips into his palm, giving a sweet gentle kiss and then rubbed her cheek into his hand affectionately.

The action sent a shiver down his spine.

Even as he didn't know his voice had dropped ever so slightly, in a tone that Linka found just as exciting as he did her gestures, “That's all I want shortie. You and me, to always be there for one another. I'm always going to love you Snow Princess.”

Then he felt Linka lean up suddenly. Before he knew it, she had pressed her soft full lips against his own. A sweet, gentle, but firm kiss was given, one that continued to send those little jolts of forbidden excitement and pleasure through him.

Linka only pulled back an inch, she was staring right into his eyes as she whispered so softly, “Promise?”

There it was again. She'd made him promise he'd always be there for her throughout their lives. Made him promise he would always have time for her. Made him promise he would never leave her. Like she was afraid her big brother would abandon her one day. He knew it wasn't that she didn't believe him, but she enjoyed the continued reassurance he would always be there. Loki couldn't imagine a scenario where he ever left Linka behind.

Just considering it made him feel guilty, and his own need to comfort her grow. Maybe that was why she did it, she liked it when he comforted her, and re-affirmed his commitment as her big brother to always be there. Maybe he liked re-affirming that commitment to her just as much.

He swallowed softly, all to aware of the warmth that was between Linka's own legs, covered by that thin nightgown that was pressed over his thigh. He was aware of it, so he was certain Linka had to be aware of it too. That she was pressing her nearly naked young mound right up against his leg. But Linka didn't seem bothered at all, so maybe he shouldn't be bothered at all by it either.

But he was doing everything he could not to sport an erection. Not to get thick and hard with the sweet, beautiful young thing that was in his arms, pouring her heart out to him. He didn't want to freak her out, or make her screech and kick him out of her room. But dear sweet god it was so difficult to keep control of himself right now.

The combination of the sheer devotion and love he was feeling from his little sister, and how hot and womanly her body was feeling against him, was wreaking absolute havoc with his teen hormones and emotions.

He nodded as he spoke in that darker tone, the tone Linka wanted more than anything, letting her know she was having an effect on her big brother, just as she had hoped, “Of course Linka. You'll always be mine, forever and ever.”

Linka felt a shiver of her own as her brother said those words, 'You'll always be mine, forever and ever'. Did he even realize how she took them?

He leaned forward and kissed her lips suddenly, and Linka's own eyes went wide. She slowly melted against him.

Loki pressed his own lips against his little sister's, convincing himself it was an innocent gesture, lying to himself that he didn't want to just taste her lips again, that he didn't want to enjoy the sweet affectionate and warm feeling he got when they shared a kiss now.

A soft little whimper of surprise and joy came from Linka as they kissed, and she pressed her lips back against his own. Their lips locked firmly like that, holding them in place, allowing one another's body heat to flow into the other, and before he knew it, Linka had slipped her arms up around his shoulders, wrapping them around his neck.

When he pulled back, he had to take a breath, breathing in deep, trying to get control of himself. He noticed Linka do the same. All he could breathe in was the wonderful scent of her. The soft girly scent of his little sister so close to him.

This was becoming a dangerous little game. That kiss was supposed to just be a quick little peck, but it had lasted for more then ten seconds. He had almost lost himself there.

For Linka, it had been an exercise in complete self-control, as all of her instincts had cried out for her to press her tongue against her big brother's lips, and deepen the kiss. Show him just the sheer amount of affection and love she had for him. Show Loki how much her growing body desired her big brother's touch.

She didn't want to tip her hand too soon though. She knew her big brother was beginning to heat up against her tender affection, but she didn't want to push him into a panic. She needed to ease him into this, ease him into realizing all the girl he would ever need was in bed with him right now.

Linka hated that she felt she was....misleading Loki in some ways right now.

She didn't like that word, or that idea. She didn't want to lie to her big brother, so it was more she was pretending. She was pretending she was far more innocent and naive about certain things than she really was.

