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Chapter 5: Am I Evil?
8, October 2027 AD, 8:44 (Homeworld's Time)
Planet Crystallia (Homeworld), "Our Lady Diamond Of Hope" Hospital.
Inside the big Hospital. Zircons or sometimes refer as "Gem Healers" are doing their job to keep wounded or "sick" Gems. Mostly they are fixing Gemstones from any cracks that Citizen or soldier got somewhere.
Doctor Hilon, a specialist in therapy is reading his daily reports of Gems behavior. After Jasper became corrupted, The homeworld Institue wants to create new devices that will help Gemstones from corruption.
The OLDOH hospital was tasked to keep Gems that are in corruption stage in containment. But Hilon mostly deals with Gems that has social problems like anger issues and more.
Hilon pushes a button to activate his microphone, he leans to it and speaks "Next patient please."
The doors open. The Emperor Carnelian entered his office. He is without his mask or hood today.
Hilon quickly stood up and salutes "My lord" He adds.
"Sit, Doctor" Carnelian waves him off. He approached picture of him, checking himself in the picture.
Hilon then sat on his chair and checks his documents "Is something wrong today, my lord?"
"I need your help" He quickly says, so quickly that Hilon didn't get his words.
"I'm sorry?" Hilon politely asks.
"I need your help" Carnelian slowly says, making his tone angrier.
"Please then, take a seat" Hilon offers him.
"You mind if I don't, Doc?" Carnelian shrugged his shoulders.
"No, do as you like"
"Thanks."
Hilon grabbed his pen and starts writing down on his paper. Carnelian begins to walk slightly left and right "Oh, Creator...". He presses his hand to his forehead "Creator..." He took a deep breath and releases it in seconds. He stops and looks at Doctor.
"You know what, look..." He begins, but nothing comes from his mouth. He throws his hand in the air "I'm just gonna take off," He threw his arms in the air and walks to the exit "I'm not in mood for this stupidity." He turns around to Doctor.
Hilon raised his eyes "As you wish, my lord" He lowers his eyes and continues writing.
Carnelian opens the doors and stops, he touches his ratty beard cheek and looks at the room. He closes the door and turns around to Doctor Hilon. "Can I ask you something, Doc?" He makes one step "I mean...you're the wise Pureblood and all that stuff."
"*Chuckles* Go ahead."
"Do you believe in evil and good?"
"In human's understanding?"
"Yeah...like: There is evil guy who battles against the good guy and all that stuff." Carnelian air quotes
"No..." he smiles at his leader "No I don't." He gets up from his chair "Evil and good are just opinions of others. Nobody can be evil and good; Everyone does as they fit."
Hilon gestured Carnelian to take a sit on the couch "Tell me, why are you asking about the Evil?"
"Well...I read many Human magazines about villains and heroes. Villians reminds of me," *points to himself* "they always telling something ambitious and want nobody to stop his plans."
"So...Did you see yourself as the villain?" Hilon sat on the chair again.
"You're saying that I'm an Evil guy that wants to kill everyone?" Carnelians confusingly ask him.
"No. I think that Ellysians and Humans think you as evil because you harm them while Gems and Equestrian's thinks you are the good guy because the way you're making them in the better place."
"True" Carnelian rests his head, staring at the ceiling.
"But there is more than Evil in our conversation." Hilon smiles.
"Yeah, it just...I really can't recognize myself, Doc" He raises his head to him. "It's like...I fell anger every time when somebody tells me that I don't want to hear."
"We all do, It's Gemirians society. But I think It's because of your daughter you have anger issues?"
"No...it's because of my grandson, Doc. What I did in hangar ten years was-..."
He throws his arms in the air "Horrible."
"Horrible?"
"Yes, Doc. H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E...horrible"
"What did you did as it calls "horrible?"
"Bad things, Doc. I made my grandson suffer, then I ruined the life of Celiana and Zeira and destroyed the independence of human race.
"I think it more than that, my lord. What exactly made you be in that stressful situation?"
"Well a lot of things, Doc. It's since my childhood."
