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Confused No Longer	By : harry102 Category: +M through R > New Adventures of Jonny Quest, The Views: 3649 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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- 1-Confused No Longer
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Downstairs of the Compound

When Jessie got home that night, all the lights in the compound were off. ‘Everyone must already be in bed,’ she thought. It surprised her that no one had waited up for her, at least Jonny usually did. She was glad for the most part though. She really didn’t feel like dealing with anyone right now. All she wanted to do was take a shower and then maybe cry herself to sleep. Normally, she would never allow such an option to even cross her mind, but it had been an all around shitty evening and she was tired. In fact, she’s had a shitty couple of weeks. Not only had her so called plan to move on gone straight to hell, but Jonny was going to know that he was right and would probably never let her live it down. The worst part is that she knew he was right when he confronted her tonight and every other time too. Hell, she knew what Brad was all about well before he even asked her out. Of course she had to be stubborn though, and now she was going to pay for it. ‘Why the hell did I chose Brad of all people,’ she thought to herself.

You were upset that Jonny didn’t feel the same way about you, and you knew that going out with Brad would really stick it to him

“Shut up,” she told herself.

When Brad had asked her if she wanted to have lunch with him on the first day of school, Jessie was all ready to turn him down like she had been doing for the past two years. She never wanted anything to do with him or his friends. She knew that the only reason he kept asking her out was because she always said no. It was a game to him, to try and win her like some prize. Jonny knew all of this too, so when he saw Brad talking to her that day, he came over and told him to get lost before Jessie had a chance to say a word. She was grateful, even though she could have handled it easily by herself.

Then out of nowhere, Trista Parker, the most popular and biggest bitch in the school, walked right up to them and started putting her hands all over Jonny. Jessie didn’t even give Jonny time to react. Something inside of her snapped and she decided then and there that she couldn’t just stand by and watch him be with someone else. She told Brad she’d love to join him and walked away without even looking back. ‘He probably didn’t even care,’ she thought. ‘And even if he did, I’m sure Trista got his mind off me real fast.’ She stopped thinking for a moment and sighed deeply.

‘We haven’t even had a real conversation since that day,’ her thoughts continued. ‘Every time he tried to talk to me I just got so angry with him, and all he was trying to do was help. I was angry with myself, not him. I sure as hell took it out on him though. I wouldn’t blame him if he didn’t want anything to do with me for a while.’

She paused her thoughts again and wandered aimlessly through the downstairs of the compound. When she entered the living room, numerous photos of their family greeted her. Dr Quest had always been a little obsessed with immortalizing, as he would call it, special occasions and everyday moments with his camera. That was understandable though.

She walked through the room, perusing the pictures that she saw every day. Each one brought a great memory to mind. Jonny was smiling with that huge infectious grin in every photo, and his arms were around her in most of them, as well. ‘I haven’t seen him smile in a while,’ she suddenly realized.

The last framed picture on the mantle almost brought tears to her eyes. It was of the two of them when they were six, taken during the first summer that she had moved in with them. They were sitting in front of the big oak tree with the tire swing in the back yard. They were both covered in mud, but they had the widest grins on their faces. There was a carving in the tree that couldn’t be made out in the picture, but she knew what was there: JQ & JB--- Best Friends Forever.

She would never forget that day. Every moment and every word was locked into her mind for eternity.

Twelve Years Ago

It was early into the summer and she was looking for Jonny so they could go play and then collect worms. She had only been living at the compound for a few weeks, but that had become their daily routine, much to their fathers’ dismay. For some reason though, she couldn’t find him that day and nobody knew where he was. Her father told her to just wait for Jonny in his room, but she wouldn’t listen. She checked all of their favorite hiding spots and called his name for an hour, but nothing. Finally, she decided to just walk along the beach and collect sea shells until lunch was ready. A couple minutes later, she saw him about 100 feet in front of her sitting in the sand and staring out into the ocean.

She ran up to him as fast as she could and gave him a playful slap on the shoulder. “Hey, where have you been? I looked everywhere for you. Do you wanna go collect some worms now before we have to go in?” She stood there for a second, but he never gave an answer. He just continued to stare out at the ocean. Jessie proceeded to take a seat beside him and waved her hand in front of his face. “Hello,” she said, “anybody there? Jonny, what’s wrong with you? Why are you ignoring me?” He still refused to answer or even move. Jessie then began to shake him just to get a response, but she didn’t like the one she got.

“What are you doing,” Jonny finally said. “Get off of me, Jessie.”

“Sorry, I was just trying to get your attention,” she apologized.

“Well, can you go away now? I came out here to be alone,” Jonny said harshly.

“Why can’t I stay? It’s nice here,” she said.

“JUST LEAVE,” Jonny screamed at the top of his lungs.

“Why are you so angry,” she said with tears in her eyes. “I don’t like it when people get angry. Because then they yell, and they leave you, and you never see them again, or not for a really long time.”

Jonny was going to yell at her again, but softened when he saw that she was crying. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I wasn’t mad at you. I just…I just don’t feel well.”