She knew little sisters weren't supposed to cuddle with their big brothers like this. Little sisters weren't supposed to straddle them in such a way your big brother was forced to feel your hot warm crotch against his skin. Little sisters weren't supposed to make sure their big brother could feel the soft plush of their breasts against their chest..And most of all, Little sisters weren't supposed to play into the fantasies and desires they secretly knew their big brothers had.

You weren't supposed to kiss your big brother's palm in a submissive manner, and give all that body language and tone of voice that told him he could do what ever he wanted with you and you would love every minute of it. You weren't supposed to present yourself as a loving, devoted, willing little pet for him because you were aware your big brother was a dom (even if he wasn't aware of it, thanks for that tip Bebe!), and liked that sort of thing. You certainly didn't let him know up front his dominant side drove you crazy and made you unbelievably wet and you wanted to feel his hand tighten in your hair.

Nope, you didn't want him to know you went and did research online and studied it extensively to prepare for this potential set of circumstances because you were known as the 'girl with a goal!' and when you wanted something..You made sure you were prepared to get it!

So she had to pretend...for just a little while longer, she was more unaware then she really was. It would be better for them both after all. She was just helping Loki realize she was okay (more than okay, wanted) with him touching her.

The air around them was hot, and still, despite the Air Conditioning in the house being on. There was an unspoken tension that was growing more and more between them. Loki was trying to convince himself he just wanted to sleep, even if his instincts wanted so much more.

Linka was trying to figure out the next best move to make, to keep her big brother enticed and interested, and let him know she was here for him. She bit her bottom lip in thought, and quickly responded in the softest, husky tone she could summon, “I like knowing I belong to you.”

Loki was caught off guard by that one. He hadn't fully realized what he had said just a moment ago, but now it hit him, 'you'll be mine, forever and ever'. His body felt hot still, his mind reeled and he quickly tried to correct himself, “Linka, I didn't mean that, I--”

And then she cut him off, “Why not Loki?” her soft, innocent question was filled with such a needy tone. “Why can't I be yours forever?”

Loki breathed in as that question hit him. His nerves felt like they were tensed up, ready for something, but he wasn't entirely sure what it was. But his body wanted to do things. It wanted to take action, but he didn't know what action. That question from his little sister played with his heart, opened up doors in it he was afraid of. Doors that had always been there but he'd kept boarded up. Linka was loosening those boards little by little.

Loki responded after taking a deep breath, still so close to her. She had refused to move back, he would only have to lean forward an inch, and their lips would be touching again, he racked his mind as he searched for how to respond, what he was supposed to respond with. He wasn't even sure what it was Linka was implying. At least he hoped he didn't know.

“Linka...because, because I literally can't own you..” he whispered softly.

“Yes, you can.” came Linka's immediate response.

Loki swallowed. His hands had moved on their own, both of them were now resting on the small of his little sister's back, holding her gently. It was a tender, affectionate touch, as if he was trying to steady himself, but couldn't keep his hands off of her any longer either.

“Linka...come on now... You're my little sister, I can't--” he tried to continue, but she cut him off again..

“Yes you can Loki. That's why you can. Because you're my big brother, and there's no one else I trust more or love more in the world. I want you to own me.”

Loki could see enough now, he saw the sweet smile spread across her lips as she said that last part, as she looked back into her eyes. He didn't even know what they were talking about now, did she even know what she was implying? What was this strange little game they were playing together in the dark?

He cast his gaze aside, his cheeks were hot, all of him was hot, and he was getting more and more aroused by the moment. He knew what HE thought of when Linka said he could own her, he didn't know if she realized it though. Did she just mean he'd be her big brother and look out for her? That had to be what she meant, that had to be it, right?

He opened his mouth ready to say something else, when Linka cut him off yet again..

“Would you teach me how to kiss?” came her question, suddenly as if out of nowhere. Sending the poor boy's senses careening all over the place once again.

Loki was able to respond though, his voice quick, surprised, “Wait, what? What Linka?!”

He felt Linka's soft slender fingers slide up over his shoulders and rest there, she looked bashful in the moonlight, as if she hadn't been hinting at being his pet a few moments earlier.

