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Subtext Is So Not The Pretext	By : tecate Category: Kim Possible > FemmeSlash - Female/Female > Kim/Shego Views: 19901 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Kim Possible, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Disclaimer: Kim Possible is owned by Disney not me. So love hurts, we all know that. But does love still hurt when you don’t even know you’re in love? Is it still painful when you think it’s something else? I guess the hero is about to play the villain.

Chapter 13: Beautiful Day For A Break
The next morning brought a brilliant cloudless day to Middleton. Kim’s alarm went off and an annoyingly cheerful tune filled the room. The teen covered her head with her pillow trying to block out the perky sound and the beaming rays of daylight that were invading her precious darkness. That didn’t work. She reached out for the infernal alarm and threw it onto the floor. With a loud thud it fell silent. She groaned and rolled back over onto her stomach. She didn’t want to get out of bed today. She didn’t even want to be alive today thinking of what she knew she had to do.
Then a sick feeling came over her and she bolted for the bathroom. She barely reached the sink before she threw up. The teen hero wiped the bile from her mouth and splashed her face with water. With a grim expression she told her reflection in the mirror, “This isn’t gonna be easy.”
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Shego had finished her morning workout and was returning to her room to shower. Drakken was in his study reading the paper and having coffee. “I’ll get your yPods today,” she told him, “I wanna go shopping anyway.”
“Thank you Shego,” he replied continuing to read the paper.
The villainess showered and got ready to go out. She decided to take a cue from her Kimmie and left her hair wet instead of drying it. I do look good this way, she acknowledged looking at herself in the long closet mirror. She selected one of her best outfits and finished dressing. The pale green woman looked truly stunning. Now it was time for her rendezvous with Kimmie.
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Kim was still wearing her senior cheerleading uniform from the morning’s end of the year pep rally. The teen was on edge and pacing in the school parking lot waiting for her arch-foe to arrive. A familiar sleek black sports car slowly pulled onto campus. The conflicted teen could feel her insides wanting to come out as the car slowly rolled to a stop in front of her. She held her stomach and got into the car.
Shego leaned over to kiss her. The sexy villainous vixen looked radiant. Kim had never seen Shego look so gorgeous. Her hair was wet and wavy. She had on a very short skirt and the cutest top that on any other day the teen would have asked her where she had gotten it. Today however was not the day.
Shego kissed Kim who let out a sigh and slightly kissed back. She was trying hard to keep focused but the pale green woman wasn’t making it easy on her.
“What’s wrong Cupcake?” Shego asked her, feeling the difference in Kim’s demeanor.
“I can’t see you anymore,” the girl replied firmly. I said it. Why don’t I feel better? Shego opened her mouth but didn’t speak. Kim Possible was already regretting what she had said.
“You can’t be serious,” the thief clucked to her in disbelief. “No one knows about us.” She tried to touch Kimmie’s cheek but the girl flinched away from her. “We don’t have to stop.”
“Yes. We do!” the teen crime fighter snapped back digging deep into herself to find the resolve to end this. She glanced in the general direction of her soon to be enemy (again) but the sight was too much for her. She quickly dropped her gaze down to the lime green stitching on the seat between her legs and continued in a monotonous voice, “Shego, I’m not gay. I love Ron.”
“Okay, now I know you’re lyin’!” the fallen hero shot back getting angry. “Where’s this coming from?”
“I was just curious, that’s all!” she stated simply, trying to be as emotionless as possible. “Now I’m over it!”
“Over it?!?” Shego grabbed Kim’s face and forced the teen to turn towards her. The redhead turned but couldn’t make eye contact.
“I was with Ron last night and he makes me feel in a way you don’t… In a way you can’t,” Kim lied finally looking at her lover though still not having the courage to look into her eyes.
“I have toys!” Shego blurted out in a roar surprising herself and Kimmie.
The cheerleader blinked hard and tried not to let her mind go there. “No, that’s not it,” she assured her finally looking into Shego’s eyes, “You’ve nothing to worry about in that department.” You’re incredible in bed, her head screamed.
“What is it then?” the villain asked her voice faltering a bit. “Are you…”
“Safe,” the young hero interrupted her; “He makes me feel safe.” Kim touched Shego’s face wanting so badly to tell her the truth. “He can give me stability and one day… a family.”
“I can give you all of those things too!” the ex-hero shouted not even thinking of what she was saying. “I lo-”
“Oh NO,” Kim gasped breathlessly trying hard not to cry as her emotions started bubbling over. Shego kissed the palm of Kim’s hand and the teen pulled it away from her.
“This… this isn’t that,” the girl stammered breathing deeply trying to muscle through. “It’s sex… just sex.” Good lord how did it get this far? Kim’s mind was reeling.