“I’ll take care of you,” she said with complete sincerity, as she wiped away her tears away with the back of her hand.

When she said that, Jonny looked into her eyes and felt something he didn’t understand.

“I’ll never leave you, Jessie,” he said suddenly.

“Promise?” she asked.

“I promise I’ll never leave you,” he said again so that she would believe him.

“I promise I’ll always take care of you,” she repeated for the same reason.

They gave each other a quick hug, and then ran all the way home so they wouldn’t get yelled at for being late. About an hour before sunset that day, Jessie again found herself looking for Jonny. This time she didn’t have to look very long though. She found him sitting out by the big oak tree in the back yard.

“Hey Jonny, what ya doin?” she asked as she walked up to him.

“Making it forever,” he answered simply.

“What?” she asked confused.

“That we will always be best friends,” he clarified and showed her what he had done to the tree.

JQ & JB--- Best Friends Forever, was carved into the trunk in huge letters. She couldn’t help but smile.

“Jessie?” Jonny asked

“Yeah”

“I’ll always take care of you too,” he said. “Wanna go look for those worms now?” he added quickly with a mischievous grin.

“Yeah, I’ll race ya!” she said and was off.

“Hey, you cheated,” Jonny screamed from somewhere behind her.

When they came back about an hour later, they were completely covered in mud and their fathers were furious they had done this so close to dinner. The smiles on their faces wouldn’t dim though, no matter how bad they were scolded. Their fathers eventually did calm down and decided to take a picture so Jonny & Jessie would always remember that day and the things they put their fathers through.

Present

Jessie didn’t need a picture to remember though. They’d taken care of each other every day since.

“I miss him so much,” she whispered, but wouldn’t let herself cry.

The only thing that brought her any comfort was knowing that she got that asshole Brad good tonight, and in front of half the school at that. Earlier this evening, as she and Brad were walking back to his car after grabbing a pizza, he leaned towards her and made another pathetic, and not to mention grotesque, attempt to get her into his bed, or rather the back seat of his car. Now she’s put up with a lot of crap from rude guys who thought they were kings of the universe, but when he grabbed her ass after making his comments she’d had enough. She dropped him right there in front of everyone. ‘He’s probably still trying to catch his breath’ she suddenly thought as she began to climb the stairs to her room. She couldn’t help but smirk at the idea, even though she had to walk all the way home in the twenty-degree whether. It was well worth it.

Her smile faded quickly, however, as she reached the top of the stairs to be greeted by Jonny’s closed bedroom door. She sighed as she walked past his room, realizing that she would never find anyone that meant more to her. No matter how frustrating and annoying he could be at times, he was always…always there when it mattered, ready to fight for, or defend, her without even needing a reason why. Sometimes it makes her angry that he’s always trying to protect her. Like he thinks that she can’t take care of herself. Deep down she knows that’s not the reason he does it though. It’s ingrained in his blood to keep the people he cares about safe, and she loves being one of those people. Being loved by him, even if it’s always been limited to her role as best friend and confidant, has been the most amazing, free, and unconditional love she has ever felt in her life. His capacity to love astounds her, and the crazy part is that she knows for a fact that a large part of him is still so closed off, even to her. The girl…the very lucky girl that can find her way into the deepest part of his heart is going to be in for one hell of a life. ‘She better never hurt him though, or she’ll have to deal with me,’ Jessie thought protectively.

That was the last thing that went through her head before opening her bedroom door to find him standing in the middle of her room. The only light in the room came from the moon shining through the window behind him. Her eyes locked onto his immediately and she couldn’t tear herself away. Her heart was pounding so loud again that she couldn’t hear the voice in her head telling her not to let him get to her again. He looked like an angel…her angel…backed by the moonlight. She was so overwhelmed by the moment that she couldn’t even say anything.

Jonny took a tentative step towards Jessie when he saw her enter the room and brought his hand up to her face. She froze under his warm touch and unconsciously closed her eyes, shedding tears that she didn’t even know were there.

When Jonny saw that she was crying it scared him because it was something that she rarely did, at least not in front of anyone. He’s seen her cry just a few times in his life, and even then it was only in front of him and for very good reasons. In that moment, he was glad that she still trusted him enough to let go like this, but afraid because he didn’t know what was upsetting her. Without even thinking about it, he ran his thumb across her cheek to remove one of her tears.

That action brought Jessie out of her dream-like state, however, and she tore away from his touch like it burned her.

“What the hell are you doing in here?” she demanded.

Jonny noticed that they were standing in the same position they had been in earlier this evening. He was standing by the door with her turned away. Accept this time he wasn’t going to let her leave and he certainly wasn’t going anywhere until he finally told her how he felt. Ignoring her question, Jonny asked his own.

“Why are you crying?” he said softly

“You care.” She stated harshly.

“Of course I ca…” he began, before being interrupted by her angry words.

“OF COURSE, OF COURSE, OF COURSE… Is that your answer for everything?” she screamed, but refused to turn around.

