Subtext Is So Not The Pretext | By : tecate Category: Kim Possible > FemmeSlash - Female/Female > Kim/Shego Views: 19901 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Disclaimer: I am not the owner of Kim Possible, Ron Stoppable or even a naked mole rat. Disney owns everything! Ok, so things are going to start to get sticky and unpleasant in this chapter. Kind of like when you have gum on your shoe and you track it on the carpet. M-es-ssy.
Chapter 12: That Bitchy Voice Of Reason
Kim ran out to meet Ron as he pulled up to Dr. Drakken’s seaside lair. She was sweating and she looked oddly messed up.
“Sorry I’m late. You okay KP?” the blonde sidekick asked as he got out of the car to let her drive. Damn, she looks torn up!
“I’m fine. Let’s get out of here,” Kim stated getting into the car.
“I would hate to see what Shego look’s like,” he joked with a nudge to her side.
“What do you mean?” she snapped casting her boyfriend a sideways glance. There’s no way he knows!
“Well, she has to look worse than you and you look beat. I mean she must’ve given you one hell of a workout,” Ron guessed offering the hero a smile.
“You have NO idea!” she incredulously replied turning on the car’s Kimmunicator. Wade Load came in on the screen slurping on a fountain drink as always.
“Where do I return this?” the teenage crime fighter asked hoping she didn’t have to go back to Go City. She was unusually exhausted after her “run in” with a certain green super villain.
“Kim, Mego’s in Middleton and he can return the neuron amplifier to Go Tech for you,” Wade informed her with another slurp of his drink. “He’ll meet you at your house.”
“Mego?” Kim repeated frowning sounding oddly suspicious. “How convenient,” she muttered and turned off the Kimmunicator exhaling deeply.
“I wanted to ask you something,” she said turning to her best friend.
“Sure KP, ask me anything,” Ron beamed stretching his arms out in a gesture that implied he was an open book.
“Do you like it when we have sex?” the redhead inquired bluntly.
“WHAT? NO! I mean... No. Yes. YES!” Ron blabbered getting very nervous. Rufus covered his ears and dove deeper into his owner’s pocket.
Kim laughed, “Is that a ‘no’ or a ‘yes’?”
“Honestly?” he petitioned looking like is pet just died. Kim already knew the answer by this.
“I was too…” she began. Demanding.
“It’s me Kim,” the boy cut her off. “I wasn’t ready. I mean I wanted to because that’s what, you know, we’re supposed to do but…” He looked out the side window. “It was all too much too soon.”
“Yeah,” she replied sadly. She really did want things to work out with Ron. She loved him. She wanted so desperately for him to make her feel the way Shego did. Maybe that’s the point Kim; maybe no one’s supposed to make you feel like that because it’s not right.
The silence that settled in between them ate at the boy. He wanted nothing more in this world but to be what Kim wanted him to be. “But I do love you,” Ron added finally turning to face Kim. “We’ve been friends forever and I care about you. I did it because I wanted you to be happy.”
“I know you did,” she affirmed. “I love you too; I want to be with you but…” Kim stopped herself. She wasn’t ready to tell Ron about Shego, but she knew the love she had for Ron was nothing like what she was starting to feel for the pale green villain. What if what I feel for her is..? Oh God, she couldn’t even let herself think like that. Kim could almost feel a vice tightening around her heart.
Ron watched Kim has her facial expressions changed with her thoughts. “I know Kim,” Ron lamented looking away again. Tears were forming in the corners of his eyes. “We’ll always be friends.”
“Best friends,” the redhead reassured him as she pulled up to his house and leaned over to kiss him goodbye. Ron let out a pained sigh and the person Kim Possible cared about most in the world just turned away from her and got out of the car.
Did we just break up, she wondered.
KPKPKPKP
Shego zipped up her jumpsuit and went to see what Drakken was up to. She picked up her gloves from the floor but didn’t put them on. She couldn’t stop smelling her hand. Ummm Kimmie, she mentally hummed walking out into the corridor and down to her employer’s office. I could get used to this.
“Is she gone?” he asked not looking up from his project.
“Yeah she’s gone,” Shego sighed.
KPKPKPKP
Kim pulled into her driveway and parked next to Mego’s purple car. The Go City superhero was dressed in a three piece suit and sitting on the couch talking to her parents as the young crime fighter walked in the front door.
“Hello everyone,” she greeted folding her arms to cover her chest so that no one could see she wasn’t wearing a bra.
“Hello Kimmie!” Kim’s mother replied cheerfully to her.
“Mego here was just telling us some of the funniest stories about Shego,” her dad informed her and the trio laughed. Kim was starting to feel really uncomfortable.
“Kim, I believe you have something for me,” Mego stated holding out his hand and looking down his nose at the girl with a condescending frown on his face.
“Yeah, it’s in the car. Will you come with me to get it?” the teen solicited still with her arms folded and looking down at the ground.
