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My Loving Hostage	By : AfroFiction Category: +S through Z > Steven Universe Views: 6527 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I am in a place I want to be, a place I've always dreamed of being. I'm not talking about my dream home or the finally getting around to visiting the mountains of Japan. You need to have a certain understanding of yourself before you can start thinking your life is together. Stability is something we crave and can mean many things. Lapis is unstable, but I feel confident in our relationship to see it all the way through. Why question it at all knowing her love is worth more than landing in very hot water. Time to tread lightly. We parted away, so she thought. I left through the door to enter my garage sulking against the other side of the door from aftershock from our previous kiss. It's scary to admit falling in a dependent state after a short separation, but I hug the door closer longing for her return. I stayed like this for a while. Came to my senses before the gasoline fumes started to suffocate me in this reeking sun-baked garage. Pearl's car is bad shape, appearance wise. Engine ran smoothly when I parked it last night, but basic upkeep left absent along with her front fender. Wouldn't be surprised that she drives an ugly car on purpose just to get better pitty tips from customers. The interior is a shithole, debris scattered across worn car mats with a backseat filled with mostly books and dirty gym clothes. The front and passenger seat are the only visible spaces the car could seat, I strapped in my belt followed by a door slam. The mall is three miles away. My nervous driving kicked in realizing the car is stolen but might not be reported yet. A yellow light made me come to a screeching halt, couldn't risk getting pulled over today. Not a cloud in the sky as kids filled the sidewalks along with the usual cardio freaks jogging for hours on end. The sun beating on everyone's necks and although I risk incarceration on this journey, I suck it up and share the jovial vibe that infected everyone in town today. Sitting at red lights is the most perfect time to go over some drastic life choices I've made in the past few days. Between those walls, I grew up in was cursed with introverted silence in comparison to the time Lapis showed up. She made my life escalate into this high-risk situation and I know this because I can say very confidently that I am not built for this. Terrified by the bare logic in all of this and how I haven't got exposed yet because it doesn't take a genius to figure out that this is all spiraling out of control. Then I began to reminisce about my last ten minutes with Lapis. When I applied my makeup I couldn't recognize my reflection, the girl's glowing in hot white anticipation being dolled up for her lover. The girl in the reflection has a harrowing secret. She knows it's all fucked anyway awaiting cops to visit her residence to either knock peacefully or burst in with calvary watching from outside. All with intent to take my precious Lapis away and take me in for housing her. I don't have the heart or a strong stomach to look up Lapis' charges filed against her, because innocent people don't run. That day is coming when I do find out and hopefully, it will be from her perspective. That girl in the reflection locks her worries in a vault and finishes her outfit to run downstairs to her awaiting lover. Hopping right on her bare lap and makes out with her. I began to smile like an idiot when reminiscing every wet detail. Taking the back of her chair just to throw a leg over her own to plop my butt on her. Grabbing a good handful of her dark hair to close the gap between our lips. During this, something possessed me to 'bring the magic' for Lapis so I pulled every trick in the book in that kiss. My tongue greeted every portion inside her mouth has to offer, her taste is what I am after and it drives me insane just thinking about it. Just when she thought I was finished she pulls away to instantly get reeled back in by tug on her bottom lip. The moan she gave me caused me to melt on top of her. HONK! The car behind blew their horn to signal me to drive at the green light causing me to escape my daydreams. I pushed on the gas to accelerate. What used to be a utopian getaway, sadly became a failing dream left in the dust. Even if this mall is standing on its last leg it is still good for something. When my mom would be in town, I would take her car to visit the used game store for the usual cheap find and awaited arrivals. Now townsfolk around here don't mind traveling two exits down to the new outlet mall, leaving this building as an afterthought. I parked in a pretty vacant lot, It's 10 am on a weekday meaning it just opened and not a lot of lines in there yet. After letting the engine stall while parked, Pearl's engine backfired loudly that echoed off of