A Prayer for My Sister

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Though your orb is lighter than a dream
'Tis a burden which consumes all my might
Upon the dusk my force of will sends it aloft
My teardrops, icy fire 'neath the bluish glow
I can think only of you, my cherished

To my strength this chore is nigh thought
But to see where you are forever silenced
Strains my heart more than I can bear
And it breaks even that much more

Each year since that tragic day
I raise the sun higher than 'tis worthy
I pray, my love, for one single moment
While foals frolic and ponies play
I adore them all and share their bliss
'Til with a single laugh, one tiny lapse
My guilt grows ever more ferocious
As I hoped, it rends my being to dust
For each joy not shared with you

Is there any worse pain I could suffer
Than having lost my sister, my dearest?
Neither the greatest scholars in a millennium
Nor the fleeting thoughts of the simplest fool
Will ever realize the terrible truth

The one thing that would surely destroy me
Is losing this precious soul-crushing agony
My constant reminder of how much I love you