Linka went on, “Teach me how to kiss Loki. Like how we were doing earlier, it was really nice and I want to be good at it. You'd be willing to teach me, right Loki?”

She was looking up at him with her big soft eyes again, that tremendous needy pout on her lips. Loki needed a moment to really try and come to grips with everything once more, the chain of events that had led to this moment were whirling through his head, but his body wanted to scream 'of course I can Linka! Of course I can teach you how to kiss? Who better than your big brother!' He was able to shout that instinct down with cold reason and logic, even as the presence of his adorable and loving sister was destroying that reason and logic, bit by bit.

“L-l-linka! Where is this all coming from?!” He asked in a panic.

Linka looked away sad, those big kitten eyes seemingly hurt, wounded by his reaction, which only made Loki worry that he'd said the wrong thing, only for Linka to twist the knife further as she responded in such a soft, hurt tone, “It's okay Loki. It was a silly question. I understand if I'm not good enough for you to kiss..”

The idea his little sister would think she wasn't good enough for anything for him was pain to Loki. Linka was so special to him, and he needed her to know she never fell short of anything in his eyes. He needed to make sure she understood he was never sorry with anything she ever did, or disappointed with anything involving her.

He responded without even thinking, completely flustered now, “I-it's not that Linka! Of course I'd enjoy kissing you, your lips are soft and your cute and all but...”

Linka had to stop herself from grinning, the little sister guilt trip had worked perfectly, she just needed to make her Oni-chan realize how much he would enjoy this, and how much she would enjoy it too. It was for his sake of course, she was only trying to distract him from his heart ache after all!

“But what Oni-Chan?” Came Linka's question, her hands slipping down to his pecs, looking up at him so sweetly, “I just know you're a good kisser, and there's no one I'd rather learn from then you.”

Oni-chan.

There was that little nickname she had for him. She used it when she wanted to be particularly sweet and cute. It was a term of power, power he seceded to her. She knew he was embarrassed by it, and yet because she enjoyed saying it, he let her do it. In public it made him uncomfortable because of how cutesy it was, and how he was so focused on presenting such a tough front to the world.

In private it embarrassed him because it was a reminder of just how much Linka loved him, and how much he loved her. She didn't call any of her other brothers Oni-Chan. She had different nicknames for all of them, but this one was reserved for him only...and everything it implied.

Maybe his reasoning wasn't working as much as it should be after all of this. Maybe it was the combination of her pout, her sweet voice, and her calling him that. Maybe it was how nice she felt against his body right now, how warm and soft, and how good she smelled, and how hot he was now feeling. Maybe it was because there was a void in his heart at the moment, and Linka had filled it so perfectly and securely.

Regardless, not once did his mind flit to his actual girlfriend Bebe. It was focused on no one but the beautiful young woman laying in his arms. The one he had known all her life, and had been such an important part of it. The one that had always looked up to him with such wide eyed adoration. The one that made him promise to marry her when she grew up.

He would never know fully why he agreed to it. Just that, this was the moment that truly changed their relationship forever. Later on, he would know this was the time when everything changed, even more than the night a month ago.

Loki gave a soft sigh, his fingers slowly sliding up Linka's back, caressing gently as he nodded, “Okay. I'll, help you practice... but just for a little bit alright? And you can't tell anyone about this, we, I, I could get in a ton of trouble for this.”

Linka's hand came over to his cheek, she caressed her older brother's features as she looked deeply into his eyes, her voice a soft whisper, “I'll never tell Oni-Chan. I'll never, ever tell on you. No matter what happens.”

Looking back into her eyes, swallowing softly, Loki knew in his heart Linka's promise was true. She would stand up under the threat of torture and never betray him. His little sister would face any threat or fire to keep this secret.

He sighed softly as his hands finished sliding up over her back and came to rest up on her shoulders. Goosebumps were rising on his flesh as he slowly realized what he had agreed to. That he more or less was about to possibly make out with his little sister, under the excuse that she wanted him to teach her how to kiss properly.