surrounding buildings. I look around me to hope nobody noticed, I only saw a woman drive into a spot parallel from me. Inside, the food court vendors are preparing breakfast. Old ladies filled the walkways, probably shifting as fast as they can to make the last half of the early bird special at the buffet. There's a popular vendor here that makes the best orange juice in town. I could get the cheap OJ from the breakfast place I'm visiting next door, but this special orange juice is really worth the extra two dollars. Ordering three, one for Pearl as well, hopefully, she hasn't caused too much trouble to end up dead by Lapis' hand. My girl kinda has a short fuse in which I think it's adorable. Conveniently positioned right next to the juice bar is SunnySide express dinner, providing homestyle food in a pinch for mall patrons since 1985. The employees really stayed true with their company tagline by prepping three pancake breakfast platters in about six minutes flat. Now I'm out the door balancing a full drink tray with a steaming bag of food. Hopefully, there isn't too much clutter in the passenger seat, walking up to Pearl's car deemed my hope worthless. After lunging the food on the hood and clearing space, I realize I got everything done faster than it really should be and it made me wonder the thought of goofing off before I go. "Maybe ten more minutes wouldn't hurt," an inner voice spoke. "Fuck it. Pearl can buy you a new video game today, I mean you only spent twenty-two dollars what's sixty or eighty even?" another voice shouted persuasively. "How nice of her," I whispered slamming her door wearing a wicked smile. The used game store is located on the other side of the mall. I didn't bother driving around to a more accessible entrance, too eager to think rationally and it is showing by the way I speed-walked through the entrance. Even hustling past the belligerent kiosk owners who pushes a super miracle cream that will wipe away all of your acne in existence. Tempting, but my focus led me astray and onto an escalator. And there she is. Located in between the massage spa and Puppy Palace, a nice blend of dog smell and oriental scented oil really brings the seclusion to this town's many wonders. Being a dedicated regular always earned me a positive "welcome back, " but around morning shifts the owner is the only one present. An older bearded guy and half of me was hoping the cute Asian guy would be working today, no luck. I brush that thought off anyway because I'm not here to drool over nerdy boys. I would be here all day. "Still team Playstation, huh? I worry about you, kid," the old man spewed whimsically. Slapping a copy of a Sony exclusive NieR: Automata must have jogged his memory or he would have never known that based on that last time I met him a long time ago. Or maybe he could just be a wizard? "Yes well I do like a nice console with one of the best communities in the gaming-verse, but that's just me." He gave off a not so sincere smirk towards me portraying a 'get a load of this guy' attitude. I retorted, "Let me guess, PC?" I ask knowing his answer already. "Yes ma'am," he saluted, "PC MASTER RACE!" "I thought as much," I threw my elbow on top, "So are you here today to sell me a, PC?" He threw an eyebrow up, "Umm...I can't sell you a PC, dearie," he scratched his temple in moderate confusion. "Exactly," I laughed. "Well if you ARE in the market for a change, I've got just the thing," the owner pointed overhead to a shelf holding stacked boxes of Nintendo Switches. I have thought about getting one when they first came out knowing that I used to be a proud owner of a Nintendo 3DS. it was a few years back but an unfortunate rain puddle met its demise. Not to mention the appeal of mobile and home gaming. I rub my chin at his offer, I want one and I have the money, but I felt like I shouldn't go easy on him. For his sale let's hope he's a better salesman than a gamer. "Actually, I've been in the market for a change. But tell me, Why would I buy that?" The old man reeled his body back in shock, "My question is: Why haven't you? Yet? You can praise PlayStation communities all the live long day, but this is the future," the old man reached under the counter and placed a switch right on top, "Nintendo didn't just reimagine the spirit of gaming, they only revolutionize it. This day in age proved they did not relent on making the best hybrid console in the whole universe!" As he rambled on I noticed him slowly rising the switch in his hands as his speech was coming to a close as if he just got from a Lion King binge. "Calm down Breath of the Wild! I'll take it." "Your money is no good here!" A voice shouted behind me, startling me out of a once half malicious state. The old man is already looking at her while my back faced her, I've been stunned by staring at her looming shadow overcasting me. We caught each other's gaze, her eyes were six feet from the ground