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Curious Depravity	By : AnotherAlien Category: Avatar - The Last Airbender > Het - Male/Female > Toph/Zuko Views: 895 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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It's funny how normal things feel once they start driving back. Though once they arrive Toph all but sprints towards the doorway, almost stumbling in front of the door, only then realizing Zuko has the keys. Toph briefly considers opening the lock anyways. It's a magnetic lock using almost pure metals, specifically designed against metalbenders. Still, as the Best In The World, she had managed it before while in a pinch.

Before she can make her decision Zuko wordlessly picks her up, shimmies her onto one arm and opens the door. Then he gently places her on the stone stairs.

Despite her earlier mishap they settle into a familiar routine. Toph taking off her boots, bib pants and jacket, leaving her in her new pajamas and moving on to practice on her pipa in the living room, while Zuko takes their haul inside before making dinner.

Toph gushes when she faintly hears Zuko faintly humm along after she recited Four Seasons. It smelled like he was making her favourite meal for this time of year: flying boar pork soup.

She'd been so afraid earlier that he'd treat her differently after today. That finally he'd see her as just a helpless blind child, too much of a hassle for him to deal with. That maybe he'd leave her for a real woman.

But none of that happened. Instead everything stayed the same, except she also got to try this exciting new thing.

Once dinner's ready Topy puts her pipa back on the stand as Zuko joins her in the living room and they forgo the dinner table to snuggle up on the couch while a modern retelling of the legend of Oma and Shu plays on the radio.

Once they're finished Zuko carries the radio with them to the kitchen so they can keep listening while washing the dishes.
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By the time the play finishes they’re back on the couch. With Toph seated firmly on Zuko's lap with a blanket covering them.

They're so comfortable like this. Toph had before, though she'd always end up back in their bed. Once, she awoke to being carried in Zuko’s strong arms. He (almost) always gentle with her, but there was something special about the tenderness he treated her with when she was asleep. Not too different from how he'd been treating her today.

But sleep wouldn't take her Toph knows, because there's something she'd been neglecting all day now.

She needs to pee.

She'd meant to go before their trip, but in her nervous haste she'd forgotten and once she put on her diaper she didn't want to use the toilet. With the way Jin had described the tapes Toph wasn’t sure how well they would last once she undid them and she wasn't sure if Zuko would humor her a second time, so she held on hoping to bask in the feeling just that little bit longer.

Some good that did her now. Her bladder had felt like bursting an hour ago. Now she’s squirming desperately as a squirt of piss dribbles down into her new underwear, uselessly trying to clench her thighs. though the padding prevents her from doing so. She should’ve just gone to the toilet earlier. Now she wouldn’t even make it.

“Toph?”

She stills at the sound. He must have caught on. Was she too obvious? Really, how could she have been so stu–

“You don’t have to keep holding it you know?” Zuko tells her, “It’s all right. You can let go.”

Logically, Toph understands there’s no point in hiding it now. He’s practically giving her his blessing, but… ”Are you sure you’re okay with this?” She asks, gripping Zuko’s forearms like they’re a lifeline. Toph doesn’t know when she became like this, banking her self-worth onto his opinion of her, but she needs to know.

”I’m okay with anything if it makes you happy.” He assures her.

True

”And you won’t think I'm a freak?” She asks anyway.

Zuko chuckles, though it’s in that sad way of his. “I think we both are Toph.”

True

She harumphs, burying her face further up his shoulder before resting her head against his neck. “Is that supposed to make me feel better?” She replies, not quite managing to keep her frown as she does.

He plants a soft kiss on her forehead. “It just means i won’t judge you, especially when you're not hurting anyone.”

It becomes too much. Zuko made loving her seem so easy, like it was the easiest thing in the world. Like it hurt him not to love her (which it did given the immediate tone of regret he'd take on whenever he made even the most benign comment that was just a little blunt.)

But how could his love be so free when her parents’ was a cage?

“I think, Toph, the way we're both broken, our pieces fit together.” Zuko replies, voice breaking halfway, because apparently she said that last part out loud. Or maybe she told him everything, she doesn’t even know anymore.

