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She had wanted to help him forget, and God if she didn’t help him do just that for a while. He was totally focused on her and the way she made him feel. She was amazing, and she was about to let him make love to her before her god damned mother ruined the moment.
He’s still thanking the heavens, however, that her parents can’t seem to go two minutes without fighting. If they hadn’t walked into the Compound screaming, he doesn’t think he or Jess would’ve noticed that they had company until it was too late to prevent his death. Even if they could’ve convinced Race to grant him temporary pardon, he’s pretty sure Estella would’ve felt no remorse.
They came in yelling, causing Jessie to spring up and run out of his room like lightening. He cursed watching her go, but it’s a good thing she left when she did because her mother came bounding up the stairs about two seconds later to knock on her door.
“What are you doing? It’s five-thirty in the morning,” he then heard Jessie yell, and assumed she must have covered up, which depressed him.
“Why the hell did you leave the state without telling me?” Estella yelled back.
“Dad said it was fine,” she countered, and then he heard a door slam. He could only hear their muffled yelling after that.
‘It’s probably for the best though,’ he then thought. He’s not sure why she was willing to give herself to him like that, but he knows that it would’ve changed everything. Even if it didn’t for her, it would’ve for him. Making love to her would change his whole world, which would make losing her even more unbearable. Not that an increased degree of unbearablitiy really matters. If something’s unbearable, it’s unbearable…period.
‘Jesus,’ he thought, feeling like he was chocking again. ‘What am I gonna do? I can’t let her come. How can I stop her?’
He couldn’t think of a single way no matter how hard he tried though, which was why he tried so hard to keep everything from her in the first place. ‘Fuck,’ he screamed in his head. ‘Why did I tell her?’
‘Because you couldn’t stand the look in her eyes any longer’, he answered himself. ‘You couldn’t stand how much it hurt her that she thought you didn’t trust her. You’re weak. You’re not strong enough, and you’re gonna get them both killed.’
‘I’m in so much trouble,’ he thought, confused as hell.
“Damn it,” he sighed, and then his door opened.
“You awake Cowboy,” he heard quietly from the doorway.
“Yeah,” he replied while sitting up. He didn’t have to worry about looking like he just woke up because he knew that he looked like hell.
“You alright?” Race asked, taking in Jonny’s appearance.
“Yeah…how pissed is my dad?” he asked.
“He’s pretty upset. You know better kiddo,” Race sighed.
“I’m sorry,” he sighed back. “But can we skip the lecture please. It’s been a shitty night, and I’m beat.”
“Wanna talk?” Race probed, wanting to know what happened with his daughter.
“Not really,” Jonny breathed. “Why did you come home this early?” he then asked.
“My ex-wife insisted on making sure Jessie was ok,” Race told him through gritted teeth.
“Yeah…I was surprised she came home early too, but Estella could’ve called instead of making everyone fly home at like three in the morning,” Jonny grinned a little.
“Oh, she didn’t make everyone,” Race growled. “Just me, and now I’m back to go get everyone else.”
“Jesus Christ,” Jonny choked. I’m surprised you both made it here in one piece,” he chuckled morosely.
“I locked the cockpit door,” Race deadpanned.
“Well, I think I’ll bunker down in here until you get back then,” Jonny said. “I’d try to get more sleep, but it sounds like they’re gonna be going at it for a while,” he pointed in the general direction of Jessie’s room.
“I’d try to stop it, but I think it’d be pointless,” Race smiled. “Besides, my daughter brought this on herself.”
“Why did she come home early?” Jonny asked, curious of the reasoning she gave her father.
“You’ll have to ask her that yourself, kiddo. Listen, I gotta get going,” he said, changing the subject quickly.
“Be safe,” Jonny told him.
“You too,” Race grinned. “Stay outta the line of fire.”
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“Mom…STOP YELLING,” Jessie screamed, in the hopes of just shutting her up for a minute. “Why can’t you talk to me like a normal person?”
“Because you don’t listen,” Estella yelled.
“I listen. I hear everything you say,” Jessie retorted. “You’re the one that doesn’t listen. You only hear what you want, and then you harp on me when I don’t give you the answers you like.”