making my neck snap by how close she is. That is the very first thing I noticed, her height and how she completely dwarfed me with my forehead reaching the ends of her long snow white hair. She dressed like she just left her gym or about to go to one, her massively toned arms were folded as if she was expecting an answer. Her breasts looked...sizable and heavy in a form-fitting gray crop top ending at her midsection. I can also see her booty from just the right distance and felt shame when she catches me staring with an approving look. I don't exactly have a problem with people taller than me, but this girl has definitely caught me off guard today. I cleared my throat to her, "Umm...and why's that?" I ask her. She leaned close to me completely infiltrating my personal space. "How about I explain everything over coffee?" Her voice is gruff yet undertoned feminine mix enough to make me flustered. My mind shot to the possibility of this being a trap somehow. Her flirting left me babbling like an idiot, "I...I-I...uhh," only to hear her laugh holding a debit card to the shopkeeper. "Old man! What the hell!" I yelled at him for accepting a stranger's payment for my purchase. "What? You would be a fool NOT to take that deal," I pouted at him and fumed, the 'generous' lady laughed at the 'humorous' joke at my expense. The receipt printed out and she swiped for it. "Well, coffee doesn't sound too bad." Admitting this made the taller girl smile, then I felt her hand cradle the small of my back to lead me out of the store while she held my bag. "Have a good coffee, gamers!" the old man waved us off, "And my name is Charles, NOT the old man, Peridot!" Outside of the store, I yell to reply, "You know I'm not good with names!" I look at the larger girl and smiled. "Peridot, huh? I hope you can remember my name after what I did for you," she said and I nodded. "I promise. What is it?" "Jasper." Back on the food court on the upper level, I noticed it become a lot more crowded when I got breakfast earlier. I sat at the Starbucks dining area at a single table with two chairs. With my new gaming console resting between my legs. Jasper graciously offered to pay for my coffee after the few attempts I made to cover it myself after she shelled out a lot of money for someone she doesn't know. I told her what coffee I wanted and found a table. Her persistence is strong-willed and a bit extraterrestrial, hopefully, it isn't coming from the wrong place. I should've stayed in line with her, I am starting to feel mad that I didn't because now I'm left waiting with about a billion burning questions and seeing what is to come next. I hope this deal ends at the coffee and not expect more out of me. Her plump ass matched with thick thighs standing in line were looking right at me and I stared back. Of course, someone had to hit on me like this when I already have a girlfriend waiting at home it's not fair, but I need to allow myself to stay faithful to Lapis. I can't let the first good-looking person outside of my love ruin a sure thing. Jasper came strolling to the table double-fisting our drinks, she sat down next to me handing my joe. "Umm... when you said let's go out for coffee, I thought we were sticking to the cliche," I said pointing her cup of pink slush. "I know, I know It's just that they have this new guava protein shake and guava is a superfruit that has various health benefits." "I guess that checks out. I could've gotten tea, that's a pity." "I mean you don't drink coffee? Your frappe looks pretty good if you're into caramel." "I'm sorry when you asked me out for coffee and I just picked out whatever sounded appetizing." "Don't apologize, Peridot. How about I make it up to you by offering a sip of mine," She gripped the cup to wave the suspended straw in front of my lips. I pinch the plastic to stop the straw's phallic movements from her escapades. I took a long draw of the cold ice cream like substance, sucking in my cheeks and puckering my lips couldn't even get the mass halfway up the straw. I exhale, not masking my embarrassment to see Jasper hide her grin behind her hands on her beet red face. She giggled seeing me struggle to get a single taste which sorta rubbed me the wrong way. I took another sip gaining a taste of butter pecan ice cream intermixed with guava pulp. The seeds from the fruit rested on my tongue, it's aesthetically pleasing to play around with. "That is a very interesting drink, but good," I said before pulling out the straw and sucking out the remainder. "It looked good the way you were drinking it. Guava seeds can give you good skin, just like another seed that you could...suck out." I stayed quiet to Jasper's obvious innuendo. "So I don't mind sharing with you." "Yeah, I'll say. You don't mind a lot of things considering how you pay for stranger's big purchases like you did. Or am I special?" I ask. "Can it be both?" "I don't think so," I answer, "Only if