There’s a salty tang on her lips and it takes Toph a second before she realizes they’re her tears. It makes her start crying in earnest, so she lunges for Zuko’s chest, sobbing uncontrollably as she does. Normally she’d be so ashamed of such a pathetic display of having allowing herself to be so weak, but for the first time in her life she isn’t. Because maybe if she can dress and act like a baby, she can cry like one too?

So she lets the tears wash over her, taking comfort in his warmth as Zuko holds her tight. Slowly she comes back to Earth, though each hiccup sends a painful pang to her bladder.

“I can’t do it.” She mumbles.

“What’s wrong?” Zuko asks.

Toph squirms at being overheard, she’d been talking without thinking a lot today. “I can’t pee.”

“You mean you don’t want to?”

“No!” She corrects, too quickly, “I mean,” she amends, “I’m trying to, but I can’t.”

“Oh, can I… help?” He offers, lamely.

“How are you going to do that? You can’t pee for me.”

“You’re stressed out Toph,” he counters, “maybe if you let me help you relax a little, you can, well, go.”

Right, well, whatever he’s planning, it probably won’t make things worse. “uhm, okay.” She answers.

“Great,” he pipes up, “so let me just~” He stops talking as he gently turns her back flat against his chest. Then, he effortlessly parts her legs around his own and raises his knees slightly, lifting her own along with them while letting her butt slide forward just enough to touch the cushion of the bench they’ve been cuddling on.

“Is that better?” he asks, lightly squeezing her shoulders as he does.

It is, though it does little in the way of making her relax. Which must show, visually somehow, because he grumbles something unintelligible and grabs her right hand with his own and with the tips of his fingers of his left he presses and unpresses ever so slightly on her lower belly. Almost like he’s massaging her bladder.

“Yes~” she squeaks.
“Breathe with me Toph.” Zuko tells her, taking a deep breath himself.

Toph follows along, for the first time in her life thankful for all those stupid exercises Yu used to make her do.

In

Out

In

Out

There’s a new dribble and this time instead of following the instinct of clamping down she pushes. As she keeps breathing the slow dribble grows into a stream, making her sigh in relief. Zuko squeezes her hand and pats her belly when she finishes, making her giggle.

She just feels so ~silly! She never had before, always shying away from anything approaching that in the past, thinking it would make her look weak somehow, but now she’s thinking maybe it’s not so bad. She just feels happy, free.

Zuko chuckles and Toph can imagine him smiling indulgently at her. “I’ll take that as mission accomplished?” he asks.

The comment makes Toph start laughing again. She lets let out a final little dribble as she does. “Yes.” She replies.

“Good,” Zuko says, “lets get you out of this.”

What? Why?

“Well you want to get clean now, don’t you?” Zuko answers her, because she had talked without thinking again.

“Right, of course.” Toph, mumbles, trying to reign in her disappointment. Her diaper has already soaked up most of her earlier pee, at a pace that makes it seem like it could hold a lot more. Which, the implications of her diaper being able to easily soak up half a day’s worth of her business is more exciting than it has any right to be. But then again, she’s not exactly sure just how much more her diaper could actually take. It has slightly swollen already (are diapers supposed to swell?) and the soft texture feels a bit jelly now. She really doesn’t want to make a mess and besides, it would be hard to argue to keep wearing her now pissed-in diapers.

“Come” Zuko says, shifting her off of his lap and standing up, while Toph does the same, “lets go take a bath.”

“Can't we just shower, like we usually do?" Toph asks, "You know i hate being in the water."

Yes Toph knows she'll still get wet in the shower, but that's different! At least in the shower she can keep her feet planted on the ceramic floor and even if she'd sat down she'd never submerge anyhow. Being underwater was one of the only places where she is truly blind.

“Please Toph,” Zuko pleads, “I know how you feel about the water, but I want to take care of you properly. Would you trust me with this?”

She does. More importantly, Toph still aches from the last time he pleaded to her.

“Promise to never let me go?” she asks anyway, “In the water?”

“Never,” he promises, his voice powerful and reverent, before adding, “and neither will I on land.”

She acquiesces.

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