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Paranoia	By : Ik3dA Category: +G through L > Invader Zim > Slash - Male/Male Views: 2536 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Something to take into consideration before and while reading this chapter:
NOTHING IS QUITE AS IT SEEMS.
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Chapter Ten: The ‘Annihilation’ Issue Part One

“Help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god”

“Closer” by Nine Inch Nails

“I hate it!! I hate it!! I HATE IT!!!”

The laptop, the cell-phone and the AC adapter went to slam themselves against the wall of the abandoned story, jealousy was such a beautiful thing it seemed, Dib crawled to his laptop to check if the hard disk wasn’t damaged, he grabbed it from the screen, which was heavily cracked, but apparently the rest of it wasn’t THAT damaged, he grabbed the hard disk and slammed the rest of it against the wall again…

“Fucking alien…”
“Wow…I didn’t know you’d get so worked up over losing something you didn’t even appreciate…”

Dib turned slowly to look at the alien; his expression looked sadly enraged, though it didn’t seem like he was going to move from his sitting position next to the wall anytime soon…

“How did you find me?”
“How could I NOT find you?? You don’t know how to hide at all human…”
“So…you always knew where I was…”

That added to the feeling of being ignored…

“Almost…I had better things to distract me and I couldn’t come over and kill you spontaneously…because I have a plan that will not, absolutely WON’T fail this time…”
“Distract you? So you already have him? How much of a whore can you be if you sound so happy?”

Dib smiled a bit, and it obviously didn’t please the alien because he approached Dib and pressed a laser-gun against Dib chest, right upon his heart.

“Don’t compare me to your hideously disgusting species…”
“…shoot me, you said you wouldn’t fail this time…not even I can survive a shot through the heart, you wouldn’t have to worry about me anymore.”

Zim sat next to him, the laser-gun away for the moment, he embraced Dib, stroking his hair, it felt a bit tangled, Dib grunted, being held by the alien wasn’t precisely his idea of comfort.

“You’re so pathetic…you’re beautiful Dib-stink…”

And now the alien was slowly kissing his way up from his cheek to his temple…

“Stop it Zim! I know I’m not the one you want…”

Zim nuzzled his cheek against Dib’s, he really seemed to be having lots of fun…

“How can you be so sure?”
“Because you wouldn’t want to kill me as much as you seem to want to…even if you’re a sadist…”
“You’re so wrong…”

Zim’s arms encircled Dib’s middle, pressing him flush against the alien while he gave Dib’s neck one long and slow lick, Dib dipped his head…

“C’mon…leave me alone…let go…”

It was funny, Dib was pushing Zim slightly away, but his heart didn’t seem to be completely into, so he pushed the human to the floor, pinning him down with his weight, sliding his claws under Dib’s shirt, nibbling and sucking his neck’s skin…but Dib made the stupid mistakes of possessively embracing Zim in return and moaning, urging him to continue with his ministrations…it made the alien laugh deep inside his throat…

Dib regretted his actions the immediate second after, but letting his arms slide down Zim’s back and grabbing fistfuls of the alien’s clothes was no way of compensating, he grunted, he was annoyed at himself, tilting his head to the side, trying to distract himself so he didn’t have to gasp out of lack of air and something else as Zim moved up again and licked the corner of his lips…

“I like you Dib; your body that is…it must be quite strong to have survived what I did to you…much worthier to destroy…”

But his will was only strong enough to muster some little words, silently against the lips of the alien; he was completely and utterly losing the battle.

“What…do you want from me?”
“Obviously not the same you do…”
“Ah…”

Dib managed to gather what little dignity he had left and lifted himself from the floor, leaning on his elbows, and even if Zim wasn’t THAT heavy, it felt like a terrible pressure was upon him at the moment…he was being toyed with, again…

“Get off me…”
“So moody…”
Zim didn’t like to be ordered around, so it took him a while to get off Dib, however, the human wasn’t about to shut up just yet, he was confused, but understood everything that was happening at the same time, he just didn’t know the reasons…

“Zim…why do you do this?? Why do you disturb me like this if you’re going to kill me? Didn’t you have enough with stealing my dad away from me??”
“It’s quite simple…”

This time, the alien did get off of him…

“Why should I let you die with only one regret and only a single trauma?? I thought you would’ve understood that already…”
“…I do understand…”
“Well…that’s just perfect Dib-human…”

Apparently Zim didn’t plan on staying anyways, and he’d obviously not come to kill him just yet, but Dib didn’t know how he’d gotten inside that place or out of it either…he only knew he was just as alone as he’d been before but more desperate.