“Jessie..,” her mother started.
“NO…JUST LISTEN,” she said at the top of her lungs. “Please,” she begged.
“Fine…go,” she sniffed, sitting down on her daughter’s bed and crossing her arms.
“Thank you,” Jessie responded quietly, hoping that her mother would let her get it all out.
“I know that you have your heart set on Jordan, but I don’t,” she breathed.
“Jessie, he’s…” Estella interrupted.
“Smart, handsome, polite, comes from a good family, will make a great doctor and some girl very lucky one day,” Jessie finished. “I’ve heard that speech a thousand times and I even agree with some, and believe me it’s just some, of those things, but he’s still not the guy for me, and he wouldn’t be the guy for me even if there was no Jonny.”
“Jonny…”
“…is amazing,” Jessie finished, and gave her mother a look that she better keep her mouth shut. “He’s not dad. They have some of the same personally traits…yes, but they’re not the same person. I’m not making the same mistakes you did. Although, I gotta say I’m glad you made them because I wouldn’t be here otherwise,” she sighed.
“Baby, I…”
“I know you don’t mean it that way, but it still sucks that you say it all the time. And it sucks that you treat daddy the way you do. He’s not the same person that he was eighteen years ago, ya know. He’s a great man, and he tries so hard for me all the time. Why can’t you do the same?” Jessie sighed. “Why can’t you respect my feelings?”
“You think your father would respect your feelings if you told him you loved Jordan?” her mother scoffed. “He’s only supportive because he likes Jonny.”
“You’d like Jonny too if you gave him even half a chance,” Jessie said sadly. “And I know daddy would accept Jordan if I asked him to. I know he’d try anyway. He promised me that he would when I told him it was for real, and he did. Jordan survived the plane ride here, didn’t he?” Jessie grinned. “Well, that’s only because you blatantly lied to dad about my relationship with him. Dad would’ve ripped him a new one otherwise and you know it.”
“Jonny is not good enough for you,” Estella challenged.
“You know nothing about him,” Jessie shook her head. “He’s not just some random guy I found on the street. He’s my best friend, mom. He’s been my best friend for twelve years, and he’s been there for me every time I’ve needed him along the way. He never breaks his promises to me. He tries so hard to protect me…even though I can take care of myself. He supports me. He makes me laugh. He holds me when I cry, and…and I feel like I’m in another world when he kisses me,” she admitted, praying that honesty would work if she kept trying. “I’ve dated other guys…great, well-rounded, and mother-approved Harvard guys, and they don’t hold a candle to him. No one ever could…because no one will ever know me the way he does,” she breathed heavily, waiting for her mother to explode. She didn’t though, which made Jessie worry.
“I’m not totally clear on how he feels though, so you may be worrying for nothing,” Jessie then added nervously, regretting that admission as soon as it left her mouth.
“What?” her mother asked in disbelief, walking out of the room quickly.
“What are you doing?” Jessie asked, following her and watching in horror as she walked right into Jonny’s room. “Mom,” she screamed, but her mother closed and locked the door in her face. “Mom,” she yelled banging on the door. “I hate you so much,” she cried, running back to her own room and slamming the door.
“Damn it,” she berated herself. “What’s wrong with you? Why don’t you think before speaking?”
‘Because this man has scrambled your brain, remember?” she told herself
“Does he really love me?” she whispered, afraid to get her hopes up, but she couldn’t stop if she tried.
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“What the fuck are you doing?” Jonny asked, jumping out of bed to put on his jeans. He had only been in boxers courtesy of his best friend’s curious hands and amazing mouth.
“That’s my question for you?” Estella asked with venom in her voice, as Jonny pushed past her. “Where are you going?” she yelled.
“To see if your daughter is ok. It sounded like she was crying,” he replied angrily.
“Because you care so much, right?” she laughed, getting Jonny to turn around with a sharp look.
“I care more than you could ever comprehend,” he said in disbelief. “I don’t know what I ever did, besides breathing in the same space as your ex-husband, to make you think that I’m Satan’s spawn or something, but I assure you that I’m not. I care how she feels. I’m sorry you’ve never had someone care that much about you, but you don’t have to take it out on her,” he finished viciously and saw a flinch.