Her outburst caused Jonny to hesitate for a second, but he wasn’t going to give up.

“Jessie, I…” he tried again, but before he could say anything she turned so they were facing each other again and her beautiful eyes were definitely full of anger now, and not tears.

“Are you happy?” she asked bitterly

She continued before he could answer the question, however.

“What! Did someone call you and let you know what happened tonight? Maybe Kim or Trista or another one of those complete airheads that throws herself at you shamelessly and tries to cater to the every whim of the great Jonny Quest” she finished dramatically.

She thought she saw him wince at her words and that she may have hurt him, but continued anyway.

“Well I’ll just say it ok. I know it’s why you were here waiting for me. You were right, ok. You were right. You want to hear it one more time? You were right, right, right. But I have a news flash for you mister perfect. I knew Brad was a jerk before I even went out with him. I knew his game and everything he was saying about me long before you tried to tell me about it,” she screamed and stopped for a moment to look him directly in the eyes before saying, “And I knew that all Brad wanted to do was get me into bed, and I didn’t care.”

If she thought she’d hurt him before, she knew that she did now. When she said that, he took a step back and looked like he’d taken a physical blow to the stomach.

“Did you…” he started to ask the question, but stopped realizing that as much as he wanted to know the answer, he didn’t. Not to mention that it was technically none of his business.

“Did I what, Jonny?” she asked “Did I sleep with him?” She laughed suddenly. “Do you really want to know?” she asked vindictively, taking a step closer to him. “All the little details, huh?”

She another took a challenging step towards him, but he moved back away from her and unconsciously towards the door. Jonny couldn’t believe what he was hearing. There’s no way what she’s saying is true. He knows her. She wouldn’t do that, would she? Suddenly, he wasn’t so sure and his determination was lost. He knew that he had to get out of her room or he would choke on his own breath.

As he turned quickly to leave, Jessie caught a glimpse of the look in his eyes, and it shook her to the core. She hasn’t seen that look on his face in a long time. In fact, she’s done everything she could to protect him and keep that look out of his eyes since she’s met him, and here she was becoming the cause of it. She couldn’t let him leave hurt because she mislead him.

“Jonny, no wait… I didn’t,” she said hurriedly. He turned around at those words and she could see that he was fighting to keep his composure. “I didn’t,” she said again to reassure him, making sure she had eye contact. “That’s never what I wanted.”

Jonny let a long breath out between his lips and moved back into the room towards Jessie. He was clearly relieved by her admission. “Then why did you go out with him?” he questioned, moving even closer.

“It’s not important.” she replied, breaking away from his eyes.

“It’s important to me,” he said and closed the gap between them again.

This time she didn’t move away, but instead lowered her head and began to cry again. Seeing this killed Jonny. He feels like all he’s been doing lately is hurt the person that means the most to him, so he took her face in both his hands and did the only thing he could think of. He was terrified that she would push him away again, but she didn’t this time. Using his right hand to wipe away the tears that had fallen on one of her cheeks, he brought his other hand up to stroke the length of her hair, down the side of her body and back again. Then he slowly brought his lips down to her face and kissed away every tear that fell from her eyes from that moment on. They stood like that in the middle of her room for a long time. He thought his actions might be upsetting her more because she just continued to cry and kept her eyes closed, but she didn’t move away and he didn’t want to stop.

As he continued to comfort her, like he always had and she knew he always would, she lost all resolve to be mad at him. She loved him. That realization coupled with the tenderness he was showing caused her to cry like she hadn’t since her parents told her that they no longer loved each other. Only this time, all the tears didn’t come from sadness.

“I hate this,” she finally whispered a little breathlessly.

At her words, Jonny stopped kissing her and moved backed slightly so that they were standing with their foreheads together. His lips were so close to hers that she could fell every breath he took, and it was driving her crazy.

“Hate what?” he asked with fear in his voice.

She took a moment to collect herself and then answered, “Fighting with you. The one person that I’ve never felt like I had to pretend around or defend myself to. The only person that has ever accepted me all the way, good and bad.” Jonny wanted to kiss her so bad in that moment and prove that he was still that person, but she continued. “I hate looking into your eyes and not know what your thinking or how your feeling.” She was totally out of breath at this point. Jessie was clearly exhausted, but Jonny couldn’t let his opportunity slip away.

“You’re not looking into my eyes right now,” he stated, noticing that she still hadn’t opened them since she started to cry again.

“I know” she replied simply, but her eyes remained closed. She knew that if she opened them now and looked into those ocean deep blue eyes, the ones she dreams about, she would lose herself to him forever and she wasn’t sure if she could do that yet.

Before she knew it, however, his breath moved away from her lips and he began to gently kiss each of her eyelids, begging her silently she knew to just look at him.

When Jonny felt her relenting, he shifted so that her eyes met directly with his the moment she opened them. Their foreheads were once again together and their lips barley separated, every breath intermingling.