He clung to that idea with such desperation, like a drowning man at sea. This was just supposed to be instructional, this was just supposed to be him teaching her something. Helping her learn, so she could kiss... other people in life.

Yeah Loki, go with that.

For Linka, her heart was now beating a million miles a minute. She had broken her big brother down, broken her Oni-chan down into giving in to her kisses. She was absolutely certain Loki wanted to kiss her. She was absolutely certain her big brother wanted to feel her lips against his once more, he just needed the right push. The right excuse to indulge himself.

She was giving him that excuse, and she couldn't wait for it. She was so giddy, happy, and excited. But she wanted to kick things up just a little more, she wanted to be brave and bold and really make her big brother's heart pound. If she was going to do this, if she was going to get to the point where she could... she could... she could suck his big beautiful cock.... then she needed to be bold, she needed to keep showing Loki this was all okay, every step of the way.

So she suddenly sat up further, and swung her other leg up and around Loki's hips. Linka moved until she was fully straddling her big brother now, both legs on either side of his hips, her naked crotch down over his boxer covered one. Pressed down over where his cock was, and where she would begin to feel it, the moment it got hard.

She wrapped both arms around his shoulders again as her eyes went half lidded in the dark and she smiled softly, he hadn't said anything, so she spoke up, “It's okay...if we have fun with this Loki. You don't have to feel bad. I want you to have fun teaching me these things..”

A part of Loki's mind was screaming, telling him to throw Linka off of him, run the other way, and hide in his room and don't come out until morning. Pretend none of this ever happened, and carry on like normal. But that voice was oh so quiet right now. Oh so quiet in the face of the beautiful girl in his lap, who felt so warm and soft, and whose weight felt right against him. That was the oddest part, how right she felt like that. As if she was meant to do this with him, like their bodies were molded for one another.

With his own hands on her shoulders, he breathed in deeply and finally responded, “O-o-oh kay Linka. Alright. Yeah. It's okay if we have a little fun. Alright so, first thing..” Loki swallowed again as he looked back into those beautiful eyes and that somehow now sexy and sweet sensual smile she was giving him. “Just uh, pucker up your lips, close your eyes, and I'll guide you with the rest.”

Linka's voice was so soft, so soft and full of adoration, with a tone Loki couldn't put his finger on. He wasn't educated in these things enough to know Linka was purposefully making her tone more responsive, more submissive to play on her big brother's desires, but it was having an effect all the same when she responded, “Yes....Oni-chan.”

Linka's eyes softly closed, and her full lips upturned into a soft pucker, directed up towards him, her head tilting ever so slightly. Loki braced himself, closed his eyes and gave in to his desires.

Leaning forward, his lips met Linka's own, and the two of them melted against one another. It felt absolutely incredible for both siblings, a gesture born of such deep abiding love, and long hidden desire. Of giving in to a forbidden pleasure they knew they weren't supposed to do, but had decided on anyway.

Linka's arms slipped more tightly around her big brother's shoulders as she gave a soft whine into their kiss. Loki's arms slipped around his little sister's form, pulling her more tightly against him as their lips remained locked, pressed together, still somewhat chastely, but with a growing desire between both.

They held themselves like that, plush lips pressed into one another for a full 15 seconds, before Loki changed things up. He was supposed to be showing her how to kiss now, wasn't he? He had to teach her something new. Loki's lips parted ever so slightly, and he captured Linka's lower lip between his own. Gently fondling it between his own lips, kissing at it, pulling on it softly, before releasing, only for them to part and take hold of her upper lip in the same manner.

Linka moaned into the kiss now. Moaned and felt her stomach fill with more butterflies than ever before. Her big brother was kissing her in ways she had only dreamed about, it made her body shiver, her heart quiver, and her hips reflexively press down into her brother's own. She slipped a hand up into his thick blonde hair, caressing sweetly as Loki continued to demonstrate his prowess with her lips, until almost a minute had passed as he pulled back.