‘Direct hit,’ he thought a little guiltily.
“Look,” she started slowly. “I love my daughter, and I want what’s best for her. You are not what’s best for her. It’s as simple as that. You don’t know how to treat a woman. Maybe that’s because you didn’t have one in your life growing up or maybe …”
“Shut the fuck up,” he screamed, going out into the hallway.
“I know it’s not all your fault,” she said, following him. “Your mother probably…”
“I said shut up,” he screamed again, getting in her face a little. “DO NOT TALK ABOUT MY MOTHER. I swear to God,” he said through gritted teeth, taking a step back. He’d never wanted to hit a woman before, but she was testing his patience and it scared the hell out of him. He turned away from her then and pressed his forehead against the wall. He wanted to run away, but his legs felt like jelly.
“With the influences you’ve had,” she continued, shaking her head. “You’re either gonna turn into a womanizing asshole or a man who gets the woman he claims to love killed.”
‘Direct hit,’ he thought again, shoulders slumping and unwanted tears flowing down his face.
“You’re such an evil bitch,” Jessie whispered in shock. She had come back out into the hallway when she heard Jonny screaming. She knew her mother was vindictive, but this was a new low. She had an overwhelming urge to throw her against the wall, but she needed to take care of Jonny first. She knew he wouldn’t want anyone, especially her mother, to see him crying.
“Can I talk to you in private, J?” she asked, pointing towards her room.
Jonny walked in quickly, ignoring Estella’s protests. He didn’t want Estella to see that she had gotten to him.
Jessie squeezed his hand as he passed by and closed the door once he was inside, but she remained in the hallway to confront her mother.
“Get out,” Jessie ordered with no emotion to her voice.
“Sweetheart…,” Estella started.
“No,” Jessie interrupted vehemently. “Get the fuck out…and not just out of this hallway. Get out of this house and stay out of my life,” she finished angrily.
“That’s not gonna happen,” Estella laughed. “I’m not leaving you two alone in this house.”
“We’ve spent weeks alone in this house over the last twelve years,” Jessie informed her.
“A testament to your father’s amazing parenting skills,” Estella mumbled sarcastically under her breath, and Jessie rolled her eyes. “I’m not leaving this hallway until he’s back in his room. I’m not leaving you two alone behind locked doors,” she added.
“Well then, if you’re staying put, I guess I’ll just have to put a pillow over my head when he makes me wanna scream his name,” she grinned.
“Jessie,” her mother breathed in shock. “Don’t throw your life away over him. Please tell me you haven’t…”
“Get…out,” she interrupted again. She was so angry. “I told you…I warned you two years ago not to do this. I told you to stay away from him if you couldn’t respect him and what he means to me. And you didn’t listen to me like always. You came here…and ambushed me…and treated him like shit in his own home. I want you to leave,” she finished as calmly as she could manage.
“No,” Estella replied flatly.
“I hate you,” Jessie whispered, and then received a slap in the face.
“Don’t speak to me that way,” Estella warned.
“Ok,” Jessie laughed morosely. “How dare you preach about that after the way you just spoke to him? How dare you? The comments about dad are bad enough, but I can’t believe you would stoop so low as to throw Jonny’s mother in his face,” she fumed.
“I’ll apologize,” Estella promised halfheartedly.
“No,” Jessie yelled. “You’ll stay the hell away from him. You don’t get it,” she choked on her own breath, letting her tears freely fall. “He didn’t just lose his mother. It’s not like she got sick and died peacefully…and he got to say goodbye, ya know. He was forced to watch as his mother was brutally murdered right in front of him. He was…he was five years old, mom. He was just a little boy. Do you remember anything from when you were five?” she cried. “Well…I assure you that he does. And he didn’t just watch his mother get killed. He had to watch as his father fell apart afterwards too…and it still hurts him. I love him SO MUCH, mom. It kills me to see him hurting. I feel like I’m chocking right now for the simple fact that I know he’s in there upset, so how do you think it makes me feel that my own mother instigated it all?” she finished.
“Jessie,” Estella sighed.
“Please go,” Jessie begged.