“Hi,” he said slightly above a whisper. He thought it sounded stupid to say at first, but then he realized it was appropriate. He felt like he was staring into those beautiful green eyes for the first time again. Besides, he was so caught up in her that his brain couldn’t process much more than that anyway. He stood there silently for a while committing every detail of her face and this moment to memory.

Jessie suddenly broke the quiet when she said, “You know if you plan on saying ‘I told you so,’ I’ll drop you quicker and harder than I did Brad tonight.” They looked into each other’s eyes for a moment and then burst into laughter. It felt really good to them both.

“I wouldn’t dream of it,” he replied with the grin she’s grown to love. “Besides, that’s not why I was waiting for you,” he said more seriously.

“Then why?” she asked with a mixture of fear and anticipation.

He looked away almost shyly for a second and then reached into his pocket to pull out the remote to her CD player that he had been keeping. Eventually, he returned his eyes to hers, gave a small shrug of his shoulders, and said simply, “I wanted to dance with you.” Then Jonny turned on the song he had programmed into her system earlier. It was Selena’s “Dreaming of You.” He knew that it was one of her favorite songs, not to mention completely fitting for how he was feeling tonight.

She stared at him in utter disbelief as he placed one hand at the small her back to keep her body close and pulled her arm around his neck to keep their foreheads together and their eyes locked. His other hand took hers and massaged it, lovingly locking and unlocking his grasp as he interlaced his fingers with hers. They danced slowly for a few moments. Not really moving that much, just swaying back and forth and holding each other.

Jessie eventually moved a little closer and brought her face to the side of his, so that her lips were at his ear.

“You hate dancing…” she whispered softly.

Jonny closed his eyes completely marveled at the shock she could send through his body just by feeling her breath on his ear.

“…but you love it,” he finished tenderly.

Those words silenced all her doubts and she rapped both arms around him now, never wanting to let go again. The song eventually ended, but that didn’t faze either of them. They just continued to hold each other and enjoy every new feeling they were experiencing together.

“I’m sorry,” Jonny whispered back to her, breaking the comfortable quiet.

“For what?” Jessie questioned confused.

“That it took my head so long to catch up with my heart,” he said sincerely. He could feel her smile against his neck and knew that he was forgiven. She didn’t have to say a word.

Finally, Jonny took a determined breath and stood back only a few centimeters to hold her face in his hands again. ‘Ok, this is it,’ he told himself. He looked her deep in the eyes and was ready to confess what his heart had known for most of his life. For some reason, he didn’t have any trouble saying it this time.

“I love you, Jessie Bannon,” he breathed right against her lips.

Jessie felt a little lightheaded when she finally heard him say those words, but was able to collect herself just enough to respond whole-heartedly.

“I love you more, Jonny Quest,” she said with a smile in her voice.

“Not possible,” he challenged.

“Ok,” she relented.

“Did you just let me win our first fight, beautiful?” he asked, pretending to be shocked.

She couldn’t help but grin, knowing it would be the first of many fights to come as a couple. She also knew that they would work through every one and grow closer in the process.

“Yeah, but don’t get used to it babe,” she quipped, finding it hard to concentrate with him standing so close.

“Ok” he mumbled before finally closing the miniscule distance between them and kissing her amazing lips. The kiss was slow, and gentle, and perfect. He continued to kiss her softly for several minutes. Small, sweet, and almost innocent kisses. Eventually, he settled his lower lip in between hers to begin sucking on her top lip, while stroking her cheek with his thumb. For a while, Jessie didn’t really respond that much. She was just enjoying his touch and letting him take the first steps. When she started to return the kiss, however, it was with as much vigor as Jonny was expressing. She finally caught his lower lip and happily gave him as much attention as she was receiving.

The kiss remained so heart achingly slow that it made them both weak in the knees, but, at the same time, it grew deeper and more passionate with each passing minute. Jonny let his tongue slip through her lips at the first opportunity she allowed, and began to gently massage her tongue with his. Jessie let his hands travel down the sides of her body, to graze every curve and then come to rest on her hips. She was beginning to feel lightheaded from his actions. Nothing and no one had ever made her feel this way before.

When he pulled away slightly so they could both catch a breath, the words were out of her mouth before she even had time to consider them.

“I don’t wanna stop,” she whispered through a glazed expression, and began kissing him again. This time, with considerably more passion. She wanted him to feel what she was feeling right down into his soul.

She didn’t have to work too hard to achieve that, however. The moment those words came out of her mouth, his brain shut down. Then his instincts took over, immediately using the hands he had on her hips to pull her flush between his legs. Couple that sensation with the way she was kissing him and running her fingers through his hair, and he was pretty sure she could feel the beginnings of the effect she was having on him.

“Jonny,” she cried softly, releasing his mouth and tilting her head back far enough that he began kissing his way down her neck without hesitation. She offered no objections, arching her back even more to give him better access. Her hands fell from his hair, landing flat against his chest and rubbing gently. She didn’t feel capable of doing much past that because the attention he was giving her throat was unbelievably distracting. He’d kiss her lightly under her chin, move to suck on the pulse point below her ear, and then lick his way across her neck to the other side.

