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What the boys don't know...	By : JdWheels Category: +S through Z > Weekenders, The Views: 6908 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own the cartoons of Disney Studios, nor any of the characters from them. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Chapter Three: To confide, or not to...

Tish stood out on the boardwalk near the beach, a small thing of fries she had gotten from the Snack Shack in hand. She ate her chips one at a time, all the while watching for Lor to arrive where she had been told to meet her.

It had been rather early this morning that she had gotten a phone call from what could be described as a very tired sounding Lor. The girl had said very little to her, but had said she wanted to meet her at the beach as early as possible. Now as the clock read coming on to ten o’clock in the morning, it was now the time the blonde girl had stipulated to her.

Tish had found it rather odd of the girl to phone that early on a Sunday morning. Lor usually slept in until just before eleven, then always in the habit of being late meeting up with the gang as they gathered to have a breakfast together and map out just what they were going to do for the day. Lor had phoned at eight, just as Tish had just gotten up and was reading for having her usual shower before having breakfast with her parents.

Sighing, Tish just popped another breakfast fry into her mouth, while watching the growing crowd for her friend.

Tish soon caught sight of Lor coming up the boardwalk, passing a older man who had stopped to gaze out at the water. By the body language of the girl, Tish could see two things for sure. The girl seemed very tired, the second thing was that there was a purposeful and very serious look in the girl’s baby blues. The young straight ‘A’ student waited, pondering these little clues as she did.

Tish smiled, as Lor finally got to where she stood.
“ Hey...” She said, popping a fry into her mouth.
“ Hey...” Said a tired voiced Lor. “ Thanks for meeting me like this.”
“ I was up when you phoned...” She started, swallowing her fry to reply. “ But I can’t help think what you were doing up so early.”

Lor gave a sarcastic giggle as she stood there with her hands jammed in her pants pockets.
“ I was up most of the night... I could not sleep.”
“ You could not sleep?” Echoed Tish, now understanding why the girl looked so haggard and drawn out this bright Sunday morning. “ Did you end up getting any sleep last night?”
“ Only slept a little.” Finished the girl.

The brainy girl nodded, eyeing the girl to read the facial expression. It was one that Tish had never seen before, one that said she had been thinking on something for quite a while. She tried to add all of the signs up in her head, but still could not figure out just what was going on with Lor.
“ So... what is up?” The girl asked then, taking a more direct rout to see just what it was.

Lor seemed to hesitate, as she looked at Tish. The brainy girl noted this as another thing that the blonde girl was not known for. She waited to see if the girl might talk, but there simply was a very long pause between Lor’s words. She offered a fry to the girl, and she took one and popped it in her mouth for the time being.

Finally, the blonde tomboy spoke.
“ Could we go over to the tree, you know... where we usually meet up after school?” Lor asked.
“ Uh, sure we could...” Started Tish, now really curious about this early morning meeting. “ Why do you want to go there?”
“ I want a place without too many people around.” Admitted the girl, her foot absently toeing the wooden walkway. “ I guess I wanna talk with you alone, that’s all....”

The brown haired girl nodded and walked off with Lor. Now she was really wondering just what was going on inside of her friend. She had never seen Lor act like this ever, reading the intensity that her blue eyes were holding. All that she knew at this point, was something was really stirred up in the mind of Lor. They walked off, and left the hustle and bustle of the beach to the tourists and locals.

The park that surrounded where the tree was strangely empty, even on a day like it was. Lor took a seat under the tree’s branches and stared at the ground for a few moments. Tish finished off her fries and took her own seat beside her friend, waiting to hear why the girl wanted someplace so secluded to talk in.
“This is not like Lor...” She told herself, watching the girl.

The blonde haired tomboy looked up from the ground and right at her friend in the face, her eyes telling something that was in her was wanting to be released. She stopped her words a few times, seemingly as if they were stuck somewhere on her tongue. With a determined look, the girl tried one more time, while Tish waited for the mystery to be unfolded.
“ Tish...” She started, then finally continued after a second more of a pause. “ How do you know if your gay?”

With her mouth hanging open, Tish stared at Lor. The question that was just posed to her had caught her completely off guard. She stared at the girl, and saw the sincerity in which the question had been put out in Lor was not fooling around, not any.
“ Did you just say ‘How do you know if your gay’?” Tish sputtered

Lor nodded.
“ Yeah...” She agreed sort of sheepishly. “ How do you know?”
“ I think you just know if you are or are not... I don’t really know...” Tish started, her eyebrows raising as she looked at Lor.
“ That helps me very little.” Lor said, shaking her head.