“I’ll be in my room,” Estella relented, and Jessie wasn’t about to argue. She knew that was the best she could hope for at the present.
With that, Jessie walked back into her room and locked the door. She then leaned her head against the door for a few minutes to catch her breath and wipe the tears off her face. When she turned around, she saw him sitting in her window seat with his head back against the wall and his eyes closed.
“Hey,” she whispered, rubbing his arm and then sinking to her knees beside him. “Jonny,” she urged when he didn’t open his eyes.
“I’m sorry, but I really don’t like your mother,” he whispered back, looking down at her.
His eyes were a pool of unshed tears that were released when he blinked. He had gotten a handle on his emotions a few minutes ago, but it all rushed right back when he heard her voice and was reminded, once again, of how much he stood to lose.
“I don’t like her much right now either,” Jessie confirmed, taking his hand.
“Yeah, but my reasons are hypocritical,” he laughed. “People tend to dislike those who tell them like it is.”
“Nothing she said was true,” Jessie breathed.
Jonny just turned away from her to look out the window. He didn’t wanna hear her tell him it was all untrue because that felt like such a lie to him.
“Don’t,” he warned, pulling his hand away from her.
“Don’t what?” she asked.
“Don’t defend me, alright? I don’t deserve it, so it makes me feel ten times worse when you do it,” he breathed, getting up to leave. “I just want you to stay away from me right now. I want to be alone.”
“Stop it,” she yelled, freezing him in his tracks. “Don’t tell me what to do. I get enough of that from my mother. And stop pushing me away. I see right through you. I know that you’re trying to protect me, but there’s nothing you could do or say right now to get me to back down. So how far are you willing to go, huh?” she asked. “…because you do have the power to hurt me. You have that power more than anyone, but I’m coming no matter what, so the only question is how much are you willing to hurt me in your unsuccessful attempt to get me to back off?” she finished.
“Jessie,” he breathed, turning back around and leaning against the wall. “I feel like I’m treading water. You’re the last person that I ever wanna hurt, but I would rather hurt you than take you into a situation that I know is really dangerous,” he sighed.
“I am…,” she started.
“… the most amazing woman I’ve ever known,” he interrupted. “Who can take care of herself ten times over, but this isn’t about…”
“…you doubting my abilities,” she finished. “I know that, but I really need you to put yourself in my shoes right now,” she whispered, walking up and putting her hands on his chest. “You may think I’m amazing,” she smiled with a blush. “…but you sure as hell know that I’m stubborn. I’m even more stubborn than you, so let’s just stop wasting our time fighting and work together, ok?” she asked.
Jonny just sighed heavily and walked back over to sit down in her window seat. He wanted her to know that he wasn’t happy about this, and he really wanted to close his eyes and erase the last three hours. He just doesn’t wanna get her hurt. He could feel the pace of his heart increase again at that thought.
Jessie, meanwhile, took a seat on her bed and just stared at him for a few minutes. He refused to make eye contact, but she knew what was going on in his head.
“Ya know,” she began, a little choked up. “I don’t think my father’s a womanizer. That’s just my mom being hateful towards him for obvious reasons, but even if he was, I know that you’re not that way. And I know that you could never be that way,” she whispered. “…because I know your heart, Jonny. You would never do that, especially to me. And don’t tell me that you don’t deserve to be defended…because you have done NOTHING wrong,” she paused. “Maybe you didn’t always make the best decisions, but you had the purest intentions, and that DOES matter. It matters to me anyway, which is why I won’t turn away from you no matter how much you try to hurt me. I may not like it, but I understand why you do it. I know it’s because you care about me…”
“I don’t just care about you,” he interrupted almost painfully, and finally looked at her. She felt her heart speed up at the way he was looking at her. “I’m so in love with you that I can barely see straight,” he admitted again, and she felt it to her core. “No one is more important to me than you,” he shook his head. “If something…”
“Nothing will happen to me,” she said forcefully and completely overwhelmed. “You will never let anything happen to me. I don’t think that…I KNOW it,” she told him confidently, getting up on shaky legs and making her way towards him. “I’m not stroking your ego when I say that I trust you with my life. I trust you with everything, Hotshot,” she smiled, climbing into his lap and kissing him softly. He accepted her comfort willingly. He needed her too much. “And I’m so in love with you too,” she whispered, staring right into his eyes. She could see the wheels spinning the moment she said it. “Do me a favor and tell your mind to shut up for a minute?” she grinned. “Just please let me tell you this without you feeling scared or guilty. And don’t overanalyze. Just believe me,” she urged.