‘He’s so amazing at this,’ she suddenly thought, but dismissed the thought as quickly as it came, not wanting to think about who else he’s done this with.

She was breathing heavily at this point and couldn’t control her response when he ran his tongue along her collar bone.

“Uh…,” she moaned, and her hips unconsciously rolled into his growing arousal.

This caused him to pause, his own breath exploding out of his body as he didn’t anticipate any of this, let alone that particular reaction.

“God Jessie,” he said, trying to catch his breath. “What are we doing here?” he asked in the only moment of clarity he’s had since they began kissing.

In reply to his question, Jessie brought herself back to eye level with him and tried to steady her breathing a little. “What does it feel like?” she asked, pulling him back towards her mouth, as she purposely grinded against him this time.

“Ha…I want you,” he breathed before their lips met again, their tongues immediately finding each other. As they continued to kiss, Jessie was getting a little light headed. She didn’t want to stop, but she couldn’t continue standing for much longer. So she took control, and began to move Jonny towards the plush couch in her room, which was the closest piece of furniture she could see.

Without ever breaking the intoxicating kiss, she pushed him down into a sitting position and climbed into his lap. Her legs straddled him, but she wouldn’t allow their hips to come together, which was frustrating Jonny beyond belief. She’s up on her knees and has pulled herself so close against him that her pelvis is pressed against his belly button, and he swears he can feel the heat emanating from her. Since she’s positioned herself slightly above him, his head is bent back against the couch in order to accommodate their kissing.

She’s teasing him now, and clearly enjoying herself. She keeps pulling away, and then slowly descending back down onto his mouth. What he really wants is for her to stay as close as she is, but move her entire body down his a few inches. With his hands on her hips, it takes every ounce of strength he possesses to not pull her down against him. If he did, he would be gone. There would be no turning back.

He’s breathing so heavily now that he’s sure she must be able to hear his heart beating through his chest. It sounds like an eighteen wheeler inside his own head. The next thing he knew though, she suddenly stopped kissing him. When he opened his eyes to look up into hers, he saw in them a mixture of wonder and fear that brought him crashing back to reality.

“You ok?” he asked quietly, and pulled her head down a little to give her a small kiss.

“Yeah,” she said, pulling back and leaning her head against his. “I just need a second,” she admitted.

“You know you can have all the time you need, right? I mean, I love you and I’m not going anywhere. We have all the time in the world, so we don’t have to rush into anything. I understand if you’re not ready. This all did kinda happen pretty fast,” he finished a little strained, but clearly meaning it.

“Well, it did and it didn’t,” she said with a smile.

“Yeah, you’re right,” he agreed. “But at least our eyes are open now, and…”

He didn’t get to finish because she stopped him mid-sentence by putting a finger to his lips. “I don’t want to waste another second with you,” she started and looked down for a moment with an almost embarrassed smile. He put his hand under her chin and forced her to look him in the eye before continuing. “I love you too, and I want you tonight. It’s just that I um…,” but she cut herself off this time.

“What is it?” he questioned gently, gaining a little more control over his voice, which wasn’t easy considering she’s still hovering just slightly above him.

“I..,” she started again. “Oh, I really hate this.”

“Hate what, Jess?”

“I hate feeling insecure about anything,” she admitted.

“What are you feeling insecure about? You’re the most beautiful girl, inside and out, that I’ve ever known. No one even comes close to comparing,” he told her honestly. “Besides, you know that you never have to feel insecure when you’re with me.”

“I know, and I usually don’t, but this is a little different,” she began. “I mean I know you already know this. Well, at least, I think you do. You should…”

“Baby, you’re babbling,” he interrupted, and couldn’t help but notice that she was looking at everything in the room except him.

“Look at me,” he insisted quietly, but forcefully. He then captured her face and held it in his hands so that she couldn’t look away. “Tell me.”

Looking into his eyes, a fresh wave of desire overtook her, and it had nothing to do with his proximity. She just realized that she has no reason to ever be afraid or embarrassed to tell him what she’s thinking, and that level of intimacy rivals what they are about to do.

With a resounding breath and looking deeper into his eyes than she ever has before, she told him the truth.

“I just don’t want to disappoint you. I know we’ve pretty much always avoided the subject of sex. It’s kinda weird that we don’t talk about such a huge part of life since we tell each other everything else, but I honestly don’t care what we’ve done in the past or who we’ve done it with. I just want it to be about us going forward. That being said, I’ve never done this before. I’ve never done any of this before, and the reason I feel a little insecure is because I don’t like the idea of being compared to other people, especially if they have more experience. I can’t help it, I’m competitive,” she finished with a small laugh to try and cover up her nervousness, but she kept her eyes on his.

Jonny’s first instinct was to laugh because she’s being ridiculous, but he suppressed that instinct thinking she might get the wrong idea.

“Jessie…look,” and he paused trying to figure out how he wanted to word this.