you want me to believe you." "Then I think you are special because you don't even know it yet." "Did you go to my high school or something." "I doubt it." "Is this like a YouTube experiment where you give homeless people a second chance at life. I'm not homeless you know." " I know that. Do you see any cameras around us?" "No. So what exactly makes me special...to you?" I asked her still sipping her shake. "Let me just say you did me a huge favor without ever knowing you did and now you are getting the award you deserve." "Huh, I don't know what to say that." "And there shouldn't be anything left to be said about it. After today is over with your going to need that Nintendo for what's to come," Jasper said directly, I chocked on her drink sending me into a sputtering cough. I felt alarmed by her words, "I'm sorry I think you have me confused with someone else. I don't know whom you think I am but I'll happily pay your money back in cash." "It's in your best interest to hold all your dough for the time being." I started to get nervous and a little peeved, "And what do you know what's good for my best interest?" "Who are you fooling I could end this conversation right now with a mere whisper." "Try me," I threatened, Jasper wore a smile and folded her arms back in her false victory. "I know you're harboring a criminal for about three days now, Peridot. Right now I'm your only way out of this if you don't want to risk spending a full season behind bars and landing her in more secure cell two levels downward." Feeling my heart starting to pulsate, I began to feel my cold sweat sulking in the back of the chair spiraling in a cloud of defeat. "I don't know what you're talking about," I lied. "If you care about her then you hear me out, right now!" She ordered which made me stand up from my seat in anger. I dug into my pocket to grasp the loose bills in my pocket throwing about three hundred dollars at her face. Then I haul myself past tables to turn a corner going towards the south walkway. Tossing all that money should be able to slow her down and buy me some time. Maybe even caused a public uproar and surely I'm not going to stick around to find out. Leaving out of the food court doors would've been careless thinking, for an alternate route I scaled the escalator going down while keeping my eyes glued to the second story balcony. Not to boost Jasper's testament, but the sudden appearance of her hunching over the balcony in time for her pick me out of the crowd immediately with her furious gaze. That move added much to her predator motif. I made it to the name brand bookstore on the lower floor one of the few exits there is leads out though there I tried my luck and walked in with extreme caution. Feeling my stomach turn from motion sickness from rapidly surveying faces searching for her. From my discoveries, it's just a bunch of bookkeepers and the usual bunch who treats this place like a library. The cafe exit lies on the opposite end, Using a route that outlines the store to remain hidden from the exposing aisles just in case she managed to follow me in here. So far so good, I pass the nonfiction section to get scared by a tall bookworm similar to Jasper's height with a high yelp I apologized and walked away faster than before. Reaching the art section that touched the back wall I noticed how long the aisle is, the cafe is right around its corner. On the left-hand side could expose me to other aisles adjacent to mine. My eyes glued to the left seeing anything I could make out, first few aisles clear. The next aisle held awaiting Jasper I stopped and went the other direction until she cornered me at last. "How the hell did you--," Jasper wouldn't let me finish by grabbing a hold of me in a violent manner. "Don't you worry about that," Jasper included and took my shoulders in her hands so I won't escape her again, "You're a tough nut to catch but I always apprehend them." "Okay you got me I'll listen I promise," I pleaded. "No, you made me come and get you. this time I'm going to be doing the listening," her grip around my shoulders loosens enough to glide her hands up and down my arms in a light seductive manner "Nope that's not happening," I shook away almost gaining my escape until she caught me and tossed me back into the bookshelf. "Not really up to you is it?" she began to grip my neck making me look up at her in defiance. "Let's make this quick shall we?" with her free hand now roaming over my chest she begins to squeeze each breast by cupping them in her single hand. Jasper's grip on my neck made me short of breath pushing me into making drastic oxygen choices. While she has just begun her assault on my breasts I started to heave my chest away from her touch. She didn't like that and responded by slipping her free hand under my shirt. Inside she grazes her fingers over my thin bra getting in contact with my nipples. I shuddered and squirm from it, Jasper let my neck