Jonny closed his eyes and took a deep breath at her request. When he opened them again, she felt like he was looking into her soul.
“I know we’re young,” she started. “And I know we have so much left in this life to experience…but I also know that I found the love of my life when I was six years old and I want to experience everything with him by my side. That’s been a scary piece of knowledge for me for so long, and for so many reasons, but the bottom line is that I want this…I want you…and I’m willing to fight for you harder than you could ever imagine, especially if you feel the same way,” she smiled. “I’m even willing to fight with you if you’re gonna make me,” she laughed. “That’s why I’ve been acting so crazy lately. Not because I’ve just realized my feelings, but because I’ve realized that I had to tell you about them. That’s why I came home early tonight,” she sighed, and then looked into his eyes again. “If you decide tomorrow or ten years from now that you don’t really love me, then I’ll walk away, but please don’t try to push me away for my own good. Let me make my own decisions, and don’t doubt for a second how much I need you. Don’t try to figure it out either because I can’t even measure it. I just need you, Jonny Quest. More than I need anything else in this world. It’s just a fact of my existence. And I LOVE you…so if you love me even half as much as I love you, then just tell me that we’ll work it out?” she asked. “Tell me you’ll make everything alright, and I’ll believe you with every breath I take,” she cried. “You couldn’t let me down if you tried. You’re the strongest, bravest, and most honorable man I’ve ever known. You’re amazing, and I feel so ridiculously safe in every way when I’m with you. No matter what happens over the next few days…when all the dust settles…I want us, and I’ll do anything so we can get there if you want the same thing,” she breathed heavily.
Jonny was absolutely speechless. He didn’t know how to respond to that, so he just kissed her like it was the last time he would ever kiss her. He kissed her slowly and with so much emotion that she couldn’t possibly doubt his feelings.
“I love you,” he breathed against her lips when they came up for air, and then he had to close his eyes for a moment to gather his thoughts. “I don’t doubt for a moment that you’re the only woman I’ll ever love,” he said slowly, stroking her hair. “I love everything about you,” he paused. “And I wanna spend the rest of my life telling you why, and making a life with you, and making babies with you,” he admitted. “But I don’t wanna wreck you,” he whispered so heartbroken. “I don’t wanna be the reason you cry, beautiful. How many times have I made you cry since you’ve been home?” he asked, beating himself up. “I don’t wanna hurt you.”
“Then just let yourself love me without fear,” she told him. “Trust me to take care of you, and grab on to me when you feel like you’re treading water. I was only upset because you wouldn’t let me in,” she sighed. “I don’t like seeing you so sad, but I really hate it when you won’t let me help. You really are the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and I don’t wanna lose you. I want to take care of you, and I wanna let you take care of me. I’m scared too, but I don’t wanna throw our chance away because of fear. When have we ever let that get in the way?” she posed.
“You’re right,” he smiled, feeling his heart swell despite his fears. “Are you sure?” he had to ask. “I kinda have issues,” he deadpanned.
“Like I don’t,” she grinned, and he pulled her even closer.
“You're my dream come true," he then whispered, and her smile spread ear to ear. "Will you go steady with me?" he asked with a chuckle. It all felt so surreal.
“Yes,” she laughed, kissing him soundly.
“You should probably break up with your boyfriend then,” he smiled into the kiss.
“He’s not my boyfriend,” she whispered, kissing him again.
“No?” he asked.
“No,” she shook her head. “You are,” she grinned, kissing him deeply until they both needed air.
“I think I actually feel a little better,” he said heavily and with a bit of wonder when she pulled back. “Knowing that I have you no matter what happens makes me feel...,” he smiled, not sure of how to put it into words. He was still so scared of losing her. Nothing could change that.
“You have me,” she confirmed with another kiss. “You always did,” she whispered with a wink. "You always will."