“Certainly,” he deadpanned nodding slightly. He turned back to the Possible’s and changed his tone to be pleasant, “Thank you for the lovely tea!” The superhero followed the girl out to the driveway.
Kim reached into her pocket and handed Mego the neuron amplifier. The purple man gave her a sly smile. “You look like you just got fucked six ways from Sunday Kim Possible!”
“MEGO!” she yelled with her eyes wide. He took the tiny device from her hand and spun it over in his hand looking at it as if it just might be interesting. He looked back up at the teen and surveyed her frowning at first then the faintest hint of a smile curled on the corners of his lips.
“You might want to put a bra on sweetie,” the superhero suggested pointing at her nipples.
The young hero crossed her arms again and glowered at him. “Am I that obvious?” Kim bleated nervously.
“Kimmie…” Merrian paused as he examined the frightened look on the girl’s face. He sighed and nodded. Damn it to hell, NOT THIS AGAIN! Mego… I can’t resist her,” Kim confessed.
“Yeah, you and half of Go City!” the slightly purple man retorted. “Seriously Kim, what ARE you doing with my sister?”
“I… I don’t know,” the teen admitted thinking about her ‘relationship’ with Shego. “I… God, she drives me crazy!”
“Well let me give you some advice Princess,” Mego offered getting into his car. “With Shego you need to be sure!” He tapped his head with his finger and started his car.
“I need to know something,” the young hero spoke up over the hum of his engine. Mego nodded and turned off the car. “How… I mean why, why did Shego leave the team?”
Mego started his car again. “Look Kimmie, if she hasn’t told you then it’s not my place to do so.” He rolled his eyes and exhaled deeply. How stupid is she? “I guess she wants to make the same mistake twice,” he commented sadly, pulling the car away from the confused teen.
“Trust me Possible; Shego isn’t worth lying to your friends, your family and throwing everything away for fifteen minutes of heaven. But…” the purple man paused as he backed onto the street and Kim followed his car, “If somehow you’ve managed to get my sister to fall in love with you and you love her…” He smiled. “She’s worth every sacrifice you’ll have to make,” Mego finished and revved his engine as he took off.
Kim just stood there on the sidewalk watching the purple car turn the corner and drive out of sight. The teen hero could swear she felt the whole turning of the earth slow down as the vice around her heart tightened up a notch. This is not good. She shivered and ran up to her room.
She was thoroughly confused. She had no one to talk to about her feelings and well, she wasn’t even sure of her feelings. She stripped off her mission suit and headed for the shower. The young hero looked at herself in the mirror. She did look bad. Her hair was untamed and she had hints of black lipstick on her neck and face. Thank God it looks like dirt, she thought.
The young hero turned to survey the various bruises and scars she had acquired over the last few years. Nearly all of them had been inflicted by Shego. What am I doing with her? I can’t believe I’m willing to throw everything away for someone… like her.
As the girl stepped in the shower she began to cry. This can’t be happening to me. I won’t let this happen to me. I’ve had my fun, she reasoned. It’s time to move on. Shego’ll understand, I mean she’s probably just having her fun too. This isn’t serious. And Ron, oh God Ron! I can’t hurt him. IF he finds out he’ll never forgive me. I can’t lose him too.
KPKPKPKP
Ron sat up in his room in the attic. He was trying to figure out what had happened today. Things were fine, he thought. “Rufus, you think that was a break up?” he asked the naked mole rat who was patting him on the head.
“Non’t noh,” the rodent replied.
“Me either buddy, but it sure felt like one.” Tears filled the blonde’s eyes.
KPKPKPKP
Shego sat bored as hell in the main control room with nothing to do. She was pretending to read a villain’s magazine while her thoughts drifted around. She reflected on her time as Miss Go with Kimmie. She remembered how good it was to be able to just talk to her freely. Freely, not really free when ya can’t say what ya wanna say. She snorted.
“Good article?” Drakken asked.
“What? No, just thinking,” Shego replied absentmindedly as she returned to her inner ponderings. She wondered if she could now freely tell Kim Possible things. If she should tell her archenemy how she felt. How she had been feeling. How she was falling in love with her. How she wanted to be able to wake up next to her. Fight next to her. Just take her somewhere where and be totally alone with her. She wanted to know everything about her. She wanted to know that other side of Kim Possible, the one that wasn’t a hero. The one that cursed like a sailor, danced like a stripper, and fucked like there was no tomorrow. How can Kimmie save the world then do everything else she does? “I guess she really can do anything,” Shego commented out loud without thinking.
“Who did Kim Possible take down this time?” Drew asked hearing Shego’s remark.
“You wouldn’t believe me if I told ya,” she replied with a scowl.
“I don’t know why those magazines always run stories on her anyway. Like we need to be reminded about how little miss perfect always wins at our expense,” Dr. D clucked.
“Yeah,” Shego sighed. She always wins and someone always pays.
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