Linka almost followed him, before her eyes fluttered open softly, and she looked back at him. There was a deep blush on both their cheeks, and both had to catch their breath now, as Loki smiled awkwardly back at her, “Did...did you get that?” He asked softly.

Linka grinned, looking back with a larger smirk, her chipped tooth shining in the moonlight as she bit her bottom lip again, nodding, “It felt amazing....”

Loki swallowed once more as he breathed in, “Good...so now you know more of---”

“Let me try..” Linka cut him off. Not willing to let him attempt to get out of it. She didn't know if he was going to do that, but she was making sure he couldn't. They were going to keep kissing, she was going to make absolutely sure of it.

“Let me try now Loki. Let me show you, and you can tell me if I'm doing it right.” She whispered back to him.

Loki's blush had fallen to cover his shoulders and neck now as he looked back to his little sister. His heart couldn't beat any faster as he gave a soft sigh and leaned his forehead against his sister's own, “Linka...you are literally going to give me a heart attack. But alright... I guess, it's okay if you... show me how much you learned.”

Linka continued to grin, she reached forward and kissed the tip of her big brother's nose, “That's all I want to do Loki..” She paused, before adding, “Now pucker up Oni-chan..”

Loki rolled his eyes and was about to say something but before he could finish his little sister's mouth was suddenly pressed into his own, and her lips had found his and they were warm, and soft and just as enticing as they were moments earlier. His eyelids fluttered close and he lost himself in the sensation of kissing the beautiful girl in his arms all over again.

He felt her lips part, and slide around his lower lip, capturing it between them. But this time, he felt something else, Linka was stepping her game up, she was changing the formula. She slipped out her little pink tongue, and slid it over his lower lip. The sensation felt wonderful and Loki groaned into their kiss, more his body was getting aroused. As much as he had been trying to focus on something, anything else, it was hard to think of other things when a beautiful girl was sucking on your lower lip... because that's exactly what Linka was doing now..

She was pulling back on his lip, with her own, kissing it, before she released and went after his upper lip. Sliding her tongue over it, all the while she slid her fingers through his thick blonde hair and began to grind her hips downward again, sliding her crotch over his with much more intensity. Linka knew what she wanted, and she could chalk things up to getting caught up in the moment if Loki said anything. But she hoped he wouldn't say anything. She just wanted her big brother to go with it and enjoy this. Enjoy the way they felt with one another.

Loki's body was responding, and he was getting hard, despite himself, he was getting harder by the moment, as Linka's kissing had taken on a much, naughtier connotation. When she was finished, she pulled back, panting and grinning, flushing too now as Loki looked back to her.

Loki was getting so confused, his emotions blending together. He told himself, this was his little sister, his beloved little sister. The girl who was more special to him than any other in his life, the one he had watched out for, protected, taken care of since she had been born.

And he was also keenly aware of how pretty she was, how beautiful she was becoming. How she was stepping out of childhood, developing faster than he'd realized. How she looked at him with such love in her eyes, and took care of him better than any one else he'd known.

She also felt amazing in his arms, so god damn amazing. He could still remember how it felt when she ground herself against him to their mutual orgasm.

His cock was beginning to press up between Linka's legs, and the young girl found herself absolutely delighted by the sensation. She didn't say anything, she didn't want to draw attention to it, but she knew she was responsible for it, she was the one causing her big brother to react like this. Her kissing had done this. It was better than she could have possibly imagined. She had started off this night with the vague idea of them only learning to touch each other, but she was thinking she was possibly getting something even more, something even better.

But really, wasn't this the best way to do it? Kissing him first? Letting her favorite Oni-chan claim her lips and her tongue for his own? Kiss her the way a girl was supposed to be kissed? So she knew his feelings as well as his lust? The mutual kissing meant he didn't see her as just some object to get off with. She wasn't just something for him to cum on and then forget. The kisses meant something, it was the connection between the two of them.