“Can’t we do anything normally?” he then laughed. “I mean, I know we’ve always kinda bucked the conventional, but I pictured roses and a nice dinner accompanying this moment, not tears and fighting.”
“I wouldn’t change a thing,” she smiled. “I don’t need flowers and romance.”
“You deserve them though,” he said, holding her head in his hands and kissing her softly. “I wanna give you everything you deserve.”
“You already do,” she said, caressing the side of his face. “I think I’m so lucky. Not many people get to fall in love with their best friend and have those feelings returned.”
“Promise me something then?” he asked.
“Anything,” she smiled.
“Promise that I’ll always know what’s really going on in here,” he asked, pointing to her heart. “No matter what else is going on,” he sighed. “I need to know that I know you. We make a great team, but we can only be as strong as we are honest with each other, and we’ve had so many dumb miscommunications that could’ve been avoided,” he shook his head sadly. “The only two people who can tear us apart are staring into each other’s eyes right now. I don’t want that to happen,” he breathed. “It won’t unless we let it. You can trust me with anything.”
“I do,” she bit her lip. “…and I promise. Do you promise to let me take care of you?”
“Yes,” he smiled, and then received a kiss on the forehead. She felt his entire body relax, and it made her feel great.
“We’re gonna make everything alright,” she whispered, nibbling at his ear.
“Jess,” he breathed heavily. He’d been finding it a little hard to concentrate for the last few minutes with her so close and straddling his lap, but she was making it even more difficult now.
“I love you,” she sighed against his neck, and then began sucking on the pulse point under his chin and running her hands up and down his bare chest. He felt so perfect, and she loved his body. It really was a work of art. Soft tan skin…warm to the touch…and hard as a rock.
“I love you too,” he whispered hoarsely, focusing on her hands and mouth until she pulled herself a little closer and began grinding against him very slowly. “Oh God,” he panted, coxing her into a deep kiss while caressing the smooth skin of her stomach. She had him past the point of rationale thought again in record time.
“I wanna make love to you,” he then breathed against her lips without thinking.
She just smiled in response and sat back slightly to remove her shirt. “Don’t stop,” she grinned, wrapping her legs around his waist as he stood to carry them to her bed. The look on his face was absolutely priceless. She knew she had made him forget about everything, and that meant the world to her… even if it could only last for a little while.
“I’ll go slow,” he promised softly in her ear, remembering how nervous she was earlier.
“I know,” she breathed, as he laid her down gently and then towered above her. He wasn’t putting any weight on her yet.
“I don’t have protection,” he said quietly, cupping her face.
“My mom’s had me on the pill for over a year,” she smirked.
He laughed outright at that, but decided it was better not to comment on the irony. Instead, he lowered himself to cut off her laugh.
His kisses were long and soft like he was trying to memorize every second and every inch of her mouth. Each one left her breathless, and all she could do was run her fingers through his hair and focus on how good it felt to be underneath him. ‘I love him so much,’ she suddenly thought, massaging his tongue with hers and trying to savor every moment, as well. ‘I’ll never be able to live without this man.’
She’d always known that to be true, but it never felt so real before. The man she loved was about to make love to her for the first time, and then he was gonna head off into a situation that could get him killed. Overwhelmed with that thought, she couldn’t stop the tears from pouring out of her eyes again.
Jonny felt her tears, but knew by the tiny sounds she was making that she didn’t want him to stop. He also knew exactly how she was feeling. It was all incredibly intense and their embrace reflected that. She was repeatedly arching into him as they devoured each others mouths and let their hands roam. After a few more passionate minutes, he began kissing his way down her body. He was afraid of his reaction to her touch if they didn’t move on. It didn’t matter that she had just helped relieve his stress levels a few minutes prior.
“I love your body,” he smiled against her skin. “I’ve been a fan for years really,” he admitted and then felt a giggle go through her. When he reached her pants, he pulled them down slowly, never breaking eye contact. Then he kissed his way up her leg until he reached her knee. “You’re so beautiful,” he said sincerely, rubbing the tops of her thighs.
“I’m ok,” she whispered, sitting up and reaching for his jeans. This time, she planned to enjoy the view of his body fully.