“No, it’s fine,” she interrupted before he could figure it out. “I said I didn’t care, and I meant it. I just don’t want this to be disappointing for you at all”

“I think if anyone has the right to be scared about this being disappointing, it’s me,” he said. “I mean, I know this is going to be unbelievably enjoyable for me, but it’s not easy knowing that it won’t be that way for you. I happen to be pretty competitive myself, in case you haven’t noticed these last few years,” and he let that hang for a moment while they shared knowing grins.

“I don’t wanna hurt you,” he confessed, barely above a whisper.

“It’s a natural part of life,” she shrugged. “Besides, I know that it’s not always gonna hurt, and there’s no one else in the world I’d trust this with, Jonny.”

She said this while looking him straight in the eye, and Jonny couldn’t help but picture himself sinking inside her, and how amazing that was gonna feel. Both, emotionally because she’s his world, and physically because she’s gonna be so tight. That urge to pull her down on him is becoming overwhelming again.

He kissed her then, and made little noises in such a way that let her know he loved her, but also that he wanted her now. He released her reluctantly to tell her one more thing.

“I want you to know something before we totally pass the point of any cognitive thought cause I’m definitely on the brink,” he breathed heavily.

“Yeah?” she asked, clearly distracted.

Both of their eyes were still closed, and he began talking directly against her lips.

“I’ve never done this before either,” he confessed.

“Really?” she asked, sounding shocked.

“You don’t believe me?” he asked

“I don’t think you’d lie to me, it’s just hard to believe that you haven’t,” she replied quietly

“I’ve had opportunities, and I won’t say that I wasn’t tempted. Things have gotten a little out of hand, but I couldn’t ever bring myself to go through with it.”

“Why?” she asked, needing to know.

“A lot of reasons I guess, but, bottom line, because they just weren’t you,” he professed.

He thought that would be the final words between them for a while, but she caught him off guard with another question.

“What do you mean when you say things got a little out of hand,” she asked.

He couldn’t help but grin a little as he responded, “I thought you didn’t care.”

“I don’t,” she lied. “Now, I’m just curious. You’re the one who brought it up.”

“Ok,” he started. “I’ve never gone past kissing, except once.”

“What did you guys do?” she asked, as she reached back slightly and began to run her hand up and down his outer thigh.

“Um,” Jonny started. It wasn’t easy to concentrate on anything except her hands, and the fact that he’s painfully hard inside his jeans at the moment. “She just used her hands,” he said. “And…um,”

“And,” she encouraged, as she sat back on her feet and now had both of her hands running along the tops of his thighs.

“Are you trying to kill me?” he asked, breath labored.

“Just answer the question,” she asked, biting her lip and giving him a sexy grin. He knew she was just messing with him, and it was turning him on.

“And,” he emphasized, grabbing her hips and pulling her a little closer. “That entire experience doesn’t even compare to the jolt that went through me the moment your hips were up against mine,” he told her, and got another sexy grin.

“You mean like this,” she asked, as she brought her lips roughly to his and pushed her pelvis onto his erection

“Hell yes,” was all he could manage before she arched her back, placed her hands behind her on his knees, and began to slowly grind her hips into him. Their eyes remained glued while she tortured him like an expert.

As she felt a slight pressure beginning to build in her from the contact they were sharing, she firmly placed her bottom lip between her teeth and threw her head back to get a better angle.

Watching her writhe on top of him was almost enough to make him cum right there, but when she used her hands on his knees to spread is legs a little further and get better access, he knew this wouldn’t last long if they didn’t move on soon.

As he looked up into Jessie’s face, he could see that she was clearly enjoying this, as well. However, he did not realize how much she was enjoying it until she began to moan and move a little faster against him.

It was then that he grabbed her hips, and stilled her movements. When she looked at him in confusion, he pulled her mouth to his, and breathed huskily, “Not like this, baby.” Then he crushed his lips to hers, wanting to just kiss her for a few moments in the hopes of getting some feeling back in his legs so he could get them over to the bed.

When he felt like he could stand up without falling over, he placed one hand on the back of her head, so her lips couldn’t leave his, and the other at the small of her back, so he could support her while she wrapped her legs around his waist as he stood.

They had made it halfway to the bed when she purposely slid down him and put her feet on the floor. He was about to ask if everything was alright, but didn’t get the chance as he felt her hands begin to pull at his shirt.

Once he realized where she was going, he helped her by ripping his shirt the rest of the way off, and throwing it across the room. Before he even had the chance to begin removing her clothes, she was working on his jeans. Watching her unbutton his pants, and slowly pull down his zipper so intently was probably the sexist thing he’d ever seen.

When she was done undressing him for the moment, she stepped back to remove her shoes and socks. Then, keeping her eyes on his, she pulled her own shirt over her head. He couldn’t help but lick his lips. She was wearing a strapless black bra that had obviously shifted during their activities, so that she was spilling over the top a bit.

“You’re so beautiful,” he breathed, making his way closer to her and to the bed.