Loki was feeling guilty finally, it had only taken the sensation of his little sister's tongue over his lips to make him feel some kind of guilt. But the guilt was because he felt like he was taking advantage of her. In his instincts as the older brother, he couldn't fathom the idea Linka would actively pursue him, that she would be taking all these steps to lead him, show him just how much she wanted this.

Linka noticed his eyes dart away, noticed the gentle frown that creased his lips before he was speaking, “Linka...we, we should stop.”

Linka felt her heart nearly skip a beat. No Loki, no, it wasn't time to stop big brother. She knew it was only his guilt, she could see it. She knew he felt like they were doing something wrong, but in Linka's eyes, this could never be wrong. Not when it came from a place of love between both of them.

She seized his face in her hands, directing his gaze back to her, looking at him with her soft blue eyes and the adorable freckles on her cheeks as she responded in such a caring and sweet tone, “But why Loki? Why do we need to stop? Is it because you don't like it?”

Loki looked back to her, he brought his hand up and placed it around her wrist, giving a loving squeeze as he spoke softly, “No Linka, I do like it. That's the problem, this is literally the best kissing I've ever experienced. But, we should stop, we're brother and sister, I don't want to mess you up.”

He said those words with such pain, and it only made Linka want to comfort and love him all the more. Her big brother was always thinking of her safety and well being first. The silly boy, he didn't know how much she wanted this. She didn't remove her hands, continuing to stare back at him, “Loki...I don't want to stop.” she stated simply.

Loki looked back, confusion and pain in his eyes. As if he was fighting against his own nature, warring with himself, “Linka...please. We're not supposed to do this..”

Linka's response was gentle and sweet even as she questioned him, “But why Loki? Doesn't it make you feel good? Doesn't it make your heart happy?”

Loki felt his stomach do flip flops at her questions. Yes it felt good, it felt so good, and yes it made his heart happy. He hated how happy it made him feel. How happy Linka made him feel. Alone, in the dark, with his perfect little sister. The one that meant so much to him...

The only other girl that appealed to him.

Honestly, truly appealed to him. She was the kind of girl he would want to date, a smart, fearless, sweet, doting, and adorable girl. More, she was his Linka. His little snow Princess, and for some reason that made it all the more appealing, because they had known one another for so long.

Loki gave her wrist another squeeze as he cast his gaze down, “It feels good Linka. It feels amazing, and it makes me so happy. I think your kisses make me happier than anything I've ever felt, but it's not something we can keep doing, it's something we could get in trouble for, and I'm supposed to be your big brother, I'm supposed to be watching out for you and---”

Suddenly Loki couldn't talk anymore, because Linka had seized the initiative, while her big brother was wrestling with the morality of this situation, trying to talk himself out of it, she had decided to take a chance and see if she could get his emotions and body to respond. She wanted his heart to beat his head in this race.

Loki could only concentrate on how soft and wonderful Linka's lips felt, and his eyes slowly closed as Linka kissed him. His hands slid down from her wrists, and his arms slid around her waist, holding her close.

Then it happened.

Linka's sweet soft pink tongue pressed up against her big brother's lips, and Loki parted them on instinct. Suddenly his tongue was making contact with Linka's own. Suddenly, he was making out with his little sister. The two of them sharing a more passionate kiss, their tongues meeting in the middle as Loki's emotions overpowered his sense of reason and he let himself indulge in loving the young girl that meant so much to him.

Her tongue was so soft, so sweet. It almost tickled at first, it sought his own tongue out, like her hand would seek his out in the dark when they were younger. Tentaively making contact, sending shockwaves of forbidden pleasure through both siblings.

Until their tongues were embracing one another, much as brother and sister embraced each other with such love.

Linka's heart had been ready to burst in her chest as she put herself out there. As she pulled on all her courage to press her tongue against her brother's lips. But she had been vindicated when she felt them part, and suddenly Loki's larger tongue was sliding against her own.

While her and Ron had kissed a number of times over the short months they dated, they'd never used tongue. The kiss from Loki, like this, blew all her previous ones away. The memory of any other boy was gone with her big strong older brother's tongue sliding over hers.