go finally to focus her impact on my breasts. "Try not to give us away runt," I didn't pay her any attention after the hold on my neck was released bending it all the back on her chest. She didn't give me much to think about during her pinched and prods on my teats how she would roll the buds with the pads of her fingers made me kick "Oh you like that move huh?" she rolled them once more and that electric feeling is too much on my legs as I struggled to keep them in place an unwarranted moan drove out of me in a golf-like whisper. I look up at her in disgust, "don't give me that look your moans don't lie!" I felt her hand unclamp from one of my boobs and begun to trail down to the top of my leggings, "let's see how your body is reacting." I thrashed against her getting the first curious finger from slipping below the seem you got it I'll take it slow for you but not a peep I couldn't hear myself think while a low and continuous moan stirred out of me as she fondled my ass through the fabric this sound is okay babe I roll my eyes then grew wide when she pulled my pants with one hand very nice Jasper whispered right into my ear I felt my blush burn bright at her words she gave with a smile. Jasper brought up a hand to the now exposed skin and began to rub along my panty line as if she is tugging them downward. Things began to heat up in the wrong way as she got more personal by taking the tip of her tongue to rake along my neck a few times. "I'll give you one more chance, to be honest, how turned on are you right now?" "I haven't caved in yet and you pulled all your foreplay tricks...mmmm," I felt the fabric hugging my sex dissipate to my knees and the drafty feeling from below began to increase I shook my head no and began to use my dead weight to sink down lower. Jasper picked me back up and held me tight. My pants are on the bookstore carpet after falling like that and now I'm left wondering g how she hasn't gotten us caught yet. I wouldn't know how to react if someone walked by and saw us the idea burned in my mind for spell making me feel dirty for even considering getting off for someone's viewing pleasure. "Have you been with her yet?" Jasper asked, of course, I knew whom she was referring to and the thought of Jasper and Lapis together scared me, like were they an item. "Yes," I reluctantly said. I bit my lip when her fingers dipped into my vulnerable sex, feeling like an item. That electrical surge that dwells within me awoken to the way she curled her digit halfway in. It's hard to keep quiet now as she pumps her hand back and forth. "Haven't caved in huh, your pussy begs to differ," she tells me before sticking both fingers around her lips and suckling my moisture off completely. " "That's right keep whimpering. I want to make you cum all over this bookstore." She slipped another finger inside the pocket causing me to whine like an injured horse. I found my hips rocking in time with her thrusts and felt ashamed of how much she's stimulating me, so much that tears rested in my eyes. "Turn around," Jasper spun me around where my hands are gripping the bookshelf, "I want to see my handy work," I didn't laugh at Jasper's pun, I only started shaking from the cold air and I could feel my wetness drip along my thighs making me even colder. Jasper took a long uncomfortable look along my body, I covered my breasts in embarrassment when I realized I forgot where I am. She held up the fingers that she fucked me with and they are still completely drenched again. What is wrong with me? "Suck on them, I want to see if you are good at it," Jasper advised and held her palm near my face. If it will get this done quickly, so I did not hesitate. I took her index finger and licked my essence off of them, I could sense Jasper getting peeved with her stray grunts. "I said SUCK them," Jasper jammed my head onto her fingers when about three of them reached the back of my throat. With her other hand on my head, she guided my mouth to suck them even further and not even the least bit worried about my gagging. A wet pop came from me shortly after her hand left, making my mouth agape by gasping for more air. "Looks like I am doing a better job than HER, maybe we could do this again in a more private setting," Jasper whispered and honestly a part of me wanted to agree with her right then and there. The rest of the sane parts told me it's going to take more than finger power to relinquish my heart for Lapis. I spat a glob of spit at her face and smiled at her while she closed her eyes. The surprise did not rock her the way I wanted to, she scraped the loogie off of her face and returned the saliva back into my dripping core. The sudden jolt of her roughhousing caused me to howl in distress until she covered my mouth, while her other hand worked me into oblivion. Jasper's mood drastically changed the minute I showed any real insurgency towards her, the strokes she's delivering only brought