"Did your father and mother abused you?"
"No...I never saw father in my life, and mother always been with me. I was just a village kid in the Razorian Empire. Back then, it was a small community. But I had friends and that girl that I love so much.
"Tell me about her"
"Well...She was really sweet to me. She was a like an angel. Every time I saw her...it warmed my heart."
"And how long you were happy?"
"16 years...Then the Zecuran army attacked my village, they pillaged everything and everyone. I saw a dying mother in my hands...telling me to be strong and confident." Carnelian trails off in the end. A small tear comes down from his eye.
"I'm sorry, my lord. But it's clear you survived the attack. What happened then?"
"The Dark Order finds me; years later, They trained me as one of their members. The Harbinger herself gave me a medal for serving my nation."
"Who was the Harbinger?"
"She was a leader of the Empire. We believed that she was a goddess send from the skies. Even thought that goddess played games with me." He growls in the end.
"But did you get any events that shatter your personality?"
"Yes...when Aura Quartz...The Second Pink Diamond and my daughter... betrayed me and killed her own mother. I screamed in hours...but I get my revenge...I-ripped-her-Gemstone- when she was still breathing."
"In your opinion, Why you get so angry?"
"Because...Golden Diamond was like that little girl from my village. When I met her as the daughter of the shaman, I...-" His sighers leans slightly forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "I already fell in love. She was my happiest and dearest Gem that I ever saw...and she never supposed to die like that."
"Hmm...I see that Golden Diamond really made you happy but what about Pink or Rose Quartz. How was she like?
"She only born when her sister started a war on Homeworld. I never spend that time with her but she defiantly was the opposite of Aura. Golden wished that she would become a Pink Diamond...but it never happened.
But does she know that you're her father?"
"She doesn't remember me. I gave her to third Pink Diamond as one of her court members when she was two years old. I made that others Gems think that Rose born in Alpha Kindergarten...but in fact, Pink or Rose Quart is not her real name...we gave her a name. She also is not a real Quartz class Gem."
"Interesting...But what you did after you lost your power?"
"I mostly spend my time with Celiana and Zeira when they were kids. I mostly helped to escort them to their houses. They always called me "Uncle Carny."
"Hmm...skipping to your grandson. Tell me...what your first thoughts about him.
"When our agent told us about Rose's son. I was happy again...I hoped that my grandson would listen to me...But..."
"But...He didn't?"
"He didn't, Doc." He takes a deep breath "I was angry again. I felt how my rage filled my veins as I stab him...but rage didn't stop here. I nearly killed Blue Pearl, I let her go...but I wanted her to suffer the same fate as her Diamond. Then I humiliated Celiana in front of her own soldiers and court."
"But after that?"
"I calm down and forget about everyone. I started everything to win Ellysian and others."
Hilon stops writing down on his paper and checks it. "Hmm. Do you have anyone that you love right to know? It will be better if you marry someone...it will ease the pain."
"No, Doc" Carnelian hisses "I promised myself that I won't change my wife...even she is dead."
Hilon checks his writings again "Well...you could do yoga. There is class that does yo-"
"I won't do it in any circumstances" Carnelian growled at him
"Then...I'm afraid your only hope is yourself. You need to somehow ease your pain. But I have one suggestion to you...personally."
"Which one?"
Hilon removed his glasses and looked at him "Your only hope is...your own grandson, my lord. Somewhere...down in your heart; you still care for them, and in one day...you will be stood on his side, my lord. He is part of your family" Hilon made a smile to Carnelian
He placed his hand on his shoulder "Remember this, my lord; somewhere down in your heart; you still care for them. One day...you will be stood on his side. He is part of your family...just like your wife, Rose, and Aura." He repeats his words.
Carnelian looked at Doctor like he is about to have serious problems. Carnelian furiously grabbed his paper, stood up from the couch and began walking to the exit "Thanks for nothing!" He closed the door, slamming it.
Hilon sighs desperately "One day...He will realize" He thinks. "But if he not, then his feelings will be broken by a far more powerful person."
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