She loved the sensation of being held in his arms as she straddled his lap. As she pressed her now wet and dripping pussy down over his crotch, feeling the bulge that was pressing up from it. Oh yes, her big brother was hard. He had been getting hard for a while, but now his cock was growing, rising up like a flag pole, pressing up against her naked mound, that thin layer of cotton the only thing separating themselves from one another.

Linka practically groaned into her brother's mouth as she worked her hips back and forth, slowly sliding herself, sliding her dripping puffy outer lips against her brother's big hard, thick shaft. She wanted so much just to rise up off of her feet and spear herself down on that cock. Her body was crying out to be filled by that wonderful tool between Loki's legs.

The siblings broke their kiss, mutual moan between them. A thick line of drool linking their mouths together, shining in the moonlight as they panted.

Loki's gaze was half lidded as he took in the sight of Linka. Without even realizing it, one of his hands had slid down her body, and up her nightgown, slapping firmly over her plump freckled ass, “Linka...we were supposed to stop...”

Linka only smiled back, licking her soft lips slowly, the line of spittle joining them together breaking as she spoke back, “No we weren't Oni-chan, we were never meant to stop. You were afraid, but there's nothing to be afraid of Oni-chan. Your little sister will take care of you.”

Loki felt himself fall into that beautiful visage, felt his heart give in to what he wanted. Linka would take care of him, she promised she would. That's what he wanted more than anything else in the world. He wanted her comfort, he wanted her love.

He made his decision.

Suddenly, Loki's arms wrapped around Linka's body once more, tightly as he smashed his lips to hers once again. This time, he shoved his tongue into his little sister's mouth, this time he took control. Linka had given him permission, she had practically invited him to do so, and he just wanted to stop worrying, to not let responsibility and consequences plague him tonight, and give in to the sweet embrace of the girl he knew loved him so much.

Linka groaned softly, her eyes going wide, and then her pupils almost rolling back into her head as she felt Loki take her so fiercely, felt his tongue invade her mouth, slide over her tongue, massage and caress it so hotly. Truly swapping spit with her big brother now.

She felt his hips pressing up, grinding against her naked crotch, causing an itching sensation to spread over it. To spread over her whole body. She wanted his cock, she wanted her big brother's cock so bad now. She had only planned on them touching, but now she wanted so much more, and her big brother's hunger could be felt, radiating from that thick pole between his legs. She wanted him to make lover to her. She wanted him to fuck her. She wanted to feel that big naughty cock she'd fantasized over so much inside of her.

Before she knew it, Linka realized Loki was placing her on her back. He was sliding forward, so he was on top of her. Instinctively, Linka wrapped her legs around his hips, her night gown falling away from the change in position, hiking up around her waist. She felt her big brother's hand groping her freckled butt, sliding over it, squeezing, fondling, as his hips moved forward and now he was the one pressing himself against her most sensitive areas.

His cock, hidden behind his boxers, slid forward over her naked young pussy, pressing up, sliding against her clit, all while his tongue was in her mouth. Linka was practically in heaven, almost overwhelmed with everything as Loki made out with her. This had been what she wanted for so long, her big brother's love, his desire made manifest with her.

Moments later, he pulled back, panting, looking down at her, almost afraid of what he had done. Afraid of how far things were going between them. Until Linka looked up with her beatific smile, slipped her hands back over his cheeks and spoke softly, “Don't stop Loki. Don't stop now. I want this.”

That was all Loki needed to hear. His hands slid down and took hold of his little sister's nightgown and gripped it by the hem. He paused and looked down at Linka. She grinned and lifted her arms up above her head.

Loki slowly slid the orange nightgown up and off of her body. Revealing the beautiful nude form of his younger sister, his little shortie, his snow Princess. The night was young, and they had so much they wanted to explore with one another.

Cat's Corner: I know we didn't get to the really really hardcore stuff this chapter, but I wanted to build up to it! If things in my real life settle down sooner, hopefully we'll have another chapter sooner rather than later!
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