a certain moderation of pain and admittedly pleasure. The sounds she is making out of me deemed serious, not my moaning she already has my mouth covered. I am bothered by the sounds she is creating with my pussy because it's proving to be more vocal than I was. Similar sounding to silly putty; a fitting sound for someone in my position. I feel Jasper's thumb toying with my clit, I bit my lip when her hand just wasn't enough to keep me quiet anymore. "Do you like to pleasure her?" "More than anyone in the world," I answered after her hand left my lips. "Well, I'm a bit different," Jasper yanked her gym pants to reveal her sizeable package. "Where do you even hide that?" "I used to hide in Lapis," I swung my arm at her severe comment to hit her hard only to for her to catch my arm mid-process. Peeved that Jasper made it with Lapis, also even mentioning and making it about her it really gave me an uneasy feeling. I felt Jasper's length press against the right side of my ass. She guided the arm I attempted to attack her with to align my fist to squeeze her dick it feels white hot in certain spaces when she motions my grip upward and returning back down. Mimicking her motions on my own made her leave my grip and return to my nether region where she finds that spot inside I've worried she wouldn't find. The rolling flesh of her foreskin made my palms wet giving her dick less friction, she's responding well and practically thrusting into my fist. "How hard are you fighting to say her name right now?" She thrust herself in both tight spaces effectively and feel my peak reaching becoming very hard to mask it. "Oh, fuck...!" A lot of my orgasms ended up on books sitting on shelves below, then that's when I felt Jasper cum in my embrace allover the carpet in front of us. Used. Tossed away after the fact, I too snapped out of it as if a spell has worn off. Let her privates go. I glance over to what is left of Jasper, she's out of breath with a sudden hike abandoning her girth. I brought my undergarments along with my pants up, she followed my lead tucking her member away in her tights. She's still hard, I thought to myself while judging her impressive dick print, and it's getting really hard not to look away. "I didn't expect you to be that good." Jasper tried to be nice and in a weird way felt relieved to see her at her weakest. "Yeah, well I didn't expect a lot of things myself like I don't know, moLESTING ME IN BARNES AND FUCKING NOBELS!" I said while storming off in a rage. Reaching the cafe, I immediately head out the doors to blinding sunlight and humid air. I really couldn't shake the fact of what I've just done and cursed myself for staying and enjoying it when I had chances to leave. I just needed to get home. Using the sidewalk that wraps around the entire mall, I walked towards the food court parking lot. Until a voice advised me to look out from behind. Jasper is tailing me, and she noticed me notice her. "Okay, you copped your feels for the day. Fun's over! Stop following me," I shouted walking backward. "You are very confident for a person with very little time left!" Jasper replied. Granted I gave her the satisfaction of lust but I won't allow her to get in my head. I twisted to face forward and walked faster, "You know you can't keep her there forever, but I have a way you can be with her for good." I stopped in my tracks and bowed my head if there is a way for that fantasy to become my reality I should at least hear her out regardless of what happened anyway. "Okay. Tell me." Jasper stepped in closer, "You promise to comply, Peridot? This won't work if you fumble out on me. You see a foundation never works if one link collapses causing the whole--" "Yeah...YEAH! Okay, I got the metaphor now please tell me how I can stay with Lapis?" This visibly pleases Jasper and she hunches into command. ~ I didn't bother playing music on the ride home and did not even bother parking in the garage again. I'm hearing the call of Lapis' warm embrace in her arms once again and made no effort being subtle, as I parked in the driveway. Grabbing both bags and drinks, I locked the car up and trotted to the front door with keys in hand. No sign of life in the kitchen, "Lapis?" I call out to receive not one answer from anybody. The kitchen looks relatively cleaner if you didn't count the floor still riddled with pancake batter. I set the bags on the counter and wondered if something happened while I was gone, the kitchen isn't clean so that means they were interrupted somehow. But how? "I WANT YOU TO EAT ME OUT LAPIS!" I ran towards the stairs with a drink tray I was worried something had happened so I ran up the steps I couldn't exactly make out what's been said only knowing that pattern of voice coming from Pearl. I ran towards my room and nothing in the world could prepare me for what I witnessed Lapis is on top of Pearl. Pearl for crying out loud! Knowing that there were at each other's necks before I left, now in my bed with mouths full of each other's privates. Pearl is in shackles eye-rolling at the service given by Lapis. Pearl caught me in the doorway first stopping immediately after finishing off Lapis, and she has yet to notice me while working her until she caught Pearl looking at me. Then our eyes met, I can read the pure shock she is facing then jumps when the tray of orange juice crashes onto the floor. I can't believe it, I didn't want to believe it, but it's hard not to when it's happening right in front of your face. At this moment after everything, I went through today this latest bit of momentum is just enough to send me over the edge to my breaking point. 