The girl sighed a little and seemed to be collecting herself.
“ I feel so confused here, Tish, I don’t know this stuff that I have in my head here... that is why I needed to say somethin’ to you... and I thought maybe you have some idea to figure it out.”

The girl paused, thinking on the directness of Lor’s statement that was partially hidden in the rambles..
“ I have read that people know early in life, some even know in grade school...” Explained the girl, now really wondering about her friend. “ Why do you ask this question? Are you thinking that you are gay?”
“ Promise you won’t laugh?” Asked Lor, her face showing almost a pleading.
“ I wont... “ Calmly said the girl, knowing that she really needed to her friend out.
“ Please don’t think I am weird or something...” Continued the McQuarrie girl, her eyes locked on to Tish’s. “ This is hard enough for me here... I think I am gay... or something.”

Tish looked at her friend, she was not going to think Lor was weird, but her words were almost alien to her.
“ Do you believe you are.” The brainy young girl asked, trying to wade through her friend’s words
“ I dunno...” She said.

Tish thought for a moment, while she watched the girl staring at her.
“ Try to explain why you are thinking about if your gay or not?” Said the brain, seeing the expression on Lor’s face.
“ You will think I am nuts or crazy..” Lor said, her face showing no smile. “ I am afraid of what you might think... of me...”
“ What ever you have to say, I won’t think your nuts. You’re my friend since kindergarten.” Assured Tish. “ I would never think that... you just explain this all to me... and I will listen.”

Lor looked at her friend, then found herself spilling everything about the book she had looked at in her room, what had went through her mind since then and everything. She even told Tish about finding herself masturbating last night. She was not going to tell Tish everything like she was, but she found herself doing it anyway.

Tish listened quietly to the oddly talkative Lor, hearing the confusion the young girl was having with it all, feeling the emotions behind it all flood out like a torrent. The only look on the brainy girl’s face, was one of intense listening

Soon, Lor finished and then waited for Tish to respond. She could see the smart one of their group was deeply thinking on the matter, but had said nothing yet. The girl clasped her hands in her lap, the strain of waiting for Tish to say anything at all was etched on her smooth face. In her mind, she wondered if she had done the right thing, or did this just blow up in her face?

Tish finally spoke.
“ To start off, I have one simple question first... Do you think your gay?” Directly put the girl.
“ That is just it... I don’t know...” Said a exasperated Lor. “ I go through it in my head, over and over again until I want to scream and bang my head on a wall or somthin’.. An’ I still cant figure it out.” She sighed to calm herself. “ I came to you for help, or hear anything that you can suggest to do.”
“ I have been reading up on things like that..” Started Tish, then hesitating for a moment. “ That is why I had that book you found in my room.”

A hopeful sort of look came over the blonde girl’s face
“ Then you could help me here... My brain feels like it’s going to explode or somethin’.” Lor said, almost pleading with her friend.
“ I can try...” Said Tish, nodding her head a little, but her mind was clearly jumbling too.

Tish was going to say something more, but Lor stopped her as she had glanced over her shoulder.
“ Carver is back early...” She whispered quickly, obviously she did not want for the lad to know about this. “ Could you think on it for awhile, and well talk sometime later? I am hoping that you can find a way I could figure this out.”
“ But I don’t know what I could do here...” Started Tish, not knowing what to say. “ Scientifically, I could look into it... it was my book... Maybe there is something in literature for me also to see to guide you...”
“ Please... you are my best friend for like, so many years... help me.” Lor said stopping her friend’s talking, speaking fast and pleading a little more strenuously as the dark dusty skinned lad neared, after seeing them.

Tish nodded her promise, and that seemed to calm the girl down a great deal. Lor sighed and turned to greet the newly arriving Carver, who was smiling and was carrying a large bag of Cheese Bonkies. The lad smirked and joined the two girls under the large limbs of the mighty tree.

The three soon were off to grab a slice or two of pizza together, as they knew that Tino was going to arrive sometime in the late afternoon to complete the gathering of the group. Carver and Lor were yakking away about school the next day, but Tish was in her own world right now as she walked a few steps behind the others.

She was thinking heavily on how she could find something to help her friend out, but the subject seemed to also be bothering Tish a great deal. It was not outwardly, but the look on the young cultured girl did point that out all too clearly. She seemed to be wrestling with this specific thing, almost as hard as Lor was..

Locked in her own thoughts, Tish followed behind the two in silence. The others did not seem to notice her far away look in her face, and that was alright in Tish’s book. She needed the time to think long and hard on everything.
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