Jonny watched, almost mesmerized, as she undid his top button and pulled down his zipper. Her hand brushed against him as she went, and he had to bit his lip to keep from making noise. He wasn’t aware of much except her hands, but somewhere in the back of his mind it was still registering that they weren’t alone in the house.
When his pants were on the other side of the room, Jonny pushed her back down on the bed and covered her body again. He was in contact with so much of her soft exposed skin that it made his head swim and he had to close his eyes for a moment to refocus.
She kissed him then, and took advantage of his momentary pause to roll them over. Once on top, she covered his chest with light kisses and moaned softly when she felt his erection against her stomach. She knew it was gonna hurt, but she still couldn’t wait to feel him inside her.
Her breathing increased rapidly when she felt his hands on her back. He was struggling to remove her bra again, so she sat up on his stomach and took a deep breath to remove it herself. Meanwhile, Jonny was holding his breath and had his hands on her sides just waiting patiently to see her.
“You trust me,” he whispered, and she knew it wasn’t a question. She just smiled and placed her bra over his eyes. He laughed softly, throwing it aside and turning back to her quickly. She had her bottom lip between her teeth and her arms over her chest.
He sat up at the sight, grabbing her wrists, pushing her down on the opposite end of the bed, and lifting her arms over the edge. Then he kissed her deeply and moaned into her mouth when he felt her chest against his for the first time.
“Jessie,” he sighed in her ear. “I wanna see you.”
“I love you,” she whispered, kneading his back.
She felt him smile against her neck as he kissed his way down her body and she couldn’t help but arch into his mouth every time it came in contact with her skin. When he reached her chest, he kissed every inch before taking her nipple into his mouth and lavishing it with attention.
“Jonny,” she couldn’t help but call out. She wasn’t expecting the shockwaves that went through her body courtesy of his tongue. “Don’t…mmm,” she breathed when he started giving her other breast the same attention. “Don’t stop,” she finished, running her hands up and down his arms.
“You’re shaking,” he said haltingly against her chest a few moments later, kissing his way back up to her mouth again. “Don’t be scared,” he whispered against her lips and then nuzzled her neck. “I will make everything alright,” he said confidently into her ear. “I promise.” And he was almost as confident as he sounded. Knowing that she trusted him made him feel stronger.
“I know, and I’m not scared,” she promised softly, threading her fingers through his hair. “You just feel good… and I may be a little nervous,” she smiled when he lifted his head to meet her eyes.
“Come here,” he breathed, helping her to her knees and turning her around on the bed so she could lie back down against the pillows. He stared at her openly, feeling his excitement and breathing increase exponentially at the site of her in nothing but her white cotton panties. He smiled at the tiny hearts that covered them. She was so innocent, but not, all at the same time. ‘We’ve been through so much together,’ he thought, stroking her thighs again. “I wanna spend the rest of my life with you,” he then whispered with so much emotion.
“Good…cuz you’re stuck with me,” she laughed, lifting her hips to help him remove her last piece of clothing.
“Oh Jesus,” his breath hitched once she was fully undressed.
For her part, Jessie was never so turned on in her life. Between the way he was making her feel and the sight of him almost naked and staring at her like nothing else in the world mattered, she was finding it hard to catch her breath.
“Jonny,” she encouraged.
“Still ok?” he asked heavily.
“I could be better,” she smiled, sitting up and placing her hands on the waistband of his boxers. “I want you,” she whispered right into his eyes, pulling them off carefully.
They just stared at each other for a few seconds once they were both completely naked.
“Hey…hi,” he stumbled, looking down at her. “Sorry,” he smiled.
“It’s alright,” she swallowed, brushing his hair back. “Me too.”
“I love you,” he said, taking a deep breath.
“Show me,” she grinned, kissing him deeply. “I love you too,” she sighed between kisses, allowing him to push her back down on the bed again. It felt amazing to be trapped between her soft sheets and his body. “Do you wanna get under the covers?” she asked.
“No,” he barely managed. “I wanna see you,” he breathed, making his way back down her body. This time, however, he didn’t stop at her chest.
