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All grown up-and how!	By : englishwitch2003 Category: +M through R > Rugrats / All Grown Up Views: 21591 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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All grown up- and how!
Englishwitch
Beta read by: Corsair420
Disclaimer- I have nothing to do with All grown up- it is the property of Nickelodeon and Klasky Csupo.

Chapter 2- revelations

“So, do you?” Asked Suzy’s voice, breaking Kimi out of her trance.
“What?” She asked confused. Suzy laughed and repeated her question.
“I was just wondering if you had a special girl in mind. It’s alright if you don’t want to say.” Kimi shook her head.
“No, it’s fine, you can ask. But I don’t have anyone.” She stared out of the window again at Tommy’s home. She began to feel guilt over using her friend like that. She would have to explain to him before he got the wrong idea.
“Why don’t you stay for tonight? Looks like you could use a friend right now.” Kimi felt her heart rise in her chest. She felt like a million butterflies were floating in her stomach. She stared again at the shape of Suzy’s body underneath her loose fitting nightclothes. It hurt her to lie to her best friend like that. But how could Suzy understand her true feelings? That every minute that Kimi spent with her, she wanted to hold her hand, hold her close and kiss her lips and thinking about those things while also knowing full well she couldn’t do it was driving her insane. How could Suzy understand that it wasn’t friendship that Kimi had wanted from her for a long time?

“Hey, earth to Kimi.” Suzy waved a hand in front of her face and Kimi snapped out of her trace. With a small gasp Kimi turned for the door.
“No thank you Suzy, I’ll be alright. I think I’d better just go home.” Suzy looked a little disappointed, but nodded her head.
“Alright, but call me if anything else comes up, all right?” Kimi nodded and turned away, she felt her mood descending with every step she took.

It was late when Kimi returned home. Her father and mother weren’t happy, but she accepted their punishment, being grounded for a week wasn’t much when you didn’t feel like going anywhere. She locked herself into her room and booted up her computer, hoping to lose herself in surfing the net.

*Onlinecouncillor.com* was one that she’d found recently. It was apparently a chat room that was run by a qualified psychologist. He was totally professional, he even scheduled appointments so that people could have privacy.

Japangirl: has logged on.
Doctor.D-Hi japangirl.
Japangirl-Hi.
Doctor.D-How are you today?
Japangirl-I don’t know.
Doctor.D-What do you mean?
Japangirl-are you sure this is all confidential? How much can you really trust a chat room?
Doctor.D-I can assure you that everything said here is entirely confidential. Psychiatrists are merely trying to keep up with the twenty-first century. You have seen the tight security I have on this site. Passwords and scheduled appointments for an hour of time.
Japangirl-I know.
Doctor.D-So? How are things?
Japangirl-bad.
Doctor.D-Why? What’s wrong?

Kimi hesitated; she didn’t feel right about even thinking about talking to anyone else about sleeping with Tommy. She only told Suzy because she was an emotional titanic at the time. Going down fast. But if this guy was really the doctor he claimed to be, surely he might be able to have some useful advice.

Japangirl-tonight I made the biggest mistake of my life. I slept with one of my best friends.
Doctor.D-you were not ready?
Japangirl-it’s worse than that. I slept with him because I was so desperate to find out the truth about myself.
Doctor.D-and what truth is that?
Japangirl-I think I’m gay.
Doctor.D-it is natural for people to feel unsure about their sexuality. Rest assured, the feelings you are having are perfectly natural. Everyone seeks sexual experimentation at some point in their lives.
Japangirl-but not everyone decided to fuck their best friend to try and find out the truth.
Doctor.D-what do you think drove you to such a desperate act?
Japangirl-I was just so scared that I might actually be gay. I had talked about it to only one of my friends, she my absolute best friend actually. She stood by me when I told her my feelings. But I don’t know if my other friends would be so understanding.
Doctor.D-How many friends are we talking about, remember you don’t have to use names.
Japangirl-seven, including my understanding friend. Well, one of them is kind of my brother.
Doctor.D-Kind of?
Japangirl-our parents got married when we were both babies. Obviously I couldn’t go to him.
Doctor.D-obviously.
Japangirl-it’s just too personal
Doctor.D-your right, talking about your sexual feelings is not a conversation to have with your brother.
Japangirl-his best friend is the one I slept with. T is such a…I guess the word is noble, person. I knew that if I asked him to keep it a secret he would.
Doctor.D-T?
Japangirl-You said no names, I think I’ll just use letters.
Doctor.D-your choice.
Japangirl-S, is my understanding friend, C is my brother, I can’t go to him T is his best friend and a good friend to me and I took total advantage of him just so I could answer a personal question.
Doctor.D- You don't think your friends would understand that you were having sexual thoughts about other girls? What did you think would happen if you told them?
Japangirl-I didn’t know, that what scared me the most. You see I like to think I know my friends, from what they would like for their birthday, to how they would react to a certain situation. But with this, I didn’t know how they would react. even S, I didn't know how she would react when I told her I thought I was gay, but i'm still afriad to tell her the whole truth, that i'm in love with her. I don't think I could stand it if she turned away from me after everything she's helped me through.
Doctor.D-How do you think this led you to sleep with Tommy.
Japangirl-I wasn’t sure that I really was gay and I just had to be absolutely sure before I could even begin to think about how to tell them.
Japangirl-I never told you his name was Tommy, who are you?
Doctor.D: has logged off.

Kimi stared at her computer screen in horror, who had she just been talking to? She had told them so many intimate details, that was obvious by the fact that they had managed to figure out it was her on the other side of the net connection. Kimi had to know who it was, she had to stop them before they spread this around.

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Back at his home, Dill quietly shut down his computer. He should have known that becoming Doctor.D was a bad idea, but it just seemed like so much fun when he’d thought of it. If he'd known one of his friends would be coming out of the closet to him then he might have changed his mind.
C was obviously chuckie, his dad married Kimi's mother when they were only little. T was obviously Tommy because T was the bets friend of C. And S was obviously Suzy and Dill understood her fear at that moment because even with his wild imagination he couldn't think how Suzy would react to the news that Kimi loved her in more than a frinedship way.
“Poor Kimi.” He said to himself, then he glanced at his door and thought about Tommy just across the hall. Tommy should know why Kimi had done that to him. It was sick, the way she had just used him as an experiment to find out about herself. Dill would never have expected something like this from anyone he knew.
“Well, maybe the little blue guys from the fourth moon of trag. But certainly not Kimi.” Tommy had to know, Tommy deserved to know.

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