She just smiled and began to unbutton her own jeans when his hands stopped her. “Mine,” was all he said, as he began to kiss her again and remove her pants.

Once she had kicked her jeans away, Jonny couldn’t resist running a finger along the crotch of her cotton panties. He gulped, and had to break their kiss for a moment when he felt how wet she was. When his finger rubbed against the top her lips, she cried out and tried to push against him. That was his cue that this needed to move to the bed right now.

Before she had a chance to protest, he moved both his hands to the back of her thighs, right below her butt, and lifted her up until she had her legs around his waist again. He then took her over to the bed and lied down on top of her, kissing her like there was no tomorrow. She still had her legs wrapped around his waist, but began to rub her feet along his calves when she felt him release her lips and begin moving down her body.

With only their undergarments still on, and Jonny slowly kissing his way down to her breasts, Jessie couldn’t help but smile. She can’t believe that the events of tonight have led her here, but she wouldn’t change a thing.

“Shit, I have to go get a condom,” he voiced suddenly, breaking contact with her skin.

“Side drawer,” she said with effort, pulling his head back down to her throat. “I knew I’d get you into my bed eventually,” she laughed breathlessly.

She felt him chuckle against her neck. “You little vixen. How do you know you have the right size, huh?” he asked, smiling and trailing kisses along her shoulder.

“Mmm…I pay a lot closer attention to you when you’re changing from your shorts into your surfing body suit than I let on. Those little speedos don’t leave much to the imagination baby,” she informed him.

He laughed out loud at that, and sat up a bit to look her in the eye as he moved his hand around to the clasp of her bra. From the way she was looking at him, he knew that he had silent permission to take it off.

Jessie twisted her body at the waist both to give him better access to the clasp, and to reach in her drawer for the condoms. She deposited the box on the bed, as he threw her bra to the floor. When she laid back down, his breath hitched in his throat. It meant the world to him that she trusted him this much.

He straddled her as he watched her breasts go up and down while she breathed deeply in anticipation. Her breasts are not that large. A small B cup he’d guess, but they’re perfect for her body. And he knew in that moment that he was gonna worship this body for the rest of his life.

“Jonny,” she cried softly unable to wait any longer while he drank her in.

Her voice brought him out of his haze, and he slowly ran his hands up her sides until he was cupping her chest. His rough hands running over her felt amazing, but when he began to run his thumbs over her nipples in a circular motion, she thought she was gonna explode from the sensations that shot through her.

She arched her back, and he began to rub a little faster, enjoying the look on her face and the small sounds she was making. Without warning, he dipped his head down and replaced his thumb with his mouth.

“NA…HAA,” she screamed out so loudly that he thanked God his father and Race sleep on the other side of the Compound. His brother is another story.

“Don’t stop,” she cried, as she felt his tongue leave her nipple. He smiled, as he kissed his way across her chest to suck just as eagerly on her other one. “Mmm…Baby,” were the most coherent words coming out of her mouth. She was just making random noises and Jonny was loving that he’s the reason for that. He could get real used to those noises.

Jessie was loving this attention, but decided that she wanted to return the favor. So she pulled his head up into a searing kiss, and flipped him over onto his back. Before he had much of a chance to react, she was heading south. As she made her way down his muscled stomach, he loved the combination of her lips and hair against his skin. This was the best night of his life.

When she reached his belly button, she dipped her tongue in and raked her nails up and down his chest and abs. His natural reaction to all of this was to thrust his hips up. She could feel his erection between her breasts, and decided that she wanted a closer look, so she sat back on his thighs to examine him more closely.

His size was clear, judging from the large bulge straining against his cotton boxer briefs. Jessie had a slight moment of indecision, afraid that he wouldn’t fit, but she knew logically that probably wasn’t a real issue. She reached out and ran her hand over him, noting that this caused him to grab fistfuls of the bedspread and suppress a loud groan.

“Jessie,” he almost begged. “You’re so amazing, don’t stop,” he said, echoing her earlier pleas.

Any indecision that she had was now gone, as she grabbed a hold of his raised hips and ran her tongue under the waistband of his briefs.

“Jess,” he breathed heavily, and she pulled off his last piece of clothing, careful not to hurt him as his erection shot straight in the air. She ran her hand up and down its length, noticing how hard and soft it was at the same time. She then looked up into his desire-filled eyes, and reached for a condom. She slipped it on him, as he reached up for her so they could switch places.

Once she was comfortable, Jonny reached down and removed her black panties. She lifted her hips to help him, and then they were both totally naked for the first time. He just stared at her again, trying to memorize the moment.

“You’re so beautiful,” he told her for the second time, but she didn’t want to wait a second longer. She pulled him up to her again, gave him a soft kiss, and then grabbed him and motioned for him to come between her legs.

He had other plans, however. Instead of moving between her legs, he began moving down her body again, determined to make her cry out his name before he hurt her.