“Jonny,” she urged, excited and nervous at the same time.
“Relax,” he breathed against her inner thigh. He wanted to do everything he could to ensure this would be enjoyable for her.
“Come inside me,” she moaned.
“I wanna…”
“No,” she interrupted. “I mean…later. I want you inside me now. I need you…,” she breathed.
“Not as much as I need you,” he whispered in her ear, positioning himself to enter her.
“I’m ok,” she smiled when she felt him hesitate.
He sank into her slowly then, feeling like he wanted to explode the moment they were connected. She was so tight and so warm. He stopped when he felt resistance, knowing that he was about to hurt her.
“Jessie,” he panted against her neck, and then lifted his head to meet her gaze.
“Just go fast,” she requested. “…and then slow,” she clarified, a little out of breath.
“I love you,” he whispered right against her lips, and then plunged into her quickly.
“Uh,” she cried out at his penetration. It hurt more than she had expected, but she didn’t want him to stop. She wanted to take him away. She wanted to make him lose himself inside her. “Stay,” she said a little strained.
“I’m hurting you,” he stated. He could tell by her face that she wasn’t enjoying herself.
“No you’re not,” she said forcefully, wrapping her legs around him tightly to prevent withdrawal. “I just need to relax and adjust a little,” she told him, taking a few deep breaths. “Stay. You already feel better,” she smiled.
“Are you lying to make me feel better?” he asked worriedly.
“Have I ever been able to lie without you seeing right through me?” she posed and he just smiled. “So, how do I feel?” she asked.
“Mmm…as good as you look,” he sighed, dropping his head into the crook of her neck and taking a few deep breaths himself. “I can’t even describe how you feel right now. I just know that you’re definitely the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
“You can move,” she then whispered.
“Huh?” he asked.
“I want you to move,” she reaffirmed quietly. “I’m alright. I promise. Just go slow.”
He brought his eyes back level with hers then and began pumping in and out of her in short slow strokes. She felt so damn good. He was thanking the heavens she had decided earlier that he needed that blow job. He never would have lasted so long otherwise.
“More,” she whispered, and it was music to his ears. He picked up a little speed and increased the length of his strokes without a second thought, all the while soaking up every reaction in her eyes and enjoying the feel of her chest rubbing against his.
“You feel so…Ha,” he moaned, when she unexpectedly meet his thrust. “Jess,” he called out.
“Mmm,” she breathed, not so much out of pleasure as total contentment. He filled her so completely and she couldn’t shake the thought that the man she loved so much was finally inside her and making love to her.
Jonny knew that he was close, but couldn’t tell where she was. He just wanted so badly for her to be there with him.
“Jessie,” he called out again. She just gave him a sexy grin at that, which quickly turned into a moan when he snaked a hand between them to begin pleasuring her.
“Jonny,” she gasped, once again surprised at the wave that shot through her. “Oh God…don’t stop.”
They continued like that for about a minute before it all came to a head. He tried as best he could to keep focus on his hand, but once he felt her clamp down on him for the first time, he was gone. It felt like every nerve ending in his body was shooting off, and he was completely out of control.
Then he kissed her. He kissed her hard and she gripped the back of his head tightly in response. They moaned into each other’s mouths as he pulsated inside her and she clenched around him every time he buried himself to the hilt. For a few moments, they were somewhere else, but they were there together and it was perfect.
Once exhausted, they held each other like they were the only two people in the world. Jessie sighed with satisfaction as Jonny cover her neck in soft kisses. It took a few minutes before they caught their breath.
“That was so perfect,” she whispered in his ear.
“You’re perfect,” he whispered back. “Are you ok?” he then asked.
“Mmm…yes,” she giggled.
“I like it when you giggle,” he smiled.
“I like it when you make love to me,” she laughed and he pulled up a bit to lean on his elbow and look down at her.
“It does seem to agree with you,” he grinned, pushing the hair out of her face.
“Jonny,” she breathed, bringing her hands up to his face. “I wish you could stay,” she frowned a bit. “I wanna fall asleep in your arms.”
“Soon,” he promised. “I love you.”
“I love you too,” she whispered, cuddling up to hold onto him for as long as she dared.
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