'I'll...kill her!" I lunged as fast as I could towards the bed with paws swiping for Pearl's contact. Pearl tried her absolute best to dodge my beatings being restricted and all, not really fair for her either knowing she can't use her hands but I am way too angry to care. Lapis screams for me to calm down after landing a few blows on Pearl's face and jaw, then tries to yank me off of her. I shove her back as hard as I could causing her to get pushed off my bed with an audible crash on the hardwood. Pearl proved to be a fast bruiser, like a banana. I noticed after landing quick blows to the face again and she tired and tried to duck each one after every punch connects. I began to swing harder, "She's mine you Bitch!" "Peridot! She had enough!" Lapis yells pulling me off of Pearl. I felt the need to deliver Pearl pain in a different way she presented mine after what she did. Coming to my senses again only gained mixed feelings from Lapis and after she broke up that fight my anger lingered and made room for bitter disappointment in her. It felt like the world set on fire. I'm still on the ground in shock and panting from the scuffle, in my blurry daze I see Lapis extend her arm out to get me off the ground. We took a long look at each other as if this is the first time. Lapis can see the discourse she taken upon me to carry and I can see the pure shame riddled all over her face having been caught getting intimate with someone else. These feelings are really getting the best of me as I began to break down in front of everyone. Tears began to form and I did not want any of them to see me cry so I got up and raced out of the room. "Peridot! Wait!" I hear Lapis call out. ~ Surrounded by the trees that house the ground I go to whenever in distress to soak up the pain they collect these past few years. My backyard sanctuary spot serves as my therapy from this and I always find it funny how this place calms me down when no one else can. "Peridot," Lapis spoke several feet behind me. I got a quick glance at her, she only clad in her bathrobe, I turn back around to meditate, until that burning question resurfaced out of me. "This morning, when I told you I love you, did that mean squat to you?" I ask with a broken voice. "No. I know I play it off cool, but that moment is everything to me," Lapis said and I gave her nothing to say after that because she not in the position right now to receive such sympathy, "Why are you out here?" "This is where I run to when the world shits on me." "Peridot you need to understand about what happened back there. In a moment of weakness, I acted out on my carnal desires." "So, YOU are the victim?" I accuse. "No! You and our love are the victims here and I took advantage of both today." "You were on top of her," "I know..." "...Performing oral..." "...I know," Lapis said sounding more defeated. "And you made her..." A burst of tears leaked out of my ducts making my wits abandon ship. Lapis trotted towards me and pulls me into a hug. "I promise. I promise I'll never take anything you've done for granted ever again. You mean to much to me," Lapis ensures. "You mean that? I ask drying my tears to see Lapis crying as well. "I do." "You don't have feelings for Pearl?" "Not the feelings I have for you, Peridot." "And you want to fix this, us? Not because of fear of going homeless again? Or the possibility of me turning you in?" "I haven't even considered it. I just want our bond again." I thought long and hard. Out here I've done some of my best thinking. I look up to the sky then back to Lapis who holds a worrisome grin. I thought about Jasper and what she told me before leaving the mall then got a bright idea. Standing back up to her, "There is only one way we're going to recover from this." "Name it! I'll do anything." Hearing her words made me stand closer. "We need to start over," I said making Lapis shoot an eyebrow, "No more sub and dom illusions too for now on. This is a one-time clean slate as each other's equal." Took a while for Lapis to process this until she nods her head, "Okay. That sounds fair, how do we start," Then the first genuine smile I gave in awhile resurfaced, "With our first date."
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