“Oh,” Shego sniffed sobering up. Pull yourself together! You can’t be in love with her. You hate her. “Well I guess I got a little carried away.”
“Yeah, we both did!” Kim affirmed composing herself yet again. “Look Shego, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt…”
“No Kim, it’s okay. I’m fine. I just got caught up in the moment.” She looked away. She didn’t want Kim Possible to see her about to cry. “That’s the problem with villains,” Shego snorted with her usual tone returning, “They always lie to get what they want.”
“Yes,” Kim conceded opening the car to get out, “We do.” She shut the door and ran back into the school.
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Shego sped away from Middleton High. She felt the tears coming. She felt the sadness and anger welling inside her. In an instant she was 19 again; hurt, broken and alone. She didn’t know where to go. She didn’t know what to do.
She beat the steering wheel and screamed, “Fucking shit!” Tears were streaming down her face. She was sobbing uncontrollably. “She’s fucking lyin’ to me!” Shego turned the car around and barreled towards Go City.
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Kim ran to the girl’s restrooms. She entered into the first stall and threw up again. “Oh God!” she whimpered as she started crying. Her heart was shattering. She knew now that Shego had fallen in love with her and without a doubt she too was falling in love with Shego.
She pounded her fist into the metal wall of the stall. The pain radiated up her arm. She hit the wall with her other hand denting the metal in a little. The pain felt good. She kept beating the stall. The bell rang and she abruptly stopped.
A group of girls came into the room. Kim held her breath as she just listened to the sound of the girls gossiping. She stared at her bloody fists as her blood began to rain droplets onto the floor.
The girls stopped talking and Kim heard Bonnie yell, “Ugh gross! Put a tampon in will you!”
The hero lost it! She kicked the stall door out and stepped on it stalking towards Bonnie Rockwaller who was now in shock, walking backwards and staring at Kim’s bloody fists.
“I’m so sick of you!” she snarled at Bonnie with a glazed over bestial look in her eyes the sent an icy bolt of fear through the other girl. She walked up to the brunette cheerleader who was now wedged between two sinks up against the wall. Kim raised her fist to hit her bitch of a rival as Bonnie braced herself and closed her eyes.
God what am I doing? As much as she deserves to get her ass kicked just once, this anger isn’t for her. “Forget it,” Kim seethed putting her hand down, “A few more days and I’ll never have to look at you again!”
The redhead stormed out of the bathroom dripping blood down the hall. Students gasped and moved out of her way as they saw her. She went to her locker and grabbed her backpack; she needed to get out of here.
Monique ran up to her at her locker. “Girl, what IS wrong with you?” She grabbed one of Kim’s forearms and held it up looking at her knuckles. “Have you lost your ever lovin’ mind?” The hero just growled at her. “Yep, you’ve lost your mind!” Monique tugged on the teen crime fighter and she slammed her locker closed and glared at her. “We need to get you out of here baby girl!”
Kim followed her best girl friend out to the parking lot and they got into Kim’s car. “What’s going on?” Monique asked. Kim just sat there quietly. “Come on GF, you’ve been acting strange since last week. Spill it,” Monique demanded.
“You wouldn’t understand,” Kim muttered looking away from her. Just leave me alone Mo! “Try me!” her best friend shot back. “Is this about the other guy, ‘cause I know all about other guys!”
“It’s… it’s… agh… MONIQUE! I’ll talk when I’m ready,” Kim growled giving the other girl an evil, threatening look.
That girl’s got some heavy shit goin’ on! “Fine, but I’m here for you if… when you need me,” she empathized getting out of the car.
Kim Possible sped off toward her house. She just wanted to be as alone as she felt.
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Shego arrived at Go Tower and let herself in with her green Go Team glow. She went to her old room which was just as she had left it so many years ago. It was like stepping back in time. She removed the sheets covering her furniture and bed. She fell onto her bed; it felt so good to her. She was emotionally exhausted and she had a massive headache from crying so hard. She reached for her little stuffed kittyconda Cuddle Buddy and curled up. It wasn’t long before she fell asleep.
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Dr. Betty Director had seen it all. However she hadn’t seen that confrontation coming. Kim Possible’s just having a little freak out, she thought to herself. Betty needed proof of Kim’s feelings for Shego. She picked up her phone and called Will Du into her office.
“Yes, director,” Will said.
“I need heavy surveillance put on Kim Possible... including bugging her bedroom. I only want level 5 personnel on this assignment,” the director instructed in her usual professional voice.
“It will be done,” Will responded, “I’ll have her car and bedroom bugged within the hour.”
“Thank you Will,” Betty replied softening her tone and nodding to him.
“Can I ask what this is about?” Will inquired with his hand on the doorknob.
“You can ask,” Betty said curtly.
“I see,” Agent Du sighed frowning as he left her office.
Betty slammed her fist down on the table beside her. “God damn it!”
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