-.-

Irkens don’t sleep, everybody knew that, so Zim was bored out of his mind, lying on what could be called his bed, because Irkens do rest once in a while…it was night time, and he was still waiting for that stupid particle accelerator to finish creating positrons, apparently it will only take it some more hours, 4 at maximum…but he was getting lonely in his space station, he guessed Membrane would either be busy with some weird experiment, because he’d taken a liking to his laboratory or he would be asleep…

The computer’s mainframe and AI brain were in his base on Earth, but still he could order it around from the station, so, in order to avoid a hideous self-destruction and to kill some time he went to sit at his control panel…

“Computer!! Open the communication link…”
“Where to master?”
“You know where!!”

Some seconds later…

“Hey you!!”

Basically nothing could be seen on the other side of the screen, only the faint light of a purplish moon entering through some really high window…so the figure couldn’t really be seen either, but Zim knew who he was talking to, no need to actually ‘see’ it…the voice sounded groggy, apparently he’d been rudely awakened by the Irken…

“Huh? Zim!? What do you want this late? You could get me in trouble you moron…”
“And also out of them so don’t complain”
“Mm, alright…either way, if I keep it quiet…I suppose no one will hear…what is it now?”

Zim scratched his chin thoughtfully for some seconds…

“I’m…bored…yes, bored…and kind of confused…”
“That’s new…I thought you were the sure type…”
“I guess there’s always a first time for anything…”
“Soo…what could be interesting enough to confuse you??”

Zim slouched in his chair, he felt like a rag-doll, or maybe an old sock would be a better analogy…

“A…human…I’ve been doing stuff with a human…”

A little silence stretched over the conversation, Zim slouched a bit more, he seemed to be very nervous and edgy, and it was kind of reasonable…

“Define…stuff…”
“You DON’T want to know…it’s disgusting…but, very nice…at the same time…”
“Um…ok, I don’t want my imagination wondering around…but then, why are you confused??”
“I don’t know!! I mean…I don’t know why I do it!! He’s a human; I’m supposed to conquer them and destroy them, which I will STILL do, but…I’ll spare him, somehow…”

Zim turned for a few seconds towards the control panel and shoot a laser beam towards some random point on earth, and then he returned to the conversation.

“That made me feel a little better”
“OoOk…anyhow, did you say he?”
“Yes…”
“Do you love him?”
“WHAT!?”

A heavy sigh was heard, but obviously out of frustration.

“Zim, I know your race doesn’t like to think about ‘feelings’ because you think they are weaknesses and completely useless…and yes, they might complicate your existence a bit more than war does but, that doesn’t mean you don’t actually HAVE them, or so I want to think it…”
“But he doesn’t deserve Zim’s love!!”
“C’mon!! Then why would you spare him!?
“Maybe he’s just a toy…”
“You’re the only one that can tell.”

Zim grunted, pulling at his antennae dramatically and then sprawling on the chair tiredly, whispering to himself.

“Do I love him?”

He looked to the screen out of the corner of his eye…

“Don’t you have any light switch inside that cell??”
“No…we can’t have a lot of things inside here, you know?”
“Jeje, you stupid slaves…”
“Zim, hurry up and tell me if you love him or not and let me sleep!! You would’ve gotten it out of your system by then and I suppose you’ll feel better…”

Zim was too deep in thought to listen to what the other had just said, loving someone was going too far, or maybe not…a light snoring sound disturbed his thoughts.

“Hey!!! How dare you fall asleep!?!?”
“Ugh…Zim stop it! I suppose you’re not bored anymore…”

Zim grinned.

“I wonder what would you say if I opened a wormhole right now and went over there?”
“…I’d accuse you of sexual harassment…”
“Eew!! But you wouldn’t say the same if it was Lard Nar right??”
“Leave that matter alone…so…do you love him Zim?”

Zim got serious.

“…I don’t know…”
“Mmm, aw well, it’s almost dawn here so, I’d be very grateful if you let me sleep at least some few minutes…you only need to think about it…”
“Maybe…”
“Good-bye then Zim”
“Yeah…”

The link got interrupted and was replaced with a lot of static, Zim wasn’t bored anymore or lonely, but he did was confused, it was true that Irkens don’t like to think about feelings at all, but he’d found himself hating or paying too much attention to a lot of people during his life so it could only make sense that they had them in the end…

But he’d never thought he’d love someone because no one had ever loved him, but that didn’t depress him, he liked to think of it as being ‘feared’ by everyone, and of course that had never been the case, and who the hell was he trying to trick, of course he loved the human!!

“Master! The cannon is ready…”

Zim turned to face the control panel, apparently the levels of positrons were finally acceptable and the cannon could be fired a total of 10 times, better to have more than necessary, right?

-.-

Dib was torn between the options, he could either move to another city again in a feeble attempt to hide or he could return home already, either way the alien would know where he was…for the time being he’d try not to kill himself, the alien seemed to have taken that matter into account already…
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