“Jonny, what are you doing…AAHH. Oh my GOD,” she gasped, as his tongue licked its way up her lower lips and went inside her a little. He quickly made his way to the top of her lips, however, and began licking and sucking her as passionately as he was kissing her mouth earlier. He needs her to cum soon because he’s about ready to explode himself. The way she keeps saying his name over and over again, and the way she keeps trying to thrust her hips into his face is not helping his situation either.

She has her hands buried in his hair, and her legs wrapped around his neck. Jonny can’t take much more of this, so he grabs a hold of her upper thighs to brace himself and begins to suck on her so hard that he’s afraid he might hurt her.

“JONNY…Yes baby…ha…HA…AHHH,” Jonny could feel her cuming against his mouth, and it was amazing. “AHHHH.” He can only imagine how amazing it’d feel to be inside of her while she orgasms. Her muscles clenching around him and driving him even farther over the edge.

“Oh God,” he said at that thought, kissing his way back up her body while she came down from her high.

As soon as his mouth reached hers, she stuck her tongue so far down his throat that he thought she might be trying to suck his soul out, but he wasn’t complaining.

“Baby, that was mind-blowing,” she told him against his lips. He just grinned and kissed her again before pulling up and looking down at her.

“Will you get inside me now please,” she smiled up at him, still a little breathless.

He didn’t need to be told twice. With her help, he pushed into her until he felt resistance. She seemed to enjoy the first part of his penetration, but he could see that she was just bracing herself now.

It’s a good thing that he loves her so much because it’s not easy trying to take this slow. He’s fighting against his natural impulses to just ram into her.

He had to take a steadying breath at that thought.

“Are you sure?” he asks.

“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life,” she told him.

Jonny was on his knees between her legs, and helped her wrap her legs around him. He put one arm around her waist and placed the other on the bed next to her head. Hovering over her, he’s totally astounded by how much he loves her, and he silently mouths those words to her before pulling back slightly, and then plunging into her body.

“OH GOD,” he groaned loudly, but it wasn’t loud enough to drown out her tiny cry, which tore at his heart. She was so warm and tight around him that it was almost painful not to move, but he needed to know that she was ok. When he looked down into her eyes, he could see that she was fighting back tears and biting her lip in pain.

“I can stop,” he breathed. He was ready to pull out, but she wouldn’t let him.

“No, don’t stop,” she said slowly, running her hands up and down his back. “I just need to adjust for a second,” she told him.

When he looked down to see himself totally enveloped in her, a jolt of electricity went through him. About a minute later, he heard her voice.

“Ok,” she started. “Can you try to move slow?’ she asked.

Jonny placed his forehead against hers, and moved so that he was leaning on his elbows. He began to thrust slowly, only pulling back a little before pushing forward again. He kept his eyes on hers to make sure that she was ok, and eventually laced his fingers with hers behind her head.

This positron made it really hard for him to get the kind of rhythm going that he craved, but it still felt amazing.

“Oh yes,” she suddenly moaned, surprising him. And, out of nowhere, her legs fell from around him. She planted her feet, and began to meet his thrusts.

“You alright?” he asked.

“Go faster,” she begged, pushing him up on is arms so he’d have better leverage. “It feels good now…mmm…don’t hold back. I love you!” She wanted his experience to be as intense as hers.

And he couldn’t hold back anymore. The sounds of their hips smacking together was driving him mad. He just wanted bury himself as deeply inside of her as possible. With that in mind, he abandoned his ‘on all fours’ position and got up onto his knees.

This made it more difficult for her to keep up with his actions, but she was more than willing to let him take control. He recognized that he had a great view from this position, but didn’t take the time to appreciate it. Instead, he gripped the backs of her knees and began driving into her like a madman.

“Oh my God,” she cried. He was going so deep inside her right now, and that thought was enough to start sending her over the edge again. She’s can’t believe he’s gonna make her cum again. “Nah…ha… that’s a great spot baby…you’re so amazing…oh God, please cum with me,” she panted.

That was not gonna be a problem because he could feel that he was about to burst. He could see that she was close too, but couldn’t believe it. He did the best he could to speed up his actions even more, so that this was just as good for her.

Jessie knew that this was gonna be over in a matter of moments. All she cared about was him having the most intense orgasm ever, so she sped up her actions too and began to play with her breasts while giving him an evil grin.

“Holy shit,” he cried, as soon as he saw her touching herself. Then he felt her walls contracting around him. He exploded inside of her about five seconds later, drowning out his cries by turning his head and sucking on her inner thigh.

After feeling like he’d been drained of all the sperm in the world, Jonny collapsed on top of her and buried his head in her neck to enjoy the aftershocks. If he was too heavy for her, she didn’t let on. She just wrapped her legs around his waist again and her arms around his neck. She ran her hands through his hair and kissed his temple, waiting for his breathing to slow.

“You were so incredible,” she told him. “Thank you for making it perfect.”

“You are incredible,” he breathed against her neck. “And I love you more than anything.”

“Can I keep you,” she whispered, smiling and already knowing the answer.

He grinned, “I’m staying here until you make me move.”

“How does forever sound?” she asked.